I thought the sun was going to stay

I thought the sun was going to stay

I’m just going to state the obvious here in the U.K. Just as we are ready for spring and summer. Just as those bikinis start resurfacing, winter is on its way back!

Suddenly the temperatures are going back down for Easter and apparently we could get snow? Seriously!!!

Yesterday was a lovely warm day and today it’s a 10 degree drop. Getting cooler.

I’ve decided that no matter what reality holds at least virtually we can live vicariously how we choose. Later I’m going skiing in a bikini!

Credits:-

Surf city bikini from Entice

Summer mesh hair from Wasabi

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Superna HD Eyeshadow from Velour

Ingrid lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Chat time

Chat time

I do love a good chat. Today despite feeling pretty drained all day. After a half hour catnap after work I felt a little more alive.

So spoke my vlog. To be fair it took me a couple of goes as the first one I prattled on far too long. I made an executive decision to bin that one as frankly it was maybe just a little too real for anyone.

I often try and free mind myself that my channel is a virtual related one. However it’s difficult for me as I’m always being me.

Anyhow if you do choose to listen, I’d suggest a good cuppa as well.

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Credits:-

Nia top and shorts from 28LA at the Access Event until the 8th April

Way up hair from Vanity

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Human for a while

Human for a while

I made this video public before the blog. Sometimes I figure I’ll just test out my finger press and go with it.

I made this video as a source of expression as to how I’m currently feeling. Very caged and angst and having to remind myself that it’s ok. I’m not alone, even if at times it feels it.

The beauty of being virtually creative is that we see our own images and express them in our own ways. Our choice of dress, emotive, dance and music.

I’ve always been lucky to come across some good talent within Epidemic Sound and the lady who sings in this video Gloria Tells is one I love listening to.

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Dance Credits:-

Madison Jazz Funk and Madison Contemporary from Paragon Dance Animations

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About Madison Cubbage
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  • Dancer for Todrick Hall (Forbidden World Tour), Ariana Grande (7 Rings MV), Calvin Harris, Little Mix, Forever in Your Mind, and DNCE.
  • Elite Protege with The Pulse On Tour.
  • Top contemporary dancer recognized as one of the strongest competitors of her time.
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Clothes credits:-

Liza Suit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 March round

Posh punk choker from Tapi

Hawaii Cian Backdrop from Bearded guy

Baller hair from Vanity

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Geisha Arm tattoo from KooLit

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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By The pool

By The pool

The photo has nothing to do with my blog.

I mean I’m not right now standing outside wearing panties and pasties. Heaven forbid. It’s rather cold!!!

It’s my lunch break and I’m actually sitting on my sofa drinking tea and eating lunch.

The sight is track pants, sweater and looking like I’ve not really slept in a long while.

It’s Friday and away goes another week of life that I frantically would like to get back and change. As you know I’ve been experiencing a hyperglycaemic period which is something very new to me.

It was very upsetting as well as surreal as no one was listening until I spoke to the 111 service. Yesterday I had blood tests I was told to expect back next week.

They were it appears returned late to the surgery yesterday and a GP had to ring me which he did early this morning.

As a result it confirmed that I was not ok and they’re sending me extra medication. I have to double the lot I take now by slowly introducing in the next week and I’ll be retested in 3 months. If it doesn’t work then it’s injections. Something I really wasn’t expecting.

I don’t want that in my life. I struggle just to do my prick tests so that thought bothers me huge time. So fingers crossed I don’t end up there.

Apparently my reads are worse than when I was initially diagnosed so I have to make huge lifestyle changes.

Covid impact? Yes . Life has been harder during this year and I guess lack of my lifestyle activities has had a huge impact. On top of that the depression I feel about lack of people contact.

I’m not alone I know. So maybe we should set up a friends group for people who struggle?

Anyhow think on that. Back to work I go. Saturday sale!!! Don’t forget.,

Credits:-

Satin Doll ruffle panties and panties from Entice for the Saturday Sale

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martina hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Picture this if you will

Picture this if you will

It’s 10 pm here U.K. time and unlikely I’ll get much sleep tonight.

I’m exhausted to be honest but I also don’t feel I can go to bed. I’ve had a really rubbish few days. Like really rubbish. I could have said days ago, Sunday, yesterday but I didn’t.

I try and just crack on as nothing worse than a whiner.

So I had the vaccine on the 12 March and ached a few days like an old woman. Job done all over.

Wednesday last week a headache started. Got bad Thursday night/Friday morning into Saturday. Apart from headaches felt ok if not more tired .

I put it all down to side effects.

Sunday started getting an odd nausea moment now and then. Monday comes and I’m literally buzzing and more awake and alert I’ve felt in a long time. On top of that I’ve been peeing like a ridiculous constant and can’t stop drinking.

Then the nausea gets worse and keeps coming. Then the sweating. In the meanwhile I’m starting to test my sugars to make sure I’m ok. They’re reading 23 then 21 and basically been that way a few days.

Today I tried to get a call back from a doctor at the GP surgery and instead I got a call back from a nurse. I describe what I’m feeling and that I’m constantly peeing and can’t satiate my thirst.

So the first thing she says in her why you wasting my time voice was to say in a gruff voice “why are you testing your sugars” errr I’m a diabetic!! Then proceeds to tell me I shouldn’t have to. Well gosh tell the doctor then as it’s the doctor that prescribed me the stuff to record my readings.

Nurse then proceeds to tell me I either have menopause or I may need a check as she thinks I have a prolapse!!! So yes what can I say at this point? What part of diabetic did she not hear.

But let’s make things worse. I said I need to be seen. So an appointment is made for me today at 3pm. Nope not see a doctor but the paramedic!! He who doesn’t know about diabetes at all.

It gets worse. So he takes my blood pressure. It’s high but he says he isn’t worried by it, takes a blood test to read the sugar, it’s high and he says I shouldn’t worry about it as it’s normal. So again my mouth was agape. ( in my masks). Anyone with a brain cell knows a diabetic should go above 12 at the worst but 21 that’s serious.

I hand him a bottle of pee and he asks me what for. Err to check my ketones as I’m a diabetic. so he dips the stick and says yes they’re a bit high but he isn’t worried.

Then he is about to dismiss me and I say ummm I’m feeling sick, I have a constant headache, I’m sweating, peeing and can’t get enough water and my stomach pain.

Apparently I need Gaviscon and to get my eyes tested as its maybe my vision causing me to feel this way.

Glad I was wearing a mask because under it I was looking at him mouthing the C U next Tuesday word.

No I really was.

I’ve got blood test on Thursday but here I am at home in pain, feeling sick and still got high sugars. It’s 10:30 pm and I can’t go sleep like this.

Moral of the story ? Right now the NHS is questionable.

But if you want to see how incompetent today was. Don’t take my word. The phot below the credits is a text message sent to me after my consultation on the phone with the nurse.

Apparently I’m a candidate to consider being checked for diabetes!!!! Oh an apparently referring to blood tests? I don’t need to say more!

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Credits:-

Susa mint outfit from Una at the EQUAL10 Event

Camera ready pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Black panther from the Rezz Room at the EQUAL10 Event

Blush hair from Truth

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Hey Ang

Hey Ang

 

I’ve become a real believer that when making dance videos you really need to see the dance.

I love a story in my videos but I’ve learnt those are for my own self indulgence and the most important thing is to show people what a dance looks like.

Well you won’t miss this one as it’s pretty sassy and check out the technique!!!

Anyhow I’m asleep by the time this is seen (scheduled) so let me know tomorrow what you think.

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Dance Credits:-

Featuring the ANGIE Vol 4 bento dances from MOVE Animations Cologne

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Clothes credits:-

Farah outfit from Rosary at the ACCESS Event (has long pants too and huds!!)

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Lisa hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Big Rose Safari – Dakiti Night Backdrop from Bearded Guy at the ACCESS Event

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My Sunday

My Sunday

I love Sunday’s, I just wish they lasted longer than they do.

It’s probably the only day in the week I feel relaxed for even a brief moment. Then comes Sunday evening and I start to start winding up ready for another week.

Is anyone else like this?

If I think about it, is it because of current lives we are living now or the fact that I’m a miserable soul?

I’m a miserable soul if I’m alone in this feeling. But I doubt it.

All of us normal average working souls share this because we are not living our best lives.

My best life is certainly far from here back in Australia, being creative and feeling the sun each day.

My children and close friends all nearby and never a worry about work and it’s politics.

But then there is reality and I’m not rich and can’t just whisk everyone to where I want to be.

So Sunday evening comes and I start that heavy feeling of monotony again waiting for Friday.

In the meanwhile I think in my virtual life I’m looking rather savvy here and really ready for a spring encounter.

What you think? An afternoon tea maybe with scones and cream? P

Credits:-

Julia Hud dress from Sascha’s Designs

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara hair from DOUX

Runa pose from Sweet Art at the EQUAL10 Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Photo shot at Back Drop City

Sweet moments

Sweet moments

Today I was basically redecorating my house. It’s only a tiny house but 4 hours?!!!

I spent 4 hours lost in another world spinning objects around like I was an accomplished decorator. Clearly those 4 hours prove that I’m not.

Frankly I’ll be honest. I like it. I’ve decided it looks pretty and is incredibly me.

The me if in reality I could go shopping and change what I want without worry about money.

Oh and yes, I was dressed in this outfit. So figured I’d take a photo mid furnishing.

It’s pretty don’t you think?

Credits:-

Haru outfit from :uzu: at the ACCESS Event

Adore bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

School time poses from Sweet Art – at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Hanna Hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Getting my Cherry to Boom

Getting my Cherry to Boom

As you will be aware Cherry Boom Boom has come into Second Life and are working with Paragon Dance Animations to produce some of their finest moves.

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Dance Credits:

Cherry Boom Boom dance collection from Paragon Dance Animations at the EQUAL10 Event

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The Cherry Boom Boom Dance Choreography Collection is a glimpse of the various dance numbers used in their show. Performance captured by dance team captain Sarah Johnstonn.

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About Cherry Boom Boom
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A Modern-Day Rock-N-Roll Burlesque Show featuring A list dancers in Hollywood + Las Vegas created by Lindsley Allen, founding member/associate choreographer of the Pussycat Dolls.

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Clothes Credits:-

Starlight lingerie by MUSE at the EQUAL10 Event

Rocket boots from MIWAS

Kinky makeup from Velour

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara hair from DOUX

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Gloomy Ruins Backdrop from Bearded Guy

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Paragon_CherryBoomBoom – Salute Finale Dance

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Paragon_Cherry Boom Boom Chair Texture HUD
Paragon_CherryBoomBoom Chair HUD Animations

Paragon_Cherry Boom Boom – Barre Dance
Paragon_Cherry Boom Boom MonkeyBar Texture HUD

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Accessing ……..

Accessing ……..

Honestly I am due a rant. I’m trying hard not to but it’s just too hard.

The word Tillia!

Someone explain to me why me a non merchant in Second Life has had to give my documents to Tillia to prove who I am. Yet at the same time Second Life tell me they don’t know and it is Tillia I need to speak to. But then Tillia emails me and they say it’s Second Life!!!

Now I’m really not being funny. But, aren’t they owned by the same person or peoples???

Left hand, right hand springs to mind.

That’s been my 24 hour stress. Let’s hope when I wake up tomorrow both hands know what they are doing.

Now to the Access Event!

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Credits:-

Cloud top and skirt from Eternus at the ACCESS Event

The Penthouse Miami collection from Cosmetize at the ACCESS Event

Pass at Sunset coffee from Tenacio at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Hanna Hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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