Florence in the Autumn

Florence in the Autumn

Happy Sunday everyone.

I’ve been exploring so a short post but a video instead.

Of course the outfit comes as part of my package tour.

Enjoy

Video:-

Credits:-

Santa-San Lingerie outfit from Entice

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Sally hair from Fabia

Sweet gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam On eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Florence at Low Tide Autumn


Aunty Vag gives some advice

Aunty Vag gives some advice

Aunty had an email glitch and never saw her emails until yesterday.

There sat an email that had been sitting for months!

Stupid iPhones. They don’t bring down the email when they should.

Being a work ethic advisor she jumped on the camera to answer that message. Anonymous better late than never. The advice says loudly and clearly hydrate and plug it in!!!

Video:-

Credits:-

Kaulaw Wooden Hammock from MLaw Designs

Miss Piggu Jon Tshirt

Harley hair from Truth

Leggins part of the clothes pack for the avatar Piggu June 2


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Walking the Green Mile

Walking the Green Mile

When they walk the Mile, it’s the walk to the inevitable.

There is no choice and once that path is set it’s towards the end.

Whatever reasons many have walked that path, the outcome is often very questionable given it’s the finality.

There have been many who have faced that finality that should not have. Innocent but found guilty.

The subject of the death penalty certainly is one that has many different reactions. There is no real wrong or right. But certainly when man takes the decision to kill another for justice, is he always right?

Sergio Delacruz has replicated this in Sansar. All I can say is wow!!!

It’s an amazing build and you certainly should check it out and you will understand the feeling you get.

Now the video….

Video:-

Credits:-

Ranya Anime avatar (FREE) from VitaminC

Monkey…Im the only one who has him sorry.

To visit Walking the Mile click here

To download Sansar visit here 

Week saga

Week saga

Seems Boris wants us all to go back to work. No more working at home he wants to jog the economy back into full steam.

Jolly good. But I frankly don’t care what chuckles says.

I’m chilled, relaxed and have every intention of never listening to any other person again as though they know better.

Because frankly chuckles messed up quite a bit. Though I’m not going to ramble about that. Jonathon Pie always elocute’s his disdain quite superbly. I love a man who says it as it is.

So while your sitting there with nothing to do how about some Pie

Credits:-

Trystin outfit from Suga Baby at theDesigner Showcase

Scrappy Helmet from DRD

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Dolce Vita II scooter from Kalopsia

Vel hair fromDoux

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Motorheadz Cafe

Hang out

Hang out

Some days I wake up and Bing it’s all in place , life.

Other days like today I wake up and just want to hang out! No pun intended. (Ok Yes pun intended) the picture was one I had done ages ago and I thought bing I’ll use it today.

Last night I did a live stream. In my pyjamas with my hair wild looking like Hagrids old Aunty Myrtle. Seriously picture that image and that is what poor old Youtube had coming out of the ethers of internet.

If anything I demonstrated that Covid lockdown is real and not those glossy gorgeous filtered images we see all the time of all the “beautiful” people who we all wish to have some semblance of appearing like.

There was a point to appearing like that. To show people that I’m the same as them and that perception is often misjudged/misguided.

Anyhow I was addressing some of the critique I have received over my character Va Gina. It’s interesting because the assumption was that I was likely “fat shaming” big people by my character and my vocals for her. I sound manly apparently.

Which left me actually taken aback and analysing myself for a time about it. But after some reflection I certainly stand by what I say and Aunty Va Gina will be going no where and will be staying.

I love her character and her gregarious manner and the body. I love that body because as a person who is not a Barbie in reality, she epitomizes myself and many other “big boned” women who are sassy, confident, gregarious and dare I say it also sexy!!! Or who aspire to be!

Removing the stereotypical slim framed avatar and reflecting that just like in real life, there are all shapes and sizes. Using her for comedic video is to me no different than using any of my other avatars at all. Her wholesome larger than life avatar has as much right to be on the screen as does the slim version of me.

Anyhow. Sadly not enough creators make for the Piggu avatar and at the moment I struggle with some animations for her. But I love her. Let’s get behind more creators in our virtual world supporting the bigger woman if she wants to be so.

That is all. Over and out.

Credits:-

Queen dress from ZK

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Sofa surfing

Sofa surfing

It’s way too warm to sit at a pc this evening.

To be honest I’ll probably feel that way most of this week as we have a mini heatwave going on this week in the UK.

My pc is also having some issues and I’m feeling a little angsty about it as right now I cannot afford the outlay if this one goes awol.

So I shall sulk in front of a film and consider the universe instead.

Failing that drink tea and sulk.

I’m kidding . I’m not sulking, but contemplating the question of what next .

I’ll wait and find out. Nothing is forever.

Seriously.

Credits:-

Tiamat outfit from Seniha at the EQUAL10 Event

Pallet bed from reBourne at the EQUAL10 Event

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Losing thy schizzle

Losing thy schizzle

I’m sure a lot of you know what this is like right now.

Today is one of those days I’d love to spend lazing in bed, watching films and catching up with people on my laptop and phone. Just like this picture depicts.

It’s raining and dreary. The perfect backdrop to the whole lazing in bed scenario, but alas I work. work I must.

However tomorrow I’ve taken two days off and so have given myself a 4 day weekend.

I’m actually secretly wishing for days of rain as I quite fancy this indulgent lazy. Although in my living room.

Fact is even when I take days off I’m not getting a break any longer. My housemate works in the living room and I can’t watch my tv, play music or actually do anything at all.

I’m hating lockdown because of this.

My dining room table is completely full of work equipment and my living space doesn’t feel like my sanctuary anymore.

Stress is rising each day and I cannot escape it any more because it surrounds me.

On top of that, we are expected to work at the very same level and accuracy etc pre lockdown. Never mind all the added stressors affecting everyone.

So take a break? It’s not feeling like a break anymore. But to not log a machine I guess will have to do.

I admit, soon I’m likely to really lose my schizzle. I’m angsty as missing my family who can’t socially bubble with me, because of someone from WORK and Ive been basically left I think going crazy in my head.

Hence you will understand the Beverley Video of No F##ks.

Credits:-

Just a girl Shirt and Panties set (with hud) from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie skin in tone 5 from  Amara Beauty

Under the waterfall

Under the waterfall

As I stand here by the falls . My tears fall silently upon my heart but cannot be seen.

I’m going to be brutally honest here.

I cry inside with the pain of a mother’s heart that is separated from her children.

I have not seen my son nearly 3 months now and my daughter fleetingly a few weeks ago with my grandson outside on the pavement.

I was excited in many ways that I’d be able to have either of my children come here and come inside and hug from this weekend. Spend some real time together.

But you see that’s not going to happen.

Because I share my home with someone who hasn’t exactly followed the social distancing rules and in turn that means I can’t take the risk. Actually flouted a few times those rules. Don’t get me started on how. The government in its wisdom didn’t consider people like me. So on it goes.

The risk for my kids who won’t now be able to come here and that makes me sad inside. I’m at risk daily and I can accept that. But I can’t accept that my children are so close but feel so far away.

Technology is ok, it has its uses and ya da ya da ya da. Ultimately I’ve learnt that the most important thing for me is to stand in the same room with my family. Nothing else is important. Everything else feels superfluous and meaningless.

So I’m sad inside but also very angry. Angry that people are so selfish and self important and don’t think of others.

I’m angry that the world is right now behaving like a cesspool of hate and people have lost their minds. I’m angry that while I stand here feeling this, the world is behaving like it always has.

People kid themselves with all their self gratuitous statements and trying to be noticed and relevant.

The protests and the violence at a time we are meant to be united disgusts me. The hatred spread through Facebook and other social media’s like a silent virus, branching out and grabbing people along its way.

People victimising and bullying and accusing.

What has the world become? Unity lasted how long? We united because of a disease and then suddenly one police officer changed the world.

The people who have used that moment to gain social media fame and presence disgust me.

The irrelevant models, actors and businesses who exploit it to become someone in a world in turmoil. To behave like parasites using the time to be on stage and feel relevant.

The criminals who loot and commit violence. The people who choose to protest but social distancing becomes irrelevant. No cause is worth that right now. We are supposed to be overcoming something.

I’m tired and worn.

So, as I stand here under the waterfall and my tears fall inside my heart, I know that no one has learnt anything at all.

Martin Luther King and Nelson Mandela are the true speakers. They both believed in peaceful protest and the power of what that could convey.

Everyone else? Missed the message.

No matter what way you want to mix it up or kid yourself. No one really knows what they are doing.

That beautiful image this weekend of a BLM protestors who go in and help a racist. That’s human!! Here’s the story Here

Credits:-

Juliette dress from Wild (has hud)at the Designer Showcase

Marie hair from Knox

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Oline lipstick from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara beauty

Shot on location at It all starts with a smile

My pretty little thing

My pretty little thing

I’ll be honest, brutally honest. I don’t look like this right now. No seriously I don’t.

The reality of today is my hair is wet like this but I’m not wearing a swimsuit or looking as “together”. I just washed my hair. My cats are either side of me and I’m still not quite awake.

To be honest, if you hadn’t guessed I’m not an avatar, I am real. I have many flaws and don’t ever wake up looking like I’ve had my face frozen into perfection.

Don’t get me wrong Ive wished for it many mornings, but I accept reality as being as it is.

I also embrace how individual we all are in reality and have our own individual looks and blemishes etc. Life would be incredibly lack lustre if it was perfect. Plus it’s fun in life seeking our perceptions of what our perfections would be. Mine are not what people may think.

Racing around in our virtual worlds we can create versions of our perfections. It’s hard to pin point which mine is. Most people presume it’s Isabelle Cheren the avatar.

But it’s not. I am many avatars in Second Life and my favourite person to be is actually VaGina. Because she couldn’t be more real if she tried. She represents non perfection and reality more than any other of my avatars I become. VaGina is coarse, says it how she sees and feels it and loves and embraces her body as it is. That’s my idea of perfection, to be happy in the shell we live in.

Have a good Saturday everyone. It’s my housemates 30th birthday today so I’m making a little fuss for her so she doesn’t feel down in the COVID19 lockdown thing we are in.

Credits:-

Valera Swimsuit from American Bazaar at the Designer Showcase from June 5th

Sandra Hair from Mina

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shelter pose from Luanes World

What happens on the loo

What happens on the loo

Ok

It’s clear the sun wasn’t going to stay long. It’s always been a bit of a tease here in the U.K.

But seriously couldn’t it last till the weekend at least? So I can look like this on this beautiful swing chair?

On another note. Hands up, how many of you take your mobile phones to the toilet and text?

Go on, how many?

Well I admit I do. Many a great thought happens sitting on the pan. I am sure some great inventions have been considered in said position.

In fact this blog post is happening.

My housemate takes it to the next level. Laptop to the loo.

I hear her chuckling away often watching YouTube videos while residing in the porcelain throne. Seriously the laptop.

What habits do you have when you visit your porcelain throne?

Credits:-

Summer fun swing in both PG and Adult from DreamLand Designs at the Designer showcase from 5th June

Sana top and shorts from Miss Chelsea

Chiffon hair from Stealthic

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Oline Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty