The end

The end

It finally is the end of the week and I have to say it went too quick for my liking.

I know I always bleat on about looking forward to the end of the week but at the same token I don’t want life to flash by.

It seriously doesn’t feel like I’m living it and that in itself troubles me. In a blink of an eye time disappears. Then we sit and wonder where it went.

I have a weird feeling in the very pit of my stomach. No it’s not diarrhoea!!

I just feel a little happy and sad at the same time which often means something is soon to happen.

I have a 3rd sense like that and in life when anything major is about to happen I get this deep down feeling of laughter and deep sadness. I could cry but also laugh.

It doesn’t mean anything bad. It just means I sense something is coming.

Frankly hopefully it’s my handsome soul mate on his scooter who will whisk me off to a Maccy D’s dinner and a Netflix film. (I’m being realistic here).

Failing that my bills have been paid by a wonderful benefactor and Jason Bateman is really my boyfriend. Oooo that man is so my current interest right now!!!!

Anyhow check out my outfit. It’s very spring like and has a hud!!!! Just saying.

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Credits:-

Nay outfit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

Alone in the park

Alone in the park

The title covers it nicely.

You can be amongst a giant sea of swimming hustling bustling around you and still feel completely on your own.

Never assume that loneliness is not amongst you. Always reach out to that life and soul of the “party” as they may just be the one that is hiding in their loneliness.

A friend put something similar on their social media and it made me think. I know right. I stopped and thought.

Kidding, I do think often, but it made me see that the lonely person isn’t always the most visible to us . We can never know another persons place they find themselves in.

Be aware that loneliness isn’t always about being alone. It’s about feeling alone. The two are very different.

Now on with your day. I have to start work.

Credits:-

Farrah outfit from Wild at the April Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Paradise Hair from Truth

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Wonyoung lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at the Mother Road

Walk into New York

Walk into New York

Hump day! Middle of the week and we get excited as the weekend is coming.

I always find myself thrilled to see the weekend on the horizon. Though I do have to question why given life is 7 days a week not 2. Why look forward to only those days.

This week I’m good health wise. All things slowly going back into place which I’m glad about. A lesson I’ve learned is things can happen in a blink that can change your life and we should all be more appreciative of each day we have it.

That sounds maudlin but I don’t mean it that way. I just feel at times we tend to not really think and just assume each step will always be a given.

So my avatar today is in New York City pretending she is so cool she can stand in the middle of the road.

Clearly in reality she would be risking her mortality. However virtually a bus could hit her and she would jump up like super gal and carry on.

Now for the Access event….

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Credits:-

Amelia outfit from {HIME*DREAM} at the ACCESS Event

Addie bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

Gemma hair from Magika

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Plumm cream lipstick from IVES x at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at New York

No appetite

No appetite

I have absolutely no appetite at the moment. Given I feel like Sumo Liz right now, that really can’t be a bad thing.

Life started opening up this morning partially in the U.K. Shops and hairdressers and gyms.

There is still a social distancing code and life is not due to be fully open until June.

Let’s hope this time around people behave like humans instead of feral idiots when we talk about social distancing and being safe.

I’ve already heard a few people assuming that because they haven’t felt any affects other than their freedom of movement they feel today is back as usual. Well let’s see.

Personally I’m taking the slow and steady road because I have plans in life and I’d like to see them through in the way I want. No rush.

Happy Monday and be safe and diligent.

Credits:-

Velvet overall dress from AsHmOoT at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Gemma hair from Magika

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Wonyoung lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Beyond the machines

Beyond the machines

When you step into the virtual world, no matter which one you enter. You are transported beyond the machines.

The machines are the ride. The world is the destination.

You arrive and become what you want to be. The life is the one you then create.

Most people create a life that far supersedes their reality. Others create a life well hidden and deep away from reality.

There is little difference between fantasy and virtual reality. The end game is what your dreams and desires want to make of it.

Now for the EQUAL10……

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Credits:-

Lucy Dress from Belle Epoque at the EQUAL10 Event

Cute bag from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Black Kite

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Super Saturday on its way

Super Saturday on its way

Happy Friday it is. The weekend starts shortly.

I personally have had a long weekend as I had this week off work. I didn’t get up to much apart from redoing the living room with my daughter and breaking the restrictions to say goodbye to my brother and his family. They are leaving the U.K. tomorrow and returning to Australia.

I feel sad they are going but also happy for them as I know my brother doesn’t want to be here. Hasn’t for a long time.

Yesterday I went on a Thelma and Louise type road trip to the seaside. Only there was no alcohol nor crazy men.

It wasn’t a nice beach but it was a day out and I enjoyed it in good company.

It’s been over a year since I left my local area and yesterday I decided, hell live a little.

That’s my freedom for now and I return back to my fortress. Though I cannot wait for warmer weather as just like my avatar I shall be embracing the sun and it’s warmth.

Credits:-

Hung up Shorts and Top from Entice at the Saturday Sale in Neon

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Gemma hair from Magika

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Wonyoung lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Time to relax

Time to relax

Nearly midnight and I’m going to crash to sleep.

I’m on leave all this week from work and yet what did I do last night? I logged in on the quiet to do some work.

Is it because I miss it or am I admitting I hate finding things sitting in my inbox when I log in after a holiday period?

It’s the latter. Hence I never truly take a break because let’s face the facts, no one does my work if I’m not there. It just sits and piles up instead.

Long gone are the days when you closed the door to work and would return from a break refreshed and feel ready to start again.

These days you have an overwhelming load, take leave then when you return the overwhelming load has doubled. Those are the facts.

I don’t feel very rested anyhow. I’m still under the feeling of being rough and not myself and struggling to get my sugar levels down.

On top of that the medication doubling is really not agreeing with me either. All in all, 2 steps forward and 3 feel to go back.

So let’s live vicariously through this picture instead. An Italian Holiday and I’m just about to head for dinner on the pier. I look rather tested and the sun is just starting to colour my skin.

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Credits:-

under Pressure outfit from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Esme the warmth of Benevolence necklace from Moondance Boutique at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Unravel hair from Magika

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Maren lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at La Perla Old Italy

The cringey influencer

The cringey influencer

The age of the social influencer has been ripe the past 10 years.

Delores is in the now joining that crazy ship as it sails the sea. Delores has become a social ambassador and everything she does is about the likes, love and goodies.

Lots of goodies. Living the dream travelling the world. Selling the dream.

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Credits:-

Elise outfit from Kalhene

Anya bento mesh body with head from Kalhene

In video:-

Delicious perfume from Evie

Bug Spray from RC

I had a round today

I had a round today

It’s well past 9 on here at night in the U.K. and I’m pretty shattered. Today was spent completely moving the whole living room around.

Honestly the dust and toot that collects under a sofa is shocking! It’s a rather huge old corner leather sofa. Never been moved since it arrived in 2013!

Honestly I think we gave ourselves hernias doing it. But the flip side the whole living spaces feels so much nicer with a new seating perspective.

Amazing how doing something different in rearranging your home space can feel so uplifting.

I credit it to feeling like a game of tennis. You go hell for leather doing the deed and once done you feel really rejuvenated.

Credits:-

Megan top and shorts (amazing huds) outfit from Jumo at the April Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara Hair from DOUX

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Maren lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Tennis Pose from Sari Sari

I give myself…

I give myself…

I decided to give myself time from Second life a few days and from filming etc.

I actually realised that all the time I’ve been blogging and filming I never take time off from it.

The only times are my trips away and even then, I have a habit of pre preparing my blogs etc in advance.

This Easter weekend I actually have officially given myself 3 days off and there won’t be any videos appearing on YouTube or any blogs that haven’t already been prepared.

I just simply deserve to find other time.

So you may wonder what has she been doing do different?

Well very basic simple things. Spring cleaning. Those jobs you want to do but never get around to doing. Cleaning out cupboards etc.

The best bit however has been manicures, pedicures, face masks, films, and just really relaxing. Oh and tapping the odd blog on my phone.

Tomorrow’s plans are sorting my bedroom and moving the living room around and washing windows. Not necessarily in that order.

For now, it’s just after 6pm and I’m finally sat back down after my mad kitchen cleanse and I’m contemplating salad for dinner and a cool drink.

Sadly no alcohol as I’m still it seems reading night on my blood tests. It’s troubling me because I don’t now understand it. It came out of nowhere the spike and it’s not going down despite changes I’m making and the extra drugs. I have a feeling this year is going to really be testing in that area.

Still there’s worse in life and we just go with the glow and do what we can.

Have a lovely Sunday and enjoy the time.

Get off the machines and talk to your family and friends.

Credits:-

lolana dress from Sascha’s Designs

Iris Poses from Lyrium

Claire necklace from [ kunst ]

Adore bag from [DDL]

The Penthouse makeup from Cosmetize

Backdrop from Bearded guy as part of the Dakiti Nights

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martina hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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