It’s been a few days since I blogged and there’s reason for it.
The stress I have felt this week has been all consuming and affected my being and it’s been so difficult to appear smiley, laughing and who I am.
Part of me has wanted numerous times to lock myself away in my bedroom and just cry till the tears run out.
But I’ve held them back as I felt that maybe a few days would pass and I’d feel different. Unfortunately it just never really got any better.
Reality has a way of sucking your soul and spitting it out into a hundred pieces. Then absorbing it back and repeat. Yes reality has that effect at times.
Real life work has been all consuming and very isolated. It’s felt like we have just been thrown the huge bags and left to get on with it.
Work is something we all do for various reasons but on the whole we do it because we basically need to live, put the food on the table and the roof over our heads.
But think about it, the majority of our lives is spent at work, Going to work, coming home from work. Therefore the importance of your work day being positive and fulfilling is great.
That’s all I’m saying on that as what happens at work apparently should stay at work.
On the flip side I have early kidney disease and just getting my head around that and waiting for the rest of the tests to come back. That’s it.
Now you know my week, let’s hope this weekend changes everything.
Being creative and disappearing into my YouTube videos really is my comfort blanket. I wouldn’t trade this stress release for anything at all. Other than my family.
HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA
Ambience hair from Truth
Kinky lipstick from Velour
Aloha eyeshadow from Veechi
Eline skin in beige AMARA
Classic mesh body from Legacy
Image courtesy using Flickr
Panoramic View backdrop with pose from Amitie