The start of this week

The start of this week

Happy Monday when you read this as I’m prescheduling it, so I lay in bed longer before work!! There’s always method in my madness and sleep is one of them. I’ve got a stye in my eye which I noticed in the shower and my god it’s in the inside of my upper eyelid. Seriously [...]

Are you ready?

Are you ready?

Are you ready for the new year? I’m not sure I am as yet. This old year still hasn’t produced the outcomes I wanted. I guess I’ll have to just made another set of ideals I seek for my life for the coming 2023. It’s time to get out the party balloons and find the [...]

Let it snowy

Let it snowy

Well it snowed here last night!!!!! Finally after all my dreams every year it happened and it was beautiful. Today it’s still sat around my home and it’s been gorgeous to look out my windows and admire what Mother Nature has given us. My balcony is so lovely and I’m just really still in awe. [...]

On my way back

On my way back

Tomorrow I return back to work after being absent for 6 weeks. I was signed off by my doctor for a number of reasons and to collect myself again and get used to medications. HRT being one and the increase of an antidepressant I’ve been on. It’s been a difficult time and I’m not going [...]

Sitting in the cable car

Sitting in the cable car

Just thought I’d sit in the snow and take a moment to reflect on my day. I didn’t really do anything but it was calm and I feel relaxed. I’m currently watching Stateless on Netflix. It hits hard when you watch and see the stories behind those who are detained in Australian centres when illegally [...]

Reflection

Reflection

It’s been 4 weeks since I’ve been off from work, at home. I’ve been slowly going insane one moment or seemingly normal the next. I feel guilty for imploding and guilty for letting people down by not being present in the things I do. Why, because I’ve felt sad and overcome with way too much [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

Bondi

Bondi

My best fur friend passed away last night. One moment Bondi was doing his normal dash around like the lunatic he always is and the next he screamt and fell to the ground. It was over in moments. My heart is broken today and sad right now. I will miss him so much. Bondi was [...]