Here on my bed

Many of my thoughts about my life are undertaken on my bed late at night in the silence. Or first thing in the morning before the bustle. Of course not necessarily holding my handbag.

I used to make my thoughts and plans on the loo prior to having children. But then as many parents will know and understand, that one solitary moment is lost forever once you have the kids!!!

These days I find even on the loo my head is so busy I can’t concentrate any more on myself. So the bedroom it is. hence trying to fall asleep becomes a mission as my mind is so active.

Last night I had a long conversation with myself. To be continued later tonight.

There are things truly troubling me in my life at the moment. The things I probably will never talk about. To talk about them means having to deal with them and actually validate that process of damn well sorting them out.

I haven’t the strength or energy lately to do so.

Part of me wishes that we had a button on the mind that we can disengage the power supply from.

Tonight I’m having that conversation with myself. Trying to discover the supply wire and just cut it.

By the way it’s nothing bad, awful etc. It’s just that I can be quite hard on myself more so than others could even try to be.

Credits:-

Olive purple outfit from Sascha’s Designs

1979 Handbag from [DDL} at the ACCESS Event June

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Helen Pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event June

Angie hair from Rama Salon at the EQUAL10 Event

Rachel lips from Beaumore at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya