I personally have had a long weekend as I had this week off work. I didn’t get up to much apart from redoing the living room with my daughter and breaking the restrictions to say goodbye to my brother and his family. They are leaving the U.K. tomorrow and returning to Australia.
I feel sad they are going but also happy for them as I know my brother doesn’t want to be here. Hasn’t for a long time.
Yesterday I went on a Thelma and Louise type road trip to the seaside. Only there was no alcohol nor crazy men.
It wasn’t a nice beach but it was a day out and I enjoyed it in good company.
It’s been over a year since I left my local area and yesterday I decided, hell live a little.
That’s my freedom for now and I return back to my fortress. Though I cannot wait for warmer weather as just like my avatar I shall be embracing the sun and it’s warmth.
I’m on leave all this week from work and yet what did I do last night? I logged in on the quiet to do some work.
Is it because I miss it or am I admitting I hate finding things sitting in my inbox when I log in after a holiday period?
It’s the latter. Hence I never truly take a break because let’s face the facts, no one does my work if I’m not there. It just sits and piles up instead.
Long gone are the days when you closed the door to work and would return from a break refreshed and feel ready to start again.
These days you have an overwhelming load, take leave then when you return the overwhelming load has doubled. Those are the facts.
I don’t feel very rested anyhow. I’m still under the feeling of being rough and not myself and struggling to get my sugar levels down.
On top of that the medication doubling is really not agreeing with me either. All in all, 2 steps forward and 3 feel to go back.
So let’s live vicariously through this picture instead. An Italian Holiday and I’m just about to head for dinner on the pier. I look rather tested and the sun is just starting to colour my skin.
There are two options of this drum set. One with auto attach scripts, and one with no sticks. There is also a copy of drum sticks to use with the no sticks version of the drum set.
The drum set has a number of colour options and you can add your own logo to the skin of the drum.
I’m just going to state the obvious here in the U.K. Just as we are ready for spring and summer. Just as those bikinis start resurfacing, winter is on its way back!
Suddenly the temperatures are going back down for Easter and apparently we could get snow? Seriously!!!
Yesterday was a lovely warm day and today it’s a 10 degree drop. Getting cooler.
I’ve decided that no matter what reality holds at least virtually we can live vicariously how we choose. Later I’m going skiing in a bikini!
I am I know a nightmare!! Nightmare with Decor as Im just not a great decorator. But I can film a thing or two.
So I have filmed the Willow Bloom set from Raindale as below. Its not a Spielberg moment but at east it makes up for my shoddier photo skills when trying to show something so lovely.
It is available till April 3rd so knock yourselves out and check it out.
Texture change menu for bench, chair and table: 3 colours for wood, 3 colours for metal (touch menu for table, sit&click menu for chair and bench)
Willowbloom set includes arbour (3 colours, 8 Li in default size), bench (PG and adult, 3Li), chair (2Li), table (2Li) and assorted decor (vase, cup, stacked cups, roll cake, piece of roll cake – 1Li each)
I do love a good chat. Today despite feeling pretty drained all day. After a half hour catnap after work I felt a little more alive.
So spoke my vlog. To be fair it took me a couple of goes as the first one I prattled on far too long. I made an executive decision to bin that one as frankly it was maybe just a little too real for anyone.
I often try and free mind myself that my channel is a virtual related one. However it’s difficult for me as I’m always being me.
Anyhow if you do choose to listen, I’d suggest a good cuppa as well.
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Credits:-
Nia top and shorts from 28LA at the Access Event until the 8th April
I made this video public before the blog. Sometimes I figure I’ll just test out my finger press and go with it.
I made this video as a source of expression as to how I’m currently feeling. Very caged and angst and having to remind myself that it’s ok. I’m not alone, even if at times it feels it.
The beauty of being virtually creative is that we see our own images and express them in our own ways. Our choice of dress, emotive, dance and music.
I’ve always been lucky to come across some good talent within Epidemic Sound and the lady who sings in this video Gloria Tells is one I love listening to.
Bev is in the jungle doing her ASMR thing and today it’s all about the animals.
Funnily and I do mean funnily, I actually really enjoy doing Bevs videos. A lot of the time there’s parody within them but I actually do appreciate the sounds myself.
Relaxation is sometimes harder now than it was previously mainly because our shell (homes) are no longer our castles as such and the desire to get out of them or get people out of them for quiet is harder. We are simply now co existing looking forward to living large.
Roll on ASMR.
Today’s video is courtesy of EQUAL10 and the ACCESS events.
I mean I’m not right now standing outside wearing panties and pasties. Heaven forbid. It’s rather cold!!!
It’s my lunch break and I’m actually sitting on my sofa drinking tea and eating lunch.
The sight is track pants, sweater and looking like I’ve not really slept in a long while.
It’s Friday and away goes another week of life that I frantically would like to get back and change. As you know I’ve been experiencing a hyperglycaemic period which is something very new to me.
It was very upsetting as well as surreal as no one was listening until I spoke to the 111 service. Yesterday I had blood tests I was told to expect back next week.
They were it appears returned late to the surgery yesterday and a GP had to ring me which he did early this morning.
As a result it confirmed that I was not ok and they’re sending me extra medication. I have to double the lot I take now by slowly introducing in the next week and I’ll be retested in 3 months. If it doesn’t work then it’s injections. Something I really wasn’t expecting.
I don’t want that in my life. I struggle just to do my prick tests so that thought bothers me huge time. So fingers crossed I don’t end up there.
Apparently my reads are worse than when I was initially diagnosed so I have to make huge lifestyle changes.
Covid impact? Yes . Life has been harder during this year and I guess lack of my lifestyle activities has had a huge impact. On top of that the depression I feel about lack of people contact.
I’m not alone I know. So maybe we should set up a friends group for people who struggle?
Anyhow think on that. Back to work I go. Saturday sale!!! Don’t forget.,
Credits:-
Satin Doll ruffle panties and panties from Entice for the Saturday Sale
