I need a lift to awake my soul right now.
It’s 1.34 pm here in the UK as I write this. I woke up about 15 minutes ago after a marathon sleep that my body clearly needed.
Exhaustion sometimes takes us by surprise and lately it has hit me like a sledgehammer.
I’ve been exhausted for quite a while now and constantly keeping myself running on my invisible treadmill for fear that if I stop and give in. This could mean a permanent life change.
To some that may sound incredibly ridiculous but to others that know how our own health issues and inner demons affect us, will understand and appreciate.
I am literally exhausted and with all the life worries that I have tumbling around in my head, I have to try and balance them. One accidental movement and the mountain could fall.
I think that’s the best way to describe exhaustion for me right now.
It’s a state of mind and a physical impact. What could change it? I don’t know. But what I do know right now, is that juggling has become my new skill.
I’ve woken up after 13 hours sleep. No more rested than I was before. Go figure.
Taxi pose from Nantra
Gem eyes from Amara Beauty
Charlotte hair from Analog Dog
Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E
Catya bento head from CATWA
Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz
Edie skin in 04 from Amara beauty