Ready for the town

Ready for the town

The fact that it’s two weeks to Christmas hasn’t escaped me.

The fact that I have absolutely no plans at all, certainly hasn’t escaped me.

I’m actually in a quandary about this years festive season and that basically there’s no Christmas meal with my friends from work in the run up to Christmas or my friends outside of work.

There’s also the possibility that if we stay in Tier 3 will we be allowed to mix to any extent? Boris, leaves me wondering often. For me at the moment I have absolutely no social bubble. That has I’ll be honest been the case basically since lockdown started in April this year. Apart from one of two catch ups.

I haven’t seen my children since just before the U.K. 1 month lockdown started. Approx just over 6 weeks and I’ve seen a friend to say goodbye before she moved across the country two weeks ago. Oh hang on, my daughter for 1 hour as we had a socially distanced walk around the lakes one lunchtime.

I don’t have a social bubble because the rules are in a house share situation that there can only be one bubble for the shared housemates. As I’ve mentioned before the other person here has been a bubble already.

So to do the right thing means I don’t because at the end of the day, if anything did happen to me that’s one thing. The thought I could potentially inadvertently pass anything to my grandson who has a heart condition, would break my heart. Let alone my children.

It is a strong thing this parent instinct how you would literally sacrifice anything for the protection of your children. I never understood it before I became a mother.

The truth is I happily forfeit parties and indulging my own so that things can get better. However, in pixel planet (my fond name for Second Life) I can get dressed up, hop in a car and go out for the day.

All details below.

Credits :-

Adriana dress from LB at the Designer Showcase

Cats wing glasses from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Poetry Hair from Truth

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Dont take my TBird away from Nantra

I need a lift

I need a lift

I need a lift to awake my soul right now.

It’s 1.34 pm here in the UK as I write this. I woke up about 15 minutes ago after a marathon sleep that my body clearly needed.

Exhaustion sometimes takes us by surprise and lately it has hit me like a sledgehammer.

I’ve been exhausted for quite a while now and constantly keeping myself running on my invisible treadmill for fear that if I stop and give in. This could mean a permanent life change.

To some that may sound incredibly ridiculous but to others that know how our own health issues and inner demons affect us, will understand and appreciate.

I am literally exhausted and with all the life worries that I have tumbling around in my head, I have to try and balance them. One accidental movement and the mountain could fall.

I think that’s the best way to describe exhaustion for me right now.

It’s a state of mind and a physical impact. What could change it? I don’t know. But what I do know right now, is that juggling has become my new skill.

I’ve woken up after 13 hours sleep. No more rested than I was before. Go figure.

Credits:-

Vivi dress from the I M Collection at the Designer Showcase

Eidi Lipstick from Dulce Secrets at the August round of Designer Showcase

Taxi pose from Nantra

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte  hair from Analog Dog

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara beauty

Let the sun shine

Let the sun shine

It’s gorgeous as I look out the window this morning.

It is also going to be a pretty hot day here in the south east uk and although I love hot weather. It’s wasted when you don’t have a beach within walking distance or an out door swimming pool.

Today I’ll only spend minimal time in the sun because I have learnt that a good healthy respect for those rays is important.

I’ve already been to the shops and got my shopping and it’s only just after 9 am. Are you impressed?

Now what shall I do…..

Credits:-

Love story dress from Entice (with hud) now at the Trunk Show till July 18

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

OMG a sale pose from {NanTra}

Sweet gloss lipstick from A R T E

Genesis hair from Stealthic

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty