Here I am

Jazz hands at you!

Really, Jazz hands.

That’s my answer to this week and I’m glad to say the working week is done. I’m like most people a little jaded and tired and desperately seeking.

An end to this life and a start to something . Anything other than this feeling of suffocation and sense of loss.

It’s the weirdest feeling cycle I’m going through and I’m pretty sure many others are too.

Last night we hear here in the U.K. we have 3 more weeks of lockdown. Then they clearly review it again.

I get that because frankly it’s a truly serious set of circumstances we are all in.

But my heart gets heavy as time is passing and it doesn’t feel like there is a solution as yet.

It’s easy to rollercoaster emotion from jovial light heartedness then to a deep sense of loss in the pit of the stomach. But not sure on pinpointing what that feeling of loss is.

I meant that sounds pretty dramatic doesn’t it?

But that is the only way I can describe it.

It’s just a word to describe the sense of feeling.

COVID-19 is what it’s called and we still don’t really have any answers or solutions.

Or if there are any, no one is telling us.

I foolishly watched the film Contagion the other night. What was incredibly spooky is it mirrored all of what we are experiencing right now. Is it coincidence or the powers of the universe that in 2011 when this film was released, that we could have learnt something from then? Who knows.

I’ll wake up tomorrow with a different mindset. Because that’s how I resolve most things that trouble me.

I swear I’m becoming Jekyll and Hyde. I mean why not. I’m already Harriet, Thelma, Beverley and Marika.

And no I don’t plan to wear formal outfits to the farm.

Only in virtual worlds!

Credits:-

Ronja latex bodysuit from Kimbra at the Designer Showcase

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Luanes World

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