I’ll be asleep

When you read this blog I’ll be fast asleep. That’s the plan to be honest as I’m so tired that I’m just scheduling my blog today.

As I sit here on my sofa I’m a bundle of emotion and struggling to figure out where my mind is at.

I’m not really sure to be honest. I’d say feeling deflated and unappreciated in many ways.

It’s hard to continue doing things at a pace in life when you realise that actually what you do in all aspects goes unnoticed. But that’s where I am right now.

Maybe I need a career change? I’m not sure if it’s even that.

I think it’s about that thing I wrote about previously that confidence thing.

But the reality is we live in a very self self society and the only appreciation we should expect is that which we give ourselves.

I appreciate me. I appreciate the things I do as being worthy and that my creative side is also a good side.

But….. the past 18 months have really made me question things, people, situations and even at times decisions I make. Are they the right ones? Where do I want to be? How long do I give myself?

Life’s questions are continuous and I think if we find the answer to everything, wouldn’t we be unsatisfied fast and searching again? Maybe even bored?

Who knows. But I’m going to sleep with those thoughts and I’ll let you know on the flip side.

Credits:-

Sylvia set from IM Collection at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Margot hair from Sintiklia

Makeup from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Cosy winter chair pose from Luanes World

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Classic mesh body from Legacy

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