Just chilling in the sunset

Just chilling in the sunset

Today I am chilling on the sofa on and off.

Frankly as the day has gone on my body is aching like I’ve had a good kicking and my stomach is having protests shrieks.

I had part one of my COVID vaccine yesterday (The Astra Zeneca) and part two in a few weeks from now.

They weren’t lying when they said it will make your arm hurt as it really does. Hopefully after today it’s plain sailing and job nearly done.

I have no fear of it as I have had the flu vaccine.

However if I start talking in tongues and tap dancing every five minutes. ……..get me an agent!!!

Credits:-

Fashion Florida Jumpsuit from Wild at the Designer Showcase

Midori Grace of Wisdom Jewellery from Moondance Boutique at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Delilah hair from Sintiklia

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Sunset backdrop from Paleto

Fading like a flower pose from EMOZIONE

The mist

The mist

Funnily I took this picture a good week ago. I just a few moments ago looked out my window and I’m sure I saw a bit of a mist. I rubbed my eyes and it disappeared.

It’s midweek and my loss of motivation is real. I’ve tried hard to get it but at every turn there appears to be brick walls that stop me or rather influence my mindset.

I know everyone is going through the similar cycle of up and down emotions, but in the moment we often feel alone. Technically I am, right now bar the two cats laying by me on the sofa.

I started this crazy idea on my RL Instagram. Videos of my journey to routine and normality.

Well……..I’d say I’ve got a long way to go. Failed within two days that self motivational idea.

Am I giving up? Hell no. I love a good video chat to myself so I’ll try and do it. Hopefully it spurs me on but maybe prompts someone else to do the same.

Just wanting you to know that you aren’t alone .

Credits:-

Lilian dress from zOOm at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Amaia Hair from Sintiklia

Lipstick within the HDPRO Hud

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

He loves me pose from Luanes World

Wandering out to sea

Wandering out to sea

It’s late and I really should be asleep right now. However chances of that is zero to none.

I have so much on my mind right now that it’s almost near full. Can a mind get full? I think it can. Mines full of a lot of old junk that swishes around when anything new falls in to upset the equilibrium.

I once saw a clairvoyant and she scared me by how she could read me. People think they can and assume they can, but I’m more complex than that really.

People only see what I allow them to see. The rest is guarded by a steel vault that only I know the code to. No one has ever cracked it. The person who does, god help them.

The best description of me is the one the clairvoyant gave me.

I’m an island. I’m alone in the sea and I only truly rely on me. To be honest I’ve been my own guide all my life.

Right now though I really wish my island me would try and connect to the mainland. I fear that if I float out any further to sea I’ll never come back.

Credits:-

Perri Sweater dress from London Girl at the Designer Showcase

Business Square glasses from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Elena Hair from Sintiklia

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Luanes World

Valentines

Valentines

Valentine’s Day is in less than a week and as per usual I still do not have one.

Mind you I often wonder why there is a tradition of marking one day a year to show someone you love them or secretly admire them.

Why can’t you show a person any day of the year rather than wait for the one day?

The story of Valentine’s Day goes back many many years to a time when a priest named St Valentine was jailed for secretly marrying soldiers to their lives.

At Valentine was basically imprisoned for his acts. Story has it that he wrote the first Valentines love letter to a girl he fell in love with who used to visit him in prison.

Back to today. I’m open to love offers from studs any day of the year!

Credits:-

Rebellion Valentines Day outfit from Le’La at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Paula Hair from Sintiklia

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

SECOND LIFE - FAMILY

Save a friend!

Save a friend!

So this is how I feel about COVID right now. Armed and ready to kick its backside from here to kingdom come.

This is also how I feel about the stupid people who care only about their own selves and disregard others affected by this very serious thing going on. I’ll certainly be ready to send you to the other side of my street with my ammunition of water spray. (Clearly I’m not a violent person, but I could be tempted to water spray you!)

Today I found out how someone close to a friend cannot see her mother in a old aged home. but what’s worse is that all in the home are not allowed out of their room to mix.

If people tell me that’s ok then really there are no hearts inside them.

It’s bad enough being separated from your loved ones but to stay in your room and not able to socially bubble with those in the very same home. That’s just purely cruel.

It’s cruel of all the ignorant people who can’t give up their social lives for a bit to get ahead of this.

It’s not great being less physically social , it’s not great not being able to go out and let your hair down etc etc. But seriously are all lives that shallow that people cannot think beyond themselves?

I follow all the social distancing, even more strongly than I probably need to. But I do that because I want to help stop it’s spread.

I don’t want to be part of the problem. I don’t want my children to experience it and I don’t want their children to either.

So I’m ready here, Captain Isa, with my force of pretend people at Cocoon ready to blast this thing away.

Join the revolution, stop the conspiracy theories, just let’s all stop thinking about our social media a bit and start thinking about our lives too and those around us. Do something positive today.

Save a friend.

Credits:-

Soaya Bodysit and jacket from Zenith at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Lexi hair from Sintiklia

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Catya bento head from CATWA

Machine gun pose from PolarBunny

My Shape

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Cocoon

Catch a ride!

Catch a ride!

Happy Sunday everyone. I trust your weekend has been spent either relaxed and chilled or busy and productive. Hopefully not just in our virtual world. I’ve been productive making a video for my rl and honestly who would have guessed how hard that might be?

I may appear at times confident but honestly staring at myself making a video is quite daunting to me.

I managed late today as the sun was setting to get that emailed off to the people expecting it.

I cannot say at the moment why but apparently on the 26th October I can. Don’t worry I’ll remember to do so as I’m excited to want to share.

Right now though I’m seeking a lift outta here and to the future. Whose coming?

Credits:-

Hyperis dress, hat and eyebrows from Saschas Designs

So Cozy Boots from Blueberry

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Lucy hair from Magika

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

My Shape

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Motorheadz Cafe

Just waiting right here

Just waiting right here

I’m into week 3.5 or is it 4 of my social experiment about face filters and how they really are cunning little things.

I say little because they come via a phone app or a camera nowadays.

The drastic differences to your appearance can be pretty shocking but even more so the concern as to how vulnerable as a human you can feel if you were to compare yourself to some of the imagery you see via such social apps as Instagram and YouTube.

I’ve certainly become quite observant now of anyone who appears on my social media that looks good. When I say good I mean with pore-less skin and looking more youthful than logic says they would.

Imagery that is not true to aspire to.

However here in Second Life, we can be whoever we want to be. Because we all understand that we are real people on the other side.

Today I’m that girl next door.

Video:-

Credits:-

Mini Denim skirt and Warm Jumper from American Bazaar at the Designer Showcase

Jane Hair from Sintiklia

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Oline Lipstick from A R T E

Glam On eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

I’m my daks

I’m my daks

Yes right now sitting back in my undies nibbling food and relaxed.

Ok maybe I don’t look like this, but I can pretend. I’m chilled and am wearing hardly anything because the flat is warm and I was suntanning earlier and kinda burnt my face a little.

At this age. You would think I’d learn. But clearly I’m a bit of a rebel at times.

There is something about beautiful lingeries that does make a woman feel like a woman.

Except when it doesn’t fit, digs under your boobies, cuts your back because the fabric is like plastic or goes so high up your vag that you feel like your split in half.

But, none the less get the fit right and you feel lush.

In Second Life, every day is a perfect fit day.

Credits:-

These Dreams Lingerie from Entice at the Super Saturday Sale

Jayna Hair from Sintiklia

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Selly moments

Selly moments

I guess when you feel like things are missing a beat. Find a moment, let your hair down and dance like you are alone.

If you are alone dance like you are in a crowd, and it’s the best dance of your life.

It’s the Selly dance.

Video:-

Credits:-

Outfit:-

Baroque Jumpsuit from ISON

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Oline lipstick from A R T E

Aurora hair from Sintiklia

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

The Dances:-

Featuring the Selly dances from MOVE Animations Cologne

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Over there

Over there

Good morning and Happy Monday everyone.

I am currently on the bus headed to reality as I leave behind my dreams.

I had the strangest dream last night which turned out to be reality.

I dreamt that the fake lashes on my eyes were spiders legs and I had to pull them off me.

Yes I woke up pulling my fake lashes out. Unbelievable.

Now due to my loving these bad boys I am going to have to ring my daughter and get an emergency spiders legs implant.

I think they would be the only fake thing I may have to continue to indulge in.

No matter how tired I am they make me look awake.

Unlike my avatar who looks fresh as a daisy all the time in this lovely mini dress.

Credits:-

Organza mini dress from [Liz] at the Designer Showcase

Angela hair from Sintiklia

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Oline lipstick from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at La Vie