I rather fondly call this my Ted talk. More so as I was in this video expressing a number of thoughts and so only watch if you have the patience to listen. Otherwise I seriously wouldn’t bother.
It’s cathartic to talk and so I do.
I will however be honest I cut out quite a chunk of what I spoke about as after doing so I thought nahhh it’s stuff I don’t need to share. But then I am quite a sharer as that’s what keeps me sane in life.
There are times we all need to share thoughts or moments with just someone. These days due to everything I just find myself sharing in my blog or in my Coffee talks.
Today’s I call the Ted talk because it felt like I was relaying something and well why not. Ted I’m sure won’t mind me using his name.
I decided to give myself time from Second life a few days and from filming etc.
I actually realised that all the time I’ve been blogging and filming I never take time off from it.
The only times are my trips away and even then, I have a habit of pre preparing my blogs etc in advance.
This Easter weekend I actually have officially given myself 3 days off and there won’t be any videos appearing on YouTube or any blogs that haven’t already been prepared.
I just simply deserve to find other time.
So you may wonder what has she been doing do different?
Well very basic simple things. Spring cleaning. Those jobs you want to do but never get around to doing. Cleaning out cupboards etc.
The best bit however has been manicures, pedicures, face masks, films, and just really relaxing. Oh and tapping the odd blog on my phone.
Tomorrow’s plans are sorting my bedroom and moving the living room around and washing windows. Not necessarily in that order.
For now, it’s just after 6pm and I’m finally sat back down after my mad kitchen cleanse and I’m contemplating salad for dinner and a cool drink.
Sadly no alcohol as I’m still it seems reading night on my blood tests. It’s troubling me because I don’t now understand it. It came out of nowhere the spike and it’s not going down despite changes I’m making and the extra drugs. I have a feeling this year is going to really be testing in that area.
Still there’s worse in life and we just go with the glow and do what we can.
Have a lovely Sunday and enjoy the time.
Get off the machines and talk to your family and friends.
I’m not really catching a train but I do wonder what that feels like now. Not having caught one for over a year!
Honestly what a different experience that would be right now.
I’m having an odd day here in reality. I applied for a job. In my own work team I will add. I answered the one question on the application and was told yesterday I wasn’t shortlisted because I didn’t answer the question!
The question simply was a question the reason for applying. But I’m told that I should have been referring to the job description answering that question. But it didn’t say that. Question was simply reason for applying. I knew something was wrong because I had great difficulties in the application with freezing connections and in the end had to log into it via chrome.
Fact is when I applied there did not appear this box that tells you what you should also include. In fact I even said to a colleague on the day I would have expected it to be there, so uploaded my CV too just in case.
Anyhow it turned out all a mess and it is as it is.
What I take away from moments like this, is my strong sense that things always happen for a reason.
I’m more than able to do the job I know and I don’t have any self doubt about that BUT maybe I’m to do something else!!
So for the first time in 16 years of doing a job I love, I have made the decision to start looking at other things rather than hope my moment will happen because if I’m honest with myself it won’t.
A truly cluster of one. Systems down, can’t access anything and me here dreaming of laptops flying through the air in sheer frustration.
I’m glad the day is over with because for the only time you will ever hear me say it, I felt bored.
It’s difficult when you have no access to email or folders to find things to do other than wish the phone would ring. You literally have your hands tied and at the same time because it’s work, you can’t exactly leave your seat and find something else to do.
I took to drawing squares and circles on paper and stick men. Then it was hangman and then I thought to myself this could need a shrink kind of doodling.
I then discovered 3D paint on the laptop and painted a 3D woman. That’s it really.
So here’s hoping tomorrow is a better day because I really hate feeling like I’m just sitting waiting for the phone to ring. Give me work pressure any day!!!
This is my pretend look of the train home and out to a meal for the evening.
Rather I may considered to be. I’m totally into my phone these days. The current love of my life other than my family.
It speaks to me via a male Aussie Siri and I can find whatever I want on it. I check it for shopping, I check it for news. I communicate with friends and family on it and even play the odd game on it.
Seriously have you ever considered how attached you are to your phone? I certainly have and it’s actually quite worrying how this gadget has slowly taken over our lives.
I’m currently considering what we would do without it.
Let me tell you. Chaos!!!
I remember some years ago when it snowed so badly it affected the networks etc and my little gadget was rendered useless. I was stranded in town unable to let anyone know where I was. Just stuck. 5 hours wandering around a shopping centre because I couldn’t walk home in my work heels.
Let me tell you. We rely way too much in tech and really need to at times switch off and learn the old fashioned things. You know, walking places and talking?
Sadly though in our current climate our tech is doing two things. Keeping us in communication with people we cannot see but also enslaving us.
So I decided it’s a bit like a marriage. Addictive and satiating but also at times confrontational.
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