It’s not been a great day at all today. I woke up and felt hurt and disappointed. No I won’t go into the reasons why. No need.
Do you ever get those days where you ask yourself why am I here? I do very often, today it happened again. By the way before you misinterpret it I’m meaning why do I stay and not just buggar off.
I am not overly happy staying in the U.K. and only have to be honest because of my children. There is absolutely nothing else but them and my grandson that keeps my feet on this soil. But I stay for them.
There are many moments I sit and think that they’re living their lives and I really ought to get on with mine. But I can’t.
I’m not sure if this is just a low moment or a life decision I need to make. But then I also say to myself it doesn’t have to be Australia, it could be anywhere I’ve always wanted to go. Sun and sea on tap and people who are kind and welcoming.
Is there a place like that this side of the world? Or do I just go back home?
Plus this country seriously is going up the Swanee and frankly getting old here is not a great prospect. At least in a sunny climate I won’t be one of those old ladies freezing and not using the heating in order to feed myself.
Calamity hair from Truth
HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA
Eline skin in beige AMARA
Classic mesh body from Legacy
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Shot on location at Missing Melody