I give myself…

I give myself…

I decided to give myself time from Second life a few days and from filming etc.

I actually realised that all the time I’ve been blogging and filming I never take time off from it.

The only times are my trips away and even then, I have a habit of pre preparing my blogs etc in advance.

This Easter weekend I actually have officially given myself 3 days off and there won’t be any videos appearing on YouTube or any blogs that haven’t already been prepared.

I just simply deserve to find other time.

So you may wonder what has she been doing do different?

Well very basic simple things. Spring cleaning. Those jobs you want to do but never get around to doing. Cleaning out cupboards etc.

The best bit however has been manicures, pedicures, face masks, films, and just really relaxing. Oh and tapping the odd blog on my phone.

Tomorrow’s plans are sorting my bedroom and moving the living room around and washing windows. Not necessarily in that order.

For now, it’s just after 6pm and I’m finally sat back down after my mad kitchen cleanse and I’m contemplating salad for dinner and a cool drink.

Sadly no alcohol as I’m still it seems reading night on my blood tests. It’s troubling me because I don’t now understand it. It came out of nowhere the spike and it’s not going down despite changes I’m making and the extra drugs. I have a feeling this year is going to really be testing in that area.

Still there’s worse in life and we just go with the glow and do what we can.

Have a lovely Sunday and enjoy the time.

Get off the machines and talk to your family and friends.

Credits:-

lolana dress from Sascha’s Designs

Iris Poses from Lyrium

Claire necklace from [ kunst ]

Adore bag from [DDL]

The Penthouse makeup from Cosmetize

Backdrop from Bearded guy as part of the Dakiti Nights

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martina hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Picture this if you will

Picture this if you will

It’s 10 pm here U.K. time and unlikely I’ll get much sleep tonight.

I’m exhausted to be honest but I also don’t feel I can go to bed. I’ve had a really rubbish few days. Like really rubbish. I could have said days ago, Sunday, yesterday but I didn’t.

I try and just crack on as nothing worse than a whiner.

So I had the vaccine on the 12 March and ached a few days like an old woman. Job done all over.

Wednesday last week a headache started. Got bad Thursday night/Friday morning into Saturday. Apart from headaches felt ok if not more tired .

I put it all down to side effects.

Sunday started getting an odd nausea moment now and then. Monday comes and I’m literally buzzing and more awake and alert I’ve felt in a long time. On top of that I’ve been peeing like a ridiculous constant and can’t stop drinking.

Then the nausea gets worse and keeps coming. Then the sweating. In the meanwhile I’m starting to test my sugars to make sure I’m ok. They’re reading 23 then 21 and basically been that way a few days.

Today I tried to get a call back from a doctor at the GP surgery and instead I got a call back from a nurse. I describe what I’m feeling and that I’m constantly peeing and can’t satiate my thirst.

So the first thing she says in her why you wasting my time voice was to say in a gruff voice “why are you testing your sugars” errr I’m a diabetic!! Then proceeds to tell me I shouldn’t have to. Well gosh tell the doctor then as it’s the doctor that prescribed me the stuff to record my readings.

Nurse then proceeds to tell me I either have menopause or I may need a check as she thinks I have a prolapse!!! So yes what can I say at this point? What part of diabetic did she not hear.

But let’s make things worse. I said I need to be seen. So an appointment is made for me today at 3pm. Nope not see a doctor but the paramedic!! He who doesn’t know about diabetes at all.

It gets worse. So he takes my blood pressure. It’s high but he says he isn’t worried by it, takes a blood test to read the sugar, it’s high and he says I shouldn’t worry about it as it’s normal. So again my mouth was agape. ( in my masks). Anyone with a brain cell knows a diabetic should go above 12 at the worst but 21 that’s serious.

I hand him a bottle of pee and he asks me what for. Err to check my ketones as I’m a diabetic. so he dips the stick and says yes they’re a bit high but he isn’t worried.

Then he is about to dismiss me and I say ummm I’m feeling sick, I have a constant headache, I’m sweating, peeing and can’t get enough water and my stomach pain.

Apparently I need Gaviscon and to get my eyes tested as its maybe my vision causing me to feel this way.

Glad I was wearing a mask because under it I was looking at him mouthing the C U next Tuesday word.

No I really was.

I’ve got blood test on Thursday but here I am at home in pain, feeling sick and still got high sugars. It’s 10:30 pm and I can’t go sleep like this.

Moral of the story ? Right now the NHS is questionable.

But if you want to see how incompetent today was. Don’t take my word. The phot below the credits is a text message sent to me after my consultation on the phone with the nurse.

Apparently I’m a candidate to consider being checked for diabetes!!!! Oh an apparently referring to blood tests? I don’t need to say more!

Video:-

Credits:-

Susa mint outfit from Una at the EQUAL10 Event

Camera ready pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Black panther from the Rezz Room at the EQUAL10 Event

Blush hair from Truth

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Stand

Stand

Well I’ve had my invite for the Vaccine. Strangely I feel like it’s a history making moment.

Not that I am important to historical noting but because it’s that feeling that in years from now what is debated amongst people will become the norm.

I prefer to look at it like those wordings “one small step for us, one giant leap for everyone”.

(Note my politically correct version before someone decides to have a keyboard moment! )

I personally am grateful that there is a vaccine and it’s out there. There’s no ultimate guarantees but at least it’s a start. Much like the flu vaccine. It won’t get rid of the damn pesky virus, but perhaps make its existence less taxing on our bodies.

I work with a few people who are anti vaxxers and what we fondly call Covid idiots.

You know the ones, just because no one they personally know has been affected, then clearly it doesn’t exist mindset.

It’s difficult having conversations on the subject because of this and it does make me feel that our world is divided and living in parallels.

I’ve said this before much like the Mandela effect, there is this Covid effect. We’re living in the Matrix!!!

Now here I’m living in the Matrix and my virtual person is me!!!

Credits:-

Flame mini dress from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from Orsini Jewellery at the ACCESS Event

Mell static pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martini hair from DOUX

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The dark forest road from Milk Motion

I could you know

I could you know

I just jumped out the shower and was most shocked to see a strange person in my bathroom. I screamed, took a step sideways and realised it was me in the mirror!

I could very easily look like this avatars photo.

Seriously I could. If only I hadn’t eaten all the pies during lockdown. Then aged another 100 years thinking about how I ate all the pies during lockdown.

No I’m not literally meaning pies, however the fat content may scream the whole calorie consumption I refer to.

Honestly, hands up. Who else has found themselves just going through this ridiculous phase of consuming more than usual or with less thought than usual?

I wake up each day and look in the mirror and give myself this talking to. Clearly I don’t listen to me at all. Clearly I need an intervention.

Oh hang on, lockdown. No interventions.

Ok next week maybe.

I’ve added Harriets interview with Ernie Banders as why not.

Video:-

https://youtu.be/FaBuDKBv0XQ

Credits:-

Turnt Couture outfit from .:: AM ::. at the Designer Showcase

Jade bag from [DDL] Accessories at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Bridget Pose from Lyrium at the Access Event

Haruka hair from Argrace

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Ronda_5 backdrop from Ionic

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Drax meets the Aussies

Drax meets the Aussies

What are you doing at 5pmSLT today? Nothing?

Well catch your plane and come watch the Second Life Book club at 5pm SLT when Drax has Aussie authors Cat Sparks and James Bradley on. Click here for the Stream and save your reminder.

I’ll be up after midnight U.K. time helping with the stream and doing my best to make sure Drax doesn’t send me back to Second Life stream training school. Does one exist? I don’t know but I’m a virtual streaming nightmare so do watch and encourage my fellow Aussies.

See you then! In meantime I’m off to sleep a few hours.

Credits:-

Tina outfit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 Event

Kitteh suitcase and pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Entice me off the couch

Entice me off the couch

Good morning Saturday. My tea is nearly done and the banana on raisin toast all consumed.

I’m just waiting for the injection of energy to start the day.

But it’s not coming. I am in a very laid back lazy frame of mind at the moment. Happy to laze here with my feet up and a good film on the screen.

However today is not the day for that as I have a little person coming in a few hours for the afternoon and I better get my energy prepared because he will certainly keep me on my toes.

I’m listening to BBC news. ( may as well given I have to pay the licence fee) and politicians talking utter baldedash.

It’s enough to make a person hide back under the covers. Honestly they talk such utter BS lately. All of them.

You get more honesty and sense out of a ten year old child than you do out of a self deprecating politician.

I vote Bart Simpson as our new Leader.

The back view:-

bACK VIEW (1)

Credits:-

Irreplaceable top from Entice on sale from 16th – 22nd for $99L or Fatpack $299L

On Saturday 18th between 1 and 2pm SLT the grey version will be on sale for $1L here

Frappe shorts from Blueberry

Eva pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event

Angel hair from Lamb

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Yuki eyeshadow from A R T E

Oline lipstick from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Today’s lunch

Today’s lunch

I’ve taken an early lunch break because I needed to stand and feel the sun.

It seems daft waiting for the implied 12 pm for my body to adjust.

I’m actually not hungry today and felt like I needed some sun .

So with that in mind my half hour is being used to take rubbish to the bin store and sit in the sun for a bit before cracking on with work.

Why not!

Credits:-

Foxy top from MOMOCHUU at the EQUAL10 Event

Madeline shorts from UNA. at the EQUAL10 Event

Hibiscus  lipstick and Nail polish  from Cazim

Petra pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte  hair from Analog Dog

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara beauty

Me, myself or I?

Me, myself or I?

Confused?

Don’t worry so am I.

This is me each day as I log in and out my two accounts doing my blogs. So I decided as they’re like twins and as Entice kindly send to both avatars items to blog, I would do two for one.
Credits :-

Mrs Robinson lingerie  and Nylons available right from Entice at Mesh Body Addicts Bi-Monthly

Catya bento mesh head  and Animated eyes from CATWA

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Angel face and body shape from LizBitz

Koyomi hair from Argrace (pony tails)

Gaea short hair from Truth as their January VIP gift

 

Pose is Beach pose from {Lyrium}

Sombre

Taking a moment to reflect and think about the music.

When you miss someone.

 

Video

 

 

Credits:-

Cool Girl corset and skirt available exclusively from Entice at the Tres Chic event which is running now till December 10th.

The Empire boots are from the November Luxe Box

Catya Bento mesh head and Animated eyes from Catwa

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Werra toffee coloured skin from [theSkinnery]

Flutter necklace  from Cae

Mena hair in light blonde from Mina

Pose violin from {Lyrium}

Photo taken on location at Digital Art where you will find a TP to teleport to Mistero Hifengs amazing in world store