What a start

As I flick through my magazine I ponder today. Today is Monday and it’s not a great day. The week has started so bad and to be honest I really want to curl up in a corner and just pretend it hasn’t happened yet. Maybe rock back and forth and howl a bit too.

I made a mistake at work today which I could kick myself hard for. It was a simple mistake that any human under stress could make.

Then of course there was the message I sent to a colleague which was fun and tongue in cheek asking why she wasn’t at work and joking she was having a jolly good time. Turns out her dad died last week. Something a few people knew but wasn’t shared and so I stuck my size 6’s in and made things just that much more worse. Do I feel bad right now? Yes very much so.

Then it was the flu jab. I’m sure that will hurt tomorrow.

Then I learnt tonight an old work colleague took his life around 2 weeks ago. Far too young and a whole life laid ahead he should have lived still.

This is life. It’s not a fantasy. So let me find a nice tree to lay under while I contemplate tomorrow being any better.

Credits:-

Aniron dress from Entice for the We Love Roleplay

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Forever hair from Truth

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Lara mesh body Maitreya

2 thoughts on “What a start

  1. Isa, you didn’t kill your colleague’s dad, and neither your former colleague. Or did you? If yes, then you’re a bad girl and should feel shitty indeed. But assuming your innocence let’s just say That’s Life! Death is a part of it, and often a reason to stop for a moment and contemplate. But not a reason to feel really bad or let it ruin your day. Many more work colleagues and fathers die every day in Syria and Afghanistan, we can’t all fall into a global mourning just because the Americans can’t play nice.

    Don’t break your pretty head over things you can’t change anymore.

    1. I know you are right. I’m just having a bad start this week. I do feel things at times and my friends dad was elderly. But my old work colleague only 32 with a huge life ahead of him. Great things were happening for him. Still yes beyond my control anyhow.
      Life and how it pans out.
      To be honest I’d love a pause button. Hop out for a bit and pursue another one for a break
      Clearly I’m a dreamer lol
      The universe doesn’t feel right to me at the moment. For whatever reasons.

      On another note today I made the best bowl of oatmeal porridge ever. Honestly it was like a pudding!!!

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