Just out in the snow

Just out in the snow

I had a great conversation a few days ago which really perked me up. Was a lady from work and we had a really good talk about how I’ve been feeling and where my brain is at the moment. It did me the power of good and helped me to see that there are many [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

I need a break in another world

I need a break in another world

Oh man do I need a good break away from this year. A sunny place and a knock on the head to forget this year will do!!! Bit like a romcom film and end up happily ever after! I suspect you reading this May feel the same way? Its dark here as it’s 10pm as [...]

Maybe winter soon?

Maybe winter soon?

It’s Saturday and I woke up today with a thought. We are heading into winter soon and will we have snow? To be honest every single winter I sit here wishing for it. However this year I am not. Mainly because the cost of winter will be huge to myself and many others given the [...]

It’s all about me

It’s all about me

So I started a podcast last night. Right now it’s pretty raw and simple. I’ve always wanted to do one but the machinations of doing it were always the issue. ie quiet etc . However actually I realise that’s not so bad having different sounds. I do in most of my videos chatting? I’ve called [...]

Spooky times

Spooky times

I usually do lots of things each year towards Halloweeen even though in reality I really don’t like it. This year you may only see very minimal from me in terms of Halloween content. More spooky less slasher for sure. I guess I’m being really sensitised to reality lately and some of the gruesome things [...]

Fantasy or reality?

Fantasy or reality?

There’s something quite adorable about a tricycle don’t you think? I had one as a child but seriously would have loved to have one as an adult, just like this. Mind you, picture this vision in reality. Maybe not ha ha. Still it conjures up a carefree time in life when I used to whizz [...]

The slice that crumbled

The slice that crumbled

At the moment I’m feeling a little kinda sad. So this scene is very poignant for me minus the svelte body and sassy bodysuit from eXxEsS. I was kind of seeing someone after not having physically dated in just over 7 years. Yeah you read that right! I became a virgin and a cat lady [...]