Are you present?

Are you present?

I can’t remember. Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Seriously unless I look at the calendar on my phone. I’m struggling to accept we are near the end of Thursday.

I’m finding time is feeling like it’s disappearing before our eyes. I blink and it’s already another day. I wish it would just slow down a little.

Let me catch up.

This week I have really done little work as I’ve suddenly had an influx of union meetings and tasks to do. Those tasks relate to writing reports and doing checks . Which I love doing. It’s my investigative personality that gets to be used.

Yesterday I was back to back in meetings for 4 hours without any break at all. Have you ever tried not going to pee in that length of time when you were kinda needing to go at the start?

Let me tell you the pain was real. Don’t forget I’m also diabetic. The need to pee is even more prevalent.

Unfortunately there is an attitude to presenteesm that I think has evolved due to video meetings. People now forget that where you were sat in a room together you would just excuse yourself and pop to the loo. Now?? Now people expect your presence without break. There is no longer a consideration that you could leave the room anymore.

I believe this will be my next project to undertake. Remove presenteesm from the work place.

It’s a bad habit to get into so let’s just stop that now. If your guilty of that mindset. Change it!!

Now below is a video for the current ACCESS Event.

Video:-

Credits:-

Bolero and Bodysuit from Elegance Boutique at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Just hold up!!

Just hold up!!

I’m on my lunch break in the reality of life, eating leftovers and watching a bit of some dodgy film on Sony movies before I wander back to my desk. The sun is shining.

Film is about some murderous dude who seems like the good guy but clearly isn’t. Right now he is attempting to kill the heroine but she is putting up a good fight.

Woah and like a good film she wins the day.

I’d love to be a heroine in my own film but no murder involved.

I may just think of my plot!

Credits:-

Fashion Obsessed outfit from Wild at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Summer hair from Wasabi

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Equal 10 and Raindale ride

Equal 10 and Raindale ride

Today I quite fancy a balloon ride somewhere up there in the sky. No particular destination in mind just as long as it is sunny, safe and the only people allowed are reasonable minded people with a positive view to share.

I see so much negativity out in the world right now that I wish for a magic balloon to take me away.

Though I know, that’s never going to happen. We all know that magic balloons only fly in our minds and in reality we have to face what is real and daft.

I’m just having my lunch and treated myself to a hot cross bun, tea and an orange. Rather simple and unexciting I know. but tasty none the less.

I hope you all have a dream balloon as well in your minds. If you do? Let me know and we can do a race to see who gets to the magical destination first!

Credits:-

AirValley balloon from Raindale at the Cupid Inc Exclusive

Jolie top and skirt from Belle Epoque at the EQUAL10 Event

Ara Hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

What am I doing?

What am I doing?

I’m just chilling in my real little world and enjoying the peace. I’m not in SL tonight as frankly I don’t feel like it.

Some days reality is deserving of my attention especially when the sun comes out like it did today.

Plus I’m going to give it a break while I go SHEIN mad online. Seriously I’m in purchase mode from there and loving the prices and the quality is pretty good too.

I’ve gone earring mad tonight and treated myself to some T-shirt’s and a few dresses for the summer.

Then it was Amazon’s turn where I went wacko on some gel nail polish and body butters.

So I look forward to my self treats as to be honest I very rarely do them and I feel I should more often. So that’s all I’m saying today because I’ve got the rest of this lovely evening to enjoy and that I shall.

Films night! I’m up late absorbing fantasy.

By the way Saturday Sale is in and today’s number is from Entice.

Credits:-

Brand new Day dress from Entice for the Saturday Sale in dots and Yellow Floral

My butterfly glass pose from Sweetheart at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Oribe hair from DOUX

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

The Chair

The Chair

I’ve danced on many a chair and pole in Second Life. But seriously none like this!!

It’s no secret I’m very partial to anything Jonny from Paragon brings into Second Life, after all I work with him.

But, I do so with a passion for the quality of what I get to work with and this latest chair dance is pure sass!!

I’ve actually recorded 3 versions of this dance. One is this, the other is a different feel lighting and the third. Well that one is far more raunchier than I usually produce.

That one I will upload to Flickr because it certainly cannot go onto YouTube at all.

I’ll do that in the next few days. Then re link back in this blog. for now though you can have the tamer version. Enjoy……

Video:-

Dance Credits:

Kayla chair dance from Paragon Dance Animations at the EQUAL10 Event

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Juliet Lingerie from Cynful

Martini hair from Doux at the EQUAL10 Event

Baddie Lipstick from Bellucci

Prison Backdrop from Minimal at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Gemma from Magika

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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The mist

The mist

Funnily I took this picture a good week ago. I just a few moments ago looked out my window and I’m sure I saw a bit of a mist. I rubbed my eyes and it disappeared.

It’s midweek and my loss of motivation is real. I’ve tried hard to get it but at every turn there appears to be brick walls that stop me or rather influence my mindset.

I know everyone is going through the similar cycle of up and down emotions, but in the moment we often feel alone. Technically I am, right now bar the two cats laying by me on the sofa.

I started this crazy idea on my RL Instagram. Videos of my journey to routine and normality.

Well……..I’d say I’ve got a long way to go. Failed within two days that self motivational idea.

Am I giving up? Hell no. I love a good video chat to myself so I’ll try and do it. Hopefully it spurs me on but maybe prompts someone else to do the same.

Just wanting you to know that you aren’t alone .

Credits:-

Lilian dress from zOOm at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Amaia Hair from Sintiklia

Lipstick within the HDPRO Hud

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

He loves me pose from Luanes World

Wandering out to sea

Wandering out to sea

It’s late and I really should be asleep right now. However chances of that is zero to none.

I have so much on my mind right now that it’s almost near full. Can a mind get full? I think it can. Mines full of a lot of old junk that swishes around when anything new falls in to upset the equilibrium.

I once saw a clairvoyant and she scared me by how she could read me. People think they can and assume they can, but I’m more complex than that really.

People only see what I allow them to see. The rest is guarded by a steel vault that only I know the code to. No one has ever cracked it. The person who does, god help them.

The best description of me is the one the clairvoyant gave me.

I’m an island. I’m alone in the sea and I only truly rely on me. To be honest I’ve been my own guide all my life.

Right now though I really wish my island me would try and connect to the mainland. I fear that if I float out any further to sea I’ll never come back.

Credits:-

Perri Sweater dress from London Girl at the Designer Showcase

Business Square glasses from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Elena Hair from Sintiklia

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Apparently

Apparently

Apparently when you write a blog you have words.

There you go, job done .

Video:-

Credits:-

Jackie outfit from Seniha at the ACCESS Event

Creeper shoes from CULT at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Mamiko Hair from [^.^Ayashi^.^] at the ACCESS Event

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Happy Saturday

Happy Saturday

I’m currently sat on the sofa (nothing new there) watching some B grade film which to be fair is utterly rubbish but none the less I’m absorbed somewhat. You know the someone was killed Miss Marple type of mystery. But not as good as Miss Marple.

I have noticed that I do watch some utter rubbish lately. I’m not sure if it’s because things are on repeat or frankly that’s all we are getting. Hard to say really.

I’m waiting for season 11 of the Walking Dead and the millionth series of Outlander, I’ve forgotten which one to watch out for already.

Truth be told I’m in skank mode currently and just need to get dressed and go do my hair and maybe just maybe brave the outside world. Ice and chill but glorious sunshine.

In this outfit I hear you ask? No. But in the virtual you can do whatever you choose.

Saturday Sale shopping!!!!

Credits:-

Summer baby lingerie from Entice in the SATURDAY Sale

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Dua hair from DOUX

Lip gloss in the CATWA hud

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Narrow creek boat from Raindale

Catching a train

Catching a train

I’m not really catching a train but I do wonder what that feels like now. Not having caught one for over a year!

Honestly what a different experience that would be right now.

I’m having an odd day here in reality. I applied for a job. In my own work team I will add. I answered the one question on the application and was told yesterday I wasn’t shortlisted because I didn’t answer the question!

The question simply was a question the reason for applying. But I’m told that I should have been referring to the job description answering that question. But it didn’t say that. Question was simply reason for applying. I knew something was wrong because I had great difficulties in the application with freezing connections and in the end had to log into it via chrome.

Fact is when I applied there did not appear this box that tells you what you should also include. In fact I even said to a colleague on the day I would have expected it to be there, so uploaded my CV too just in case.

Anyhow it turned out all a mess and it is as it is.

What I take away from moments like this, is my strong sense that things always happen for a reason.

I’m more than able to do the job I know and I don’t have any self doubt about that BUT maybe I’m to do something else!!

So for the first time in 16 years of doing a job I love, I have made the decision to start looking at other things rather than hope my moment will happen because if I’m honest with myself it won’t.

Credits:-

Louis Black dress outfit from Sacha’s Designs at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Haruka hair from Argrace

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Ronda_5 backdrop from Ionic

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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