As I flick through my magazine I ponder today. Today is Monday and it’s not a great day. The week has started so bad and to be honest I really want to curl up in a corner and just pretend it hasn’t happened yet. Maybe rock back and forth and howl a bit too.
I made a mistake at work today which I could kick myself hard for. It was a simple mistake that any human under stress could make.
Then of course there was the message I sent to a colleague which was fun and tongue in cheek asking why she wasn’t at work and joking she was having a jolly good time. Turns out her dad died last week. Something a few people knew but wasn’t shared and so I stuck my size 6’s in and made things just that much more worse. Do I feel bad right now? Yes very much so.
Then it was the flu jab. I’m sure that will hurt tomorrow.
Then I learnt tonight an old work colleague took his life around 2 weeks ago. Far too young and a whole life laid ahead he should have lived still.
This is life. It’s not a fantasy. So let me find a nice tree to lay under while I contemplate tomorrow being any better.
Credits:-
Aniron dress from Entice for the We Love Roleplay
HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA
Eline skin from AMARA
Reflectice eyes from Amara
Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento
Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E
Lara mesh body Maitreya
Isa, you didn’t kill your colleague’s dad, and neither your former colleague. Or did you? If yes, then you’re a bad girl and should feel shitty indeed. But assuming your innocence let’s just say That’s Life! Death is a part of it, and often a reason to stop for a moment and contemplate. But not a reason to feel really bad or let it ruin your day. Many more work colleagues and fathers die every day in Syria and Afghanistan, we can’t all fall into a global mourning just because the Americans can’t play nice.
Don’t break your pretty head over things you can’t change anymore.
I know you are right. I’m just having a bad start this week. I do feel things at times and my friends dad was elderly. But my old work colleague only 32 with a huge life ahead of him. Great things were happening for him. Still yes beyond my control anyhow.
Life and how it pans out.
To be honest I’d love a pause button. Hop out for a bit and pursue another one for a break
Clearly I’m a dreamer lol
The universe doesn’t feel right to me at the moment. For whatever reasons.
On another note today I made the best bowl of oatmeal porridge ever. Honestly it was like a pudding!!!