Chat time

Chat time

I do love a good chat. Today despite feeling pretty drained all day. After a half hour catnap after work I felt a little more alive. So spoke my vlog. To be fair it took me a couple of goes as the first one I prattled on far too long. I made an executive decision [...]

Human for a while

Human for a while

I made this video public before the blog. Sometimes I figure I’ll just test out my finger press and go with it. I made this video as a source of expression as to how I’m currently feeling. Very caged and angst and having to remind myself that it’s ok. I’m not alone, even if at [...]

Jungle ASMR

Jungle ASMR

Bev is in the jungle doing her ASMR thing and today it’s all about the animals. Funnily and I do mean funnily, I actually really enjoy doing Bevs videos. A lot of the time there’s parody within them but I actually do appreciate the sounds myself. Relaxation is sometimes harder now than it was previously [...]

By The pool

By The pool

The photo has nothing to do with my blog. I mean I’m not right now standing outside wearing panties and pasties. Heaven forbid. It’s rather cold!!! It’s my lunch break and I’m actually sitting on my sofa drinking tea and eating lunch. The sight is track pants, sweater and looking like I’ve not really slept [...]

Picture this if you will

Picture this if you will

It’s 10 pm here U.K. time and unlikely I’ll get much sleep tonight. I’m exhausted to be honest but I also don’t feel I can go to bed. I’ve had a really rubbish few days. Like really rubbish. I could have said days ago, Sunday, yesterday but I didn’t. I try and just crack on [...]

Meet Earl

Meet Earl

Earl is the new man on the block. His one great skill is not taking much seriously and being pretty laid back about life. Earl wants to be a model and tv presenter, those dreams elude him. Today Earl has been given the job of demonstrating Mad Pea’s new gacha at the Man Cave Event [...]

My Sunday

My Sunday

I love Sunday's, I just wish they lasted longer than they do. It's probably the only day in the week I feel relaxed for even a brief moment. Then comes Sunday evening and I start to start winding up ready for another week. Is anyone else like this? If I think about it, is it [...]

Sweet moments

Sweet moments

Today I was basically redecorating my house. It's only a tiny house but 4 hours?!!! I spent 4 hours lost in another world spinning objects around like I was an accomplished decorator. Clearly those 4 hours prove that I'm not. Frankly I'll be honest. I like it. I've decided it looks pretty and is incredibly [...]