Dining in out

Dining in out

Well blow me. I can order a nice proper pub meal from Uber eats for dinner. No rubbish fast food. Hell yes!!

Lockdown has seriously given some businesses a kick to widen their way they run their businesses. Though it’s been hard for businesses there has been a positive impact where some have learnt to adapt in order to keep running.

So though I’m dressed up to step out, I’m also dining in for a going out dinner!!!

Credits:-

Ezra outfit from Sascha’s Designs at the Designer Showcase

No suffer hair from no.match

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky lips and eyes from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Dolce Vita pose from Amitie

I’ll miss…

I’ll miss…

I have a 3 day weekend as I’m off today. Feet up and just chilling.

Some days I love to do that on my own and enjoy my own space. The weather is rubbish and feeling cosy inside is such a pleasure in life.

Sometimes we really forget that these small pleasures mean so much to our mindset. We tend to be so busy with life and what’s going on around us that we neglect those simple things that give us peace.

I’ve had a relax from filming and blogging the past few days as I’ve had my land to deal with which has caused all sorts of headaches as I’m so useless.

But last night I actually did something that I’m quite proud of and made my own cliff and placed a house on top. When in doubt of terraform, sink it!!!

That’s just the start. But I will be getting someone to help with the land. I’m doing a check out of prices etc. Bit like applying for a mortgage and getting the best quality quote.

For many many years I’ve lived privately in Second Life . For quite a while I’ve lived with Yorkie sharing the same space and it’s been great as he would change the homestead regularly and I always loved everything he did. I’d just place my house and decorate.

Yorkie left second life behind this week and it’s a void in my virtual life that I shall not be able to replace. We were friends in both worlds and friends who understood each other and respected each other’s privacy.

He has given up on this world and at this time his gaming YouTube to pursue other things. I’m sure what he is doing will make him ultimately happy and I shall miss his sweet soul.

I hope that when time comes and he is ready we can one day meet up in the real world and be better friends. Until then I shall watch him grow and blossom.

None of this has anything to do with this outfit I know. But hey I can ramble.

Video:-

Credits:-

Rose dress a new instore release with hud from Entice

Oscillating fan from Mad Pea for the SATURDAY SALE

Chiffon hair from Stealthic

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky lips and eyes from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Wet hair in video is Sandra from Mina

I snuck in

I snuck in

This isn’t my house. I just fancied the backdrop for a photo!!! Shhhh don’t tell!!!

Monday today and fresh week, fresh attitude and fresh air. I’m not sure why I’m feeling chipper but I am. Nothing has happened to make me feel that way, I just do.

Though it could be said, I’m just rotating emotion and decided to put the other head forward. Who knows.

That aside, I’m currently really enjoying blogging lately. More so than I previously did. Which has surprised me. Seriously after 5 years I would have thought I was going to give up, but this far I haven’t.

Recently I had contemplated the importance of what I do in life and what matters to me etc. A friend spoke with me about my consistency and my “work ethic” in both lives.

I have a pretty strong work ethic both realistically and also via my virtual exploits. Neither give me great financial outcomes despite the efforts I put into both. That’s a huge fallacy that people assume as a blogger and vlogger it’s a given. It’s not.

It’s often asked of me , Liz why do you bother as very little read my blog or watch my YouTube videos.

The answer is quite simple, because I enjoy it.

The value in my activities are usually about how I feel about the things I do and how they make me feel. Pretty much as simple as that really.

No I don’t make money in my blog and my income from YouTube is negligible. Seriously we are talking literally £70 every 3-4 months. That basically covers a takeaway once a month!! For me though I reinvest into my blog and my video making. The remainder comes from my own monies.

I think people often assume that it’s a money making exercise. Nope. Love of feeling creative and disappearing now and then is the pleasure I get.

Again, why do I do it? Because I love it!!!

Credits:-

Kristine dress from Jumo at the Designer Showcase

No suffer hair from no.match

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky lips and eyes from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

How to UNDO

How to UNDO

Honestly I’m not much of a tutorial queen but I am giving it a go. Expand the repertoire as they say.

Today it’s all about UNDO. You can’t be in SL and not know this tip.

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Credits:-

Pillow talk outfit from ::{u.f.o}:: at the ACCESS Event

Plumm Lip cream from Ives at the ACCESS Event

Scarlett hair from Rama Salon at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Sunshine and smiles

Sunshine and smiles

There isn’t any! Sun that is. Well it’s slowly arriving.

Recently I decided to pay for Tinder 1 month access. Just so for once I could see who actually liked me. If anyone at all.

Well there is a huge list I won’t lie. I’m currently drawing crowds to my profile.

Crowds of no matches to be honest. A few have been masterful scammers. They all work on oil rigs offshore or are military and unfortunately their spouses dead and they’re looking for mama. Sugar mama!!! All ask if you have Kik or what’s app straight at the bat.

All want to know what work you do or if you have a son, does he live with you.

Well I’m bantering away and I’m a stock market broker and own my own businesses and retired at 42!

Sugar mama I am not. The most they’ll get from me is a cuppa tea and a sandwich.

At my age the search for love is a rather bumpy road to travel.

But………..

Credits:-

Higher resolution of the photo can be found here

Sunni dress (has hud) from Lemony at the ACCESS Event

Jolly pose car from Amitie

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Claire Necklace from [Kunst]

Mousse hair from eXxEsS

Superna Eyeshadow and Wonyoung Lips from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Barely dressed

Barely dressed

If only in reality I had this look and could run around wearing such an outfit. If only.

Reality can be harsh when we look at ourselves in the mirror and see ourselves. My reality certainly this morning has me looking like the rainbow Good Year blimp. ie I’m wearing this rainbow striped nightie and I’m far from lithe and youthful.

Still, despite that fact I’m ok with my reality. It may cause me angst at times because nothing is perfect, but at least I’m rest assured that I’m the only me.

Now being a me, is certainly unable to be replicated and makes me an individual. I’m good with that.

We should all be good with that. No matter how we look we are all amazing individuals that enrich this planet with our mark of existence.

If I wasn’t here. You wouldn’t be reading this.

And if you are not reading this. Why not!!!?

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Credits:-

Tinderella collection from Spoiled at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

READY Steady going

READY Steady going

Are you ready? It’s nearly the weekend and another week we can close the door on and get ready to enjoy.

I’m not going anywhere as such but am tempted to make myself over and just see if I remember how to put that makeup on and get sassy.

Now me and sassy have been apart quite a while so I have no major expectations of the level of sassy I can achieve. But may as well give it a go. Failing that pjs and Netflix may be the choice.

I am actually positive I may step outside this weekend and see some life. Maybe walk around lakes and lay in the sun (if there is any) and read a good book. Crowds depending. Always the people. In reflection maybe not. I’ll lay on my balcony instead.

What are your plans? Going out into the world or going out virtually?

Credits:-

All for you dress from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Addie bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

Blaithe earring from POM at the ACCESS Event

Rebecca chains (on legs) from MICHAN at the ACCESS Event

Colourful passway backdrop from Pitaya at the ACCESS Event

Christie Static Pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

A little homely moment

A little homely moment

I’m sat here having a homely evening. A little out of sorts today and made myself dinner and feet up.

I’m going to bed early tonight and just close today. Tomorrow is another day and why not.

So I’m having a homely moment if that’s possible. Legs up and watching a rather lame murder mystery film.

I hope you all enjoy your evenings and I’ll see you on the flip side.

Credits:-

Lilou top and skirt from KiB Designs at the Designer Showcase

Tokyo Glasses M/F from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara Hair from DOUX

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Maren lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Ted Talk

Ted Talk

I rather fondly call this my Ted talk. More so as I was in this video expressing a number of thoughts and so only watch if you have the patience to listen. Otherwise I seriously wouldn’t bother.

It’s cathartic to talk and so I do.

I will however be honest I cut out quite a chunk of what I spoke about as after doing so I thought nahhh it’s stuff I don’t need to share. But then I am quite a sharer as that’s what keeps me sane in life.

There are times we all need to share thoughts or moments with just someone. These days due to everything I just find myself sharing in my blog or in my Coffee talks.

Today’s I call the Ted talk because it felt like I was relaying something and well why not. Ted I’m sure won’t mind me using his name.

Video:-

Credits:-

Athena outfit from Saschas Designs

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

I’m just getting my swag on

I’m just getting my swag on

It’s after midnight and I’ve been beavering away for hours today filming things for the upcoming week.

I’m a little in a corner feeling that I want to do something new and different. I just can’t put my finger on it as to what.

Do you ever get those moments? I also am having a lot of self doubt right now and asking myself many questions about the value of the things I do. Are they worth doing? Am I bored? Am I tired?

I can’t quite say. I just know that my light is dimming and I actually feel very much alone. I did a Ted talk today which I was going to upload tonight. But I froze on the upload button. The overwhelming feeling that I’m just simmering away sometimes makes me want to turn up the heat and see what happens.

For now though I’ll just lay my head to sleep and dream of my next adventure.

Credits:-

Paris outfit from [RnR] Swag

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Bright rainy backdrop and from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya