Today the dogs represent my cats.
I’ve had a real tough few days since my mammogram on Friday.
In fact part of me feels I shouldn’t have had it. Yes, yes I just wrote that!
I can’t describe the arm/shoulder pain I’ve been left with and suffice to say despite doing all the right handed things I can do, like tap on my cell phone, type one handed, control a mouse. I can’t actually get dressed, brush my hair, pull my pants up.
In fact I’ve been in my pyjamas all weekend and decided to go commando as frankly it’s a lot easier.
In 24 hours I’m supposed to be sitting at my desk at work.
I have absolutely no idea how I’m going to wash my hair, brush it and put my clothes on so I can get out the door!
I can sit at a desk and I can use a computer albeit one handed. I just can’t actually get dressed.
The one thing that’s been stopping me from crying like a baby and feeling sorry for myself is those two furry critters who are like the secret happy pills.
If they didn’t sit next to me and lay with me I think I’d probably have spent the whole weekend crying.
The little critters make me feel guilty for being self indulgent as they rely on me to look after them.
So if I’m online in SL and you get an AFK message. I am genuinely AFK. I’ve left myself logged in to do blog pics and filming every now and then and keeping my windlight settings. In between I keep trying to sort out my life for this week and trying to find easy to slip on clothing so I can go to work tomorrow.
I’m not feeling sorry for myself but I am questioning that a simple mammogram has left me like this.
Bliss pose (includes dogs) from Luanes World
Ambriel hair from Truth VIP group
Catya bento head from CATWA
Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz
Lara mesh body Maitreya
Christy dark skin Lara Hurley