The cringey influencer

The cringey influencer

The age of the social influencer has been ripe the past 10 years.

Delores is in the now joining that crazy ship as it sails the sea. Delores has become a social ambassador and everything she does is about the likes, love and goodies.

Lots of goodies. Living the dream travelling the world. Selling the dream.

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Elise outfit from Kalhene

Anya bento mesh body with head from Kalhene

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Delicious perfume from Evie

Bug Spray from RC

Picture this if you will

Picture this if you will

It’s 10 pm here U.K. time and unlikely I’ll get much sleep tonight.

I’m exhausted to be honest but I also don’t feel I can go to bed. I’ve had a really rubbish few days. Like really rubbish. I could have said days ago, Sunday, yesterday but I didn’t.

I try and just crack on as nothing worse than a whiner.

So I had the vaccine on the 12 March and ached a few days like an old woman. Job done all over.

Wednesday last week a headache started. Got bad Thursday night/Friday morning into Saturday. Apart from headaches felt ok if not more tired .

I put it all down to side effects.

Sunday started getting an odd nausea moment now and then. Monday comes and I’m literally buzzing and more awake and alert I’ve felt in a long time. On top of that I’ve been peeing like a ridiculous constant and can’t stop drinking.

Then the nausea gets worse and keeps coming. Then the sweating. In the meanwhile I’m starting to test my sugars to make sure I’m ok. They’re reading 23 then 21 and basically been that way a few days.

Today I tried to get a call back from a doctor at the GP surgery and instead I got a call back from a nurse. I describe what I’m feeling and that I’m constantly peeing and can’t satiate my thirst.

So the first thing she says in her why you wasting my time voice was to say in a gruff voice “why are you testing your sugars” errr I’m a diabetic!! Then proceeds to tell me I shouldn’t have to. Well gosh tell the doctor then as it’s the doctor that prescribed me the stuff to record my readings.

Nurse then proceeds to tell me I either have menopause or I may need a check as she thinks I have a prolapse!!! So yes what can I say at this point? What part of diabetic did she not hear.

But let’s make things worse. I said I need to be seen. So an appointment is made for me today at 3pm. Nope not see a doctor but the paramedic!! He who doesn’t know about diabetes at all.

It gets worse. So he takes my blood pressure. It’s high but he says he isn’t worried by it, takes a blood test to read the sugar, it’s high and he says I shouldn’t worry about it as it’s normal. So again my mouth was agape. ( in my masks). Anyone with a brain cell knows a diabetic should go above 12 at the worst but 21 that’s serious.

I hand him a bottle of pee and he asks me what for. Err to check my ketones as I’m a diabetic. so he dips the stick and says yes they’re a bit high but he isn’t worried.

Then he is about to dismiss me and I say ummm I’m feeling sick, I have a constant headache, I’m sweating, peeing and can’t get enough water and my stomach pain.

Apparently I need Gaviscon and to get my eyes tested as its maybe my vision causing me to feel this way.

Glad I was wearing a mask because under it I was looking at him mouthing the C U next Tuesday word.

No I really was.

I’ve got blood test on Thursday but here I am at home in pain, feeling sick and still got high sugars. It’s 10:30 pm and I can’t go sleep like this.

Moral of the story ? Right now the NHS is questionable.

But if you want to see how incompetent today was. Don’t take my word. The phot below the credits is a text message sent to me after my consultation on the phone with the nurse.

Apparently I’m a candidate to consider being checked for diabetes!!!! Oh an apparently referring to blood tests? I don’t need to say more!

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Susa mint outfit from Una at the EQUAL10 Event

Camera ready pose from Lyrium at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Black panther from the Rezz Room at the EQUAL10 Event

Blush hair from Truth

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Stars by Cica Ghost

Stars by Cica Ghost

Good morning and Happy Mother’s Day to all the mums out there and those who have left us and those who are still to come.

Each Mother’s Day I’m reminded that my mum is not here and I cannot say those words ever again. But I can say them to everyone else.

So Happy Mother’s Day.

It’s a bit weird this year as no one can see each other properly. I received my gifts of flowers and specially made cookies from my daughter and grandson on my doorstep earlier.

Not long till we can spend better time together.

My son will drop by later today and I’m looking forward to that as I miss him so.

Anyhow enough of the mush, let’s visit Stars by Cica Ghost. Purple is my clothing choice for today.

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Patty outfit from Jumo at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

To visit Stars by Cica Ghost click here

The new Future?

The new Future?

I was speaking to a colleague earlier about our new futures.

I mean, let’s face it. Things are just not the same. It’s a year later and we have also experienced all sorts of tech that we didn’t use before. On top of that masks have become quite trendy.

Who would have thought.

I was browsing online the other day and this magical clear face mask appeared before me. Allows you to breathe and won’t smudge your make up. What more could you ask for?

I decided 2022 will be a little like this picture. We maybe can’t see it yet, but you wait!!

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Berlin Hud dress from Saschas Designs

Camille Jewellery from [Orsini] at the ACCESS Event

Teresa Hair from #Chaim at the CYBER Fair

Oxygen mask from +SEKAI+ at the CYBER Fair

New Future Backdrop from the Bearded Guy at the CYBER Fair

Dennou Desk System from zero ichi * at the CYBER Fair

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

To visit Step into Spring click here

Hanging out in the wild

Hanging out in the wild

I’m just in bed rapping this blog before I crash on my pillow and fade into sleepy bliss.

Earlier I was filming at a furry place and can I just say I have so got a thing for sassy fur men!!! Make of that what you will but it’s seriously interesting to me the whole concept and how the male avatars look.

It’s something I’d love to learn about and understand the whole lifestyle role play etc.

Honestly I wasn’t at all quiet while filming earlier. In public chat I’m just stating how amazing they look and fascinated that one guy was so adorable I wanted to stroke his head whilst at the same time I’m thinking phwoar that’s a more manly man than I’ve seen in ages.

Though I embarrassed myself a tad when I asked if I could go back another time to hang out and I said if I can’t be a furry maybe I’ll go as Aunty VaGina and wear a fur coat!!

Seriously when god was handing out tact he skipped past me I’m sure. I’ve never felt so embarrassed at saying such a stupid thing. I seriously wasn’t even thinking and then the penny dropped.

At least they all were quite sweet and I’m hopefully exonerated for that moment.

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Halsey blouse from [Red Girl] now at the ACCESS Event

Jolene Jeans from Blueberry

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Sherry hair from eXxEsS

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

To visit Step into Spring click here

Are You?

Are You?

I felt like a chat today. I’m in a really odd frame of mind. Seriously.

I want to laugh, chatter but at the same time I’m in a state of awareness of sorts.

A truly odd day. I’m ok, are you?

Let’s chat. Well you can listen then tell me your state of play/mind wiggly thoughts you’re having.

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Flame Mini dress (has hud and sleeves detach) from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from [Orsini] at the ACCESS Event

Ara Hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Triumph sofa from Black sand

Stand

Stand

Well I’ve had my invite for the Vaccine. Strangely I feel like it’s a history making moment.

Not that I am important to historical noting but because it’s that feeling that in years from now what is debated amongst people will become the norm.

I prefer to look at it like those wordings “one small step for us, one giant leap for everyone”.

(Note my politically correct version before someone decides to have a keyboard moment! )

I personally am grateful that there is a vaccine and it’s out there. There’s no ultimate guarantees but at least it’s a start. Much like the flu vaccine. It won’t get rid of the damn pesky virus, but perhaps make its existence less taxing on our bodies.

I work with a few people who are anti vaxxers and what we fondly call Covid idiots.

You know the ones, just because no one they personally know has been affected, then clearly it doesn’t exist mindset.

It’s difficult having conversations on the subject because of this and it does make me feel that our world is divided and living in parallels.

I’ve said this before much like the Mandela effect, there is this Covid effect. We’re living in the Matrix!!!

Now here I’m living in the Matrix and my virtual person is me!!!

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Flame mini dress from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from Orsini Jewellery at the ACCESS Event

Mell static pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martini hair from DOUX

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The dark forest road from Milk Motion

Dancing in the fields

Dancing in the fields

Today has been a simply gorgeous day. Gorgeous!! I could have danced in the fields.

I allowed myself to step into the outside world and went for an hour long walk. That was 4 hours ago. Now I’m absolutely shattered. As in I need a sleep. Seriously I can barely keep my eyes open.

I have to say every man and his dog was out there. You would be forgiven to think the pandemic never existed. Honestly I had to jump out the way of the groups walking around.

Then there are the runners! Those sweaters, you know them. They run past and flick their sweat as they pant like the running dead going past. Those people!!

Honestly there was a sweat event at the lakes today. Again groups of them. Giving you mega sweat instead of lonely sweat. That’s more than any non sweater wants to receive.

Why do I ramble about sweat? Because Covid travelling unconsciously. That’s simple.

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Fanxy dress from Palette at the ACCESS Event

Gabriella hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Valentines

Valentines

Valentine’s Day is in less than a week and as per usual I still do not have one.

Mind you I often wonder why there is a tradition of marking one day a year to show someone you love them or secretly admire them.

Why can’t you show a person any day of the year rather than wait for the one day?

The story of Valentine’s Day goes back many many years to a time when a priest named St Valentine was jailed for secretly marrying soldiers to their lives.

At Valentine was basically imprisoned for his acts. Story has it that he wrote the first Valentines love letter to a girl he fell in love with who used to visit him in prison.

Back to today. I’m open to love offers from studs any day of the year!

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Rebellion Valentines Day outfit from Le’La at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Paula Hair from Sintiklia

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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Second Life Valentines Shop & Hop

Second Life Valentines Shop & Hop

Get ready for Valentines day!!!

AuntVagina has taken my pass to the Second Life Valentines Shop & Hop and is looking for things Yorkie can buy her. After all it’s Valentines and romance is in the air.

The Event is open to the public from February 5th from 9am SLT to February 17th.

The Second Life Birthday Group will get early access to the event on February 4th from 9am PT/SLT onwards

All landmarks to the event will be found here on opening day

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Js hotshots kitten outfit from BABBELLOTTA JUNE’S UNIVERSUM

Missandei hair from Fabia

June avatar from Piggu

Mooncalf Animesh Companion from Jinx at the ValentineShopHop

Broken heart bunny cup gift from MoonRabbit at the ValentineShopHop

Aura Mood hearts from MoonRabbit at the ValentineShopHop

Be my Valntine sparkles from .EscalateD. at the ValentineShopHop

Pink Clouds gift backdrop from !Lyrical B!zarre at ValentineShopHop

Bikini from Piggu

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