Are You?

Are You?

I felt like a chat today. I’m in a really odd frame of mind. Seriously.

I want to laugh, chatter but at the same time I’m in a state of awareness of sorts.

A truly odd day. I’m ok, are you?

Let’s chat. Well you can listen then tell me your state of play/mind wiggly thoughts you’re having.

Video:-

Credits:-

Flame Mini dress (has hud and sleeves detach) from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from [Orsini] at the ACCESS Event

Ara Hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Triumph sofa from Black sand

Stand

Stand

Well I’ve had my invite for the Vaccine. Strangely I feel like it’s a history making moment.

Not that I am important to historical noting but because it’s that feeling that in years from now what is debated amongst people will become the norm.

I prefer to look at it like those wordings “one small step for us, one giant leap for everyone”.

(Note my politically correct version before someone decides to have a keyboard moment! )

I personally am grateful that there is a vaccine and it’s out there. There’s no ultimate guarantees but at least it’s a start. Much like the flu vaccine. It won’t get rid of the damn pesky virus, but perhaps make its existence less taxing on our bodies.

I work with a few people who are anti vaxxers and what we fondly call Covid idiots.

You know the ones, just because no one they personally know has been affected, then clearly it doesn’t exist mindset.

It’s difficult having conversations on the subject because of this and it does make me feel that our world is divided and living in parallels.

I’ve said this before much like the Mandela effect, there is this Covid effect. We’re living in the Matrix!!!

Now here I’m living in the Matrix and my virtual person is me!!!

Credits:-

Flame mini dress from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from Orsini Jewellery at the ACCESS Event

Mell static pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martini hair from DOUX

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The dark forest road from Milk Motion

Dancing in the fields

Dancing in the fields

Today has been a simply gorgeous day. Gorgeous!! I could have danced in the fields.

I allowed myself to step into the outside world and went for an hour long walk. That was 4 hours ago. Now I’m absolutely shattered. As in I need a sleep. Seriously I can barely keep my eyes open.

I have to say every man and his dog was out there. You would be forgiven to think the pandemic never existed. Honestly I had to jump out the way of the groups walking around.

Then there are the runners! Those sweaters, you know them. They run past and flick their sweat as they pant like the running dead going past. Those people!!

Honestly there was a sweat event at the lakes today. Again groups of them. Giving you mega sweat instead of lonely sweat. That’s more than any non sweater wants to receive.

Why do I ramble about sweat? Because Covid travelling unconsciously. That’s simple.

Credits:-

Fanxy dress from Palette at the ACCESS Event

Gabriella hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Are you present?

Are you present?

I can’t remember. Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Seriously unless I look at the calendar on my phone. I’m struggling to accept we are near the end of Thursday.

I’m finding time is feeling like it’s disappearing before our eyes. I blink and it’s already another day. I wish it would just slow down a little.

Let me catch up.

This week I have really done little work as I’ve suddenly had an influx of union meetings and tasks to do. Those tasks relate to writing reports and doing checks . Which I love doing. It’s my investigative personality that gets to be used.

Yesterday I was back to back in meetings for 4 hours without any break at all. Have you ever tried not going to pee in that length of time when you were kinda needing to go at the start?

Let me tell you the pain was real. Don’t forget I’m also diabetic. The need to pee is even more prevalent.

Unfortunately there is an attitude to presenteesm that I think has evolved due to video meetings. People now forget that where you were sat in a room together you would just excuse yourself and pop to the loo. Now?? Now people expect your presence without break. There is no longer a consideration that you could leave the room anymore.

I believe this will be my next project to undertake. Remove presenteesm from the work place.

It’s a bad habit to get into so let’s just stop that now. If your guilty of that mindset. Change it!!

Now below is a video for the current ACCESS Event.

Video:-

Credits:-

Bolero and Bodysuit from Elegance Boutique at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Just hold up!!

Just hold up!!

I’m on my lunch break in the reality of life, eating leftovers and watching a bit of some dodgy film on Sony movies before I wander back to my desk. The sun is shining.

Film is about some murderous dude who seems like the good guy but clearly isn’t. Right now he is attempting to kill the heroine but she is putting up a good fight.

Woah and like a good film she wins the day.

I’d love to be a heroine in my own film but no murder involved.

I may just think of my plot!

Credits:-

Fashion Obsessed outfit from Wild at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Summer hair from Wasabi

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Equal 10 and Raindale ride

Equal 10 and Raindale ride

Today I quite fancy a balloon ride somewhere up there in the sky. No particular destination in mind just as long as it is sunny, safe and the only people allowed are reasonable minded people with a positive view to share.

I see so much negativity out in the world right now that I wish for a magic balloon to take me away.

Though I know, that’s never going to happen. We all know that magic balloons only fly in our minds and in reality we have to face what is real and daft.

I’m just having my lunch and treated myself to a hot cross bun, tea and an orange. Rather simple and unexciting I know. but tasty none the less.

I hope you all have a dream balloon as well in your minds. If you do? Let me know and we can do a race to see who gets to the magical destination first!

Credits:-

AirValley balloon from Raindale at the Cupid Inc Exclusive

Jolie top and skirt from Belle Epoque at the EQUAL10 Event

Ara Hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

What am I doing?

What am I doing?

I’m just chilling in my real little world and enjoying the peace. I’m not in SL tonight as frankly I don’t feel like it.

Some days reality is deserving of my attention especially when the sun comes out like it did today.

Plus I’m going to give it a break while I go SHEIN mad online. Seriously I’m in purchase mode from there and loving the prices and the quality is pretty good too.

I’ve gone earring mad tonight and treated myself to some T-shirt’s and a few dresses for the summer.

Then it was Amazon’s turn where I went wacko on some gel nail polish and body butters.

So I look forward to my self treats as to be honest I very rarely do them and I feel I should more often. So that’s all I’m saying today because I’ve got the rest of this lovely evening to enjoy and that I shall.

Films night! I’m up late absorbing fantasy.

By the way Saturday Sale is in and today’s number is from Entice.

Credits:-

Brand new Day dress from Entice for the Saturday Sale in dots and Yellow Floral

My butterfly glass pose from Sweetheart at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Oribe hair from DOUX

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Bite size with Thelma

Bite size with Thelma

I really cannot do a tutorial to save my life. I get by in Second Life on a wing and a prayer but if I am going to do a tutorial its with my lovely Thelma at the helm.

Short and sweet with the odd moment of nuts just to make it less boring and you wont notice how awkward I truly am.

Todays one is actually something so simple but many people don’t know. I didn’t know till I met Rosie, seriously 10 years on!!!

By the way the outfit Serasim 1/2 price at their discount outlet.

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Credits:-

Circe dress from Belle Epoque at the SeraSim half price!!

Sherry Hair from eXxEsS

Bountiful Eyeshadow and lipstick from Cazimi

Simone head (don’t think is available any longer )from Lelutka

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Natural lipgloss from A R T E 

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Liz Fair skin  from  Amara Beauty

The Chair

The Chair

I’ve danced on many a chair and pole in Second Life. But seriously none like this!!

It’s no secret I’m very partial to anything Jonny from Paragon brings into Second Life, after all I work with him.

But, I do so with a passion for the quality of what I get to work with and this latest chair dance is pure sass!!

I’ve actually recorded 3 versions of this dance. One is this, the other is a different feel lighting and the third. Well that one is far more raunchier than I usually produce.

That one I will upload to Flickr because it certainly cannot go onto YouTube at all.

I’ll do that in the next few days. Then re link back in this blog. for now though you can have the tamer version. Enjoy……

Video:-

Dance Credits:

Kayla chair dance from Paragon Dance Animations at the EQUAL10 Event

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Clothes credits:-

Juliet Lingerie from Cynful

Martini hair from Doux at the EQUAL10 Event

Baddie Lipstick from Bellucci

Prison Backdrop from Minimal at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Gemma from Magika

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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The mist

The mist

Funnily I took this picture a good week ago. I just a few moments ago looked out my window and I’m sure I saw a bit of a mist. I rubbed my eyes and it disappeared.

It’s midweek and my loss of motivation is real. I’ve tried hard to get it but at every turn there appears to be brick walls that stop me or rather influence my mindset.

I know everyone is going through the similar cycle of up and down emotions, but in the moment we often feel alone. Technically I am, right now bar the two cats laying by me on the sofa.

I started this crazy idea on my RL Instagram. Videos of my journey to routine and normality.

Well……..I’d say I’ve got a long way to go. Failed within two days that self motivational idea.

Am I giving up? Hell no. I love a good video chat to myself so I’ll try and do it. Hopefully it spurs me on but maybe prompts someone else to do the same.

Just wanting you to know that you aren’t alone .

Credits:-

Lilian dress from zOOm at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Amaia Hair from Sintiklia

Lipstick within the HDPRO Hud

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

He loves me pose from Luanes World