A little opening up

A little opening up

This morning is a slow start. It’s Sunday and it’s allowed to be. Why do I feel guilty when I choose to have a lazy one?

My housemate is out jogging her usual 10k run in her very obsessive way and I note because of that I feel a sense of guilt at my own Sunday laziness.

There are a few things I’m noticing about her that do concern me. One being the extreme fitness obsession. I don’t mean that lightly either, the girl is obsessed.

So obsessed that every single day is spent climbing, running, doing jujitsu, biking and yoga. Anyone who doesn’t do the same she has a negative view on. In fact anyone who has a extra pound on their skeleton is fat according to her observation.

I’m also noticing other traits that concern me. The level of self love being based solely on how she looks and equating that to her attitude about others. Which has a direct impact on me. It’s impacting me and how I feel about myself. Especially as I’m in a time of life that many women go through of body change etc.

This is my home and yet I’m feeling uncomfortable within it. Because the dynamic of this person and her views are very contrary to mine.

She refers to disabled people as “retarded”, gay and trans people as “needing counselling”.

I have tried for months to be like the mother figure and impart my ways of teaching her a different set of views but let’s face it. It’s not going to happen, the girl is lacking in many areas.

Oh and if you are overweight, and I mean even slightly you are plainly and simply a fat person who has no control.

Oh and if I laugh out loud reading something I hear “Calm down”. What is that about?

This girl is Slovakian. Is that a cultural set of attitudes or one related to a person? Any suggestions on this would be appreciated.

I’m considering the ending of the living arrangement in the new year. After all it is my home and if I’m feeling that I don’t like the aura of a person then frankly I’d rather struggle with my bills than feel this.

Credits:-

Only Exception top and skirt from Entice

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Charisma hair from Truth

I feel like the donut

I feel like the donut

I feel right now like I ate all the donuts.

I haven’t, I just feel like it.

As a woman who has always questioned why in life. I am right now asking why why why do we every single month have to go through that feeling of mood swings, bloating, stomach pain and let the list go on. Why?

We simply have no choice, well some of us. Others are lucky to not have that experience each month and in my next life I want to sample being one of them.

I’m 54 years old and I’m sure menopause is in transition right now. But, whilst that is happening I still get all the feelings of being 13 again when I used to disappear to the medical room at school and lay down.

I guess that’s life and it’s the way it is. But why????

Now on that note enjoy your Saturday and don’t eat all the donuts.

They’re mine!

Credits:-

Bella dress from zOOm (has hud) at the Designer Showcase starting 5th September

Shadow hair from Truth

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Sweet Lipstick from A R T E

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

The ASMR Chat Line

The ASMR Chat Line

Beverley has finally returned back to work, doing what she does best. Running the Second Life chat line at 22 Monument street.

No problem too big or small is her motto!!

Video:-

Credits:-

Bubble gum cutie tank and shorts from 1 Hundred at the Designer Showcase

Vivid Hair from Truth

Fiore Eyebrows from A R T E

Soft Lashes from A R T E

Genus baby bento head from GENUS

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Ava  skin in fair  from  Amara Beauty


PLAY FREE

Vlogging stuff

Vlogging stuff

Most know I struggle with doing things the way others do. Because frankly that’s not me. I’m also a bit OCD in that respect.

Sure it would improve my views etc but eh I’d be selling myself down a river and not being true to my own creative self. After all whatever I do, ultimately is because I enjoy it.

Yes sure sometimes I sit and think I wish people noticed what I do and all that. But then I’m not really the type of person who ultimately wants to be in the crowd and be noticed. (Well only for the right reasons.)

But I ultimately do always want to be better at what I do. Don’t we all?

I’m more a quiet soul in many respects and actually value my handful of supporters who genuinely do engage the madness I write or speak via YouTube. Hence the main gift on my 2k subscribers list was so specifically geared toward acknowledging just that.

I am me and I prefer to move in my own direction. In saying that I realise that when doing character vlogs for events people just don’t pick up that where my characters are yakking that they are saying the outfits etc come from. So in order to acknowledge that I’ve decided to still include in my character videos but also do a couple of videos each month showcasing in the style I’m previously known for.

I will be doing this for each event on YouTube and we will see how it goes. I’m seriously not going to do let’s go shopping videos as previously said in one of my vlogs as I’d rather stick hot pokers in my eyes!

I mean it, I would rather.

So I’d be interested to know what you think of the following format and if that fills your boots with joy?

Video:-

Credits:-

Kiki outfit from MIWAS at the EQUAL10 Event June

Ronda 6 scene from Ionic at the EQUAL10 Event

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Sweet Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

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Some news

Some news

Oh there is lots on the horizon.

In today’s video I’m chatting about the new home (yes again!!!) and a new joint venture I’ve undertaken with my friend Rosie Helendale.

To hear it all you will have to watch as today my fingers are fetching lunch in my work break and my mouth being occupied by food!!

Video:-

Credits:-

Mina outfit from Asteroid at the EQUAL10 Event

Bloodline hair from DOUX

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical Lipstick from A R T E

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Credits in video:-

Anchor air mattress from Wrong at the EQUAL10 Event

Yasum at EQUAL10 Event

Rama Salon at EQUAL10 Event

Rodex at EQUAL10 Event


Coronavirus Covid-19 Silver Bracelet Fine Jewelry

Back to basics. New normal.

Back to basics. New normal.

Do you feel like we have slowly been going back in time and suddenly we now find ourselves having the time to spend doing all those things we put off?

Me neither!

Unfortunately unlike many other people who now find time on their hands and may be suffering some itchy boredoms, my day is still the same as always albeit the  silence which was my friend is not so currently.

I value my alone time, I need it. In fact it is essential for my mental well being. So if you read about a woman who loses her shizzle, that will be me.

When Mr Corona Virus decided to spread its ugly tentacles to the world, it did so with such severity it took control of all our lives. Its ending many lives prematurely and making living lives more difficult because of the things we have got so used to.

But let me add, things could be way worse in life. Dont  moan.

A sentence of time with your loved ones for weeks on end is not the end of the world. In fact could be a time to discover each other and maybe listen for a change. Yes hands on the phone you who is half here and half watching tv whilst tapping on social media. You!

There is so much more to life than what you are used to.

I don’t think once this all is over, we will return to our usual lives so easily.

I believe this is a testing time and we will learn the things we take for granted and whats important. Well I hope so as otherwise as a species its true we learn nothing.

But spare a thought for the dysfunctional families out there who are stuck in the same walls together. There are people suffering because of this forced isolation and we may complain about our situations but domestic violence in homes is serious and there are children and partners who look forward to their normal days as they can escape temporarily what they face.

It’s those people I fear who suffer greatly at this time and we must be vigilant in keeping our ears open to those situations and reporting them so no child or adult is left to suffer.

Other than that, discover the pages of a good book or two or three.

Credits:-

Combat outfit from Demon Doll at the EQUAL10 Event

Tribal paint tattoo from A R T E at the Skin Fair

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical Lipstick from A R T E

Panny hair from Truth Hair

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Photo taken at Prehistorica

Sassy Saturday

Sassy Saturday

Sassy Saturday. I think that may be my new dance video theme.

No, not really.

Slowly I edit and it’s taking me longer at the moment. But I’ll get there.

Featuring Paragon Dance Animations and Masoon at the EQUAL10

Video:-

Clothes Credits:-

Diana outfit from [[ Masoom ]] at the EQUAL10 Event with a nice hud

Metal Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Panny Hair from Truth

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Backdrop City

Dance Credits:-

Heels dance from Paragon Animations  from the 25th January at the Uber

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Heels dance style is a bold new trendy dance that combines the attitude and energy of hip-hop, jazz technique, and the sensuality and glamor of burlesque. Dancers always perform and practice dancing in high heels. Originally danced to “Climax” by Usher. Tempo = 136.0 BPM
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◘ Bento hands/fingers (detailed finger articulation)
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◘ Authentically danced/choreographed and mocap recorded by Ally Vega.

Is the Snow Falling?

Is the Snow Falling?

Today at work I looked out the window and said to my colleagues, it looks like snow.

As usual they laughed and said, Liz you wish!!

Well its not secret that all I want for Christmas is snow.

So to get myself into the zone, I decided to go and find myself some of the virtual white stuff .

It does and to be honest, it certainly has given me a moment to consider Christmas is coming in the next 4 weeks and am I anywhere prepared?

Hell no!!

But I have an idea and I will share my ideas soon. Just not yet.

Enjoy the video…

Video:-

Credits:-

Lina top and skirt from :: MOMOCHUU :: at the EQUAL10 Event

Thirsty Tumbler from Lavish at the EQUAL10 Event

Genevieve boots from Phedora at the EQUAL10 Event

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Sweet gloss lipstick from A R T E

Ambience hair from Truth

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Snowfalls

The only reason

The only reason

Before I lay my head to sleep,

It’s time to dance.

Video:-

Dance Credits:-

Featuring the Angie Bento dances Vol 3 from MOVE Animations Cologne


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Clothes:-

Tinker top and panties from Blueberry

Bento wings from Blueberry

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Zafirah lipstick from A R T E

Ambience hair from Truth

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot partly on location at Esoteric

Friendships

Friendships

Jackson Redstar and I go back a few years as friends.

He is a good man and a decent one at that.

He may have his rough edges like a lot of men do, but when I need tips or advice he has a way of reminding me that there are a handful of people we have in our lives that although we don’t spend every second with, you can count on as true friends. He would count as one of them. I have like I said a handful.

So when I needed a man, he stepped in today to be that man for my photo.

I’ve learnt a lot from my friends that really I value.

From how to walk in Second Life , to how to Rez a platform in the sky.

Really I think often we can be of the habit of taking friends for granted without even realising.

We may not always agree with our friends on many topics because life is just like that. But sharing mutual respect and being kind and thoughtful, that’s what counts.

Being able to listen, help each other to learn and being supportive are great things about friendship.

Being happy for their achievements and sharing those moments are just as important as being there to pick up the pieces when they’re sad or low.

Friendship.

Credits:-

Chloe dress from I M Collection

Serene  eyes  from A R T E at the EBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Zafirah lipstick from A R T E

Paradox hair from Stealthic

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Luanes World