Well I really didn’t have Christmas as such.
I was home on the sofa feeling sorry for myself and missed out on two meals with family.
I’m hoping that this past week is just an end to a year of misfortune and next week a brighter year lays ahead.
Frankly despite popular opinion, I’m not as strong a character as people may assume.
I do have my breaking points too. I think I have been pretty near one of those.
Spending Christmas on your own isn’t quite a nice experience by any means.
Mine was due to sickness and I did feel very woe is me a lot of the time. I just chose to hold that back and not whine about it like I potentially could have.
But it certainly made me think more about people who are so alone that Christmas is always the same as any other day. Alone.
I think this year I plan to be more active in seeking out those people and finding ways to make them empowered more.
I don’t yet know the plan on that ideal. Not yet anyhow. But it’s definitely the one thing I feel in my heart I really need to do. Try and at least help one person feel less lonely.
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Catya bento head from CATWA
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Lara mesh body Maitreya
Christy dark skin Lara Hurley
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