Today I find myself in the low from this whole COVID19 isolation thing.
I started work this morning and had the usual Microsoft teams video team meeting.
For a start no one looks the same at all. Everyone has changed because they don’t follow the same routines any more.
The only person in that meeting who is the same is me. Apart from the crazy red wig I was wearing to make everyone smile.
I’m used to working from home and just living that laid back lifestyle.
I don’t know what happened. But once the tears welled up, they couldn’t stop. They haven’t stopped all day.
I booked leave immediately for the rest of today and the rest of this week. I then went to bed and slept till 3pm.
I know myself well enough to know I’m imploding and need to realign myself.
The last time I felt this way was in 2016 and at that time I was headed to a bad place in my head.
Human contact is incredibly important. Hugging close family and friends is part of our being human.
My happy place is my children, grandson and my close girlfriends.
I’ve seen none for 6 weeks now. (Not that I’m counting, but I am).
Wherever you are, make the most of your close ones as really all in life that is important is them. ❤️
What I do have are my cherished fur friends Bondi & Tippi who basically are my world. They give the best love right now.
Below the Bev video
Meadowtwirl swing from Raindale
Rose hair from Magika
Cats from the Rezz Room
Genus baby bento head from GENUS
Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz
Lara mesh body Maitreya
Ava skin in fair from Amara Beauty