Shop and hop freebies

Shop and hop freebies

Thursday has come slowly this week and I’m glad the week is slowly coming to a close. It’s been a hard one returning back to work and feeling like I’ve got to be 110% on my A game. I’m not though. But hey it’s not unusual as often it’s the way. I do wonder how [...]

Let it snowy

Let it snowy

Well it snowed here last night!!!!! Finally after all my dreams every year it happened and it was beautiful. Today it’s still sat around my home and it’s been gorgeous to look out my windows and admire what Mother Nature has given us. My balcony is so lovely and I’m just really still in awe. [...]

On my way back

On my way back

Tomorrow I return back to work after being absent for 6 weeks. I was signed off by my doctor for a number of reasons and to collect myself again and get used to medications. HRT being one and the increase of an antidepressant I’ve been on. It’s been a difficult time and I’m not going [...]

Countdown to Christmas

Countdown to Christmas

Apparently it’s Christmas this month. I’m not sure if I’m weirdly ready for it. I’ve got all my Christmas gifts for others, but they’re more token gifts rather than gift gifts. I just cannot afford the spend. I would say many people are feeling this too right now because let’s face it money is getting [...]

Cats at play

Cats at play

Another Saturday and I’m as per usual on the sofa watching netflix. Unlike the virtual me where I was sat taking a selfie with cats. It’s been a few weeks since Bondi my cat passed and I can’t help but wonder if I’m doing the right thing just accepting his loss and not getting another [...]

Just out in the snow

Just out in the snow

I had a great conversation a few days ago which really perked me up. Was a lady from work and we had a really good talk about how I’ve been feeling and where my brain is at the moment. It did me the power of good and helped me to see that there are many [...]

Sitting in the cable car

Sitting in the cable car

Just thought I’d sit in the snow and take a moment to reflect on my day. I didn’t really do anything but it was calm and I feel relaxed. I’m currently watching Stateless on Netflix. It hits hard when you watch and see the stories behind those who are detained in Australian centres when illegally [...]

Reflection

Reflection

It’s been 4 weeks since I’ve been off from work, at home. I’ve been slowly going insane one moment or seemingly normal the next. I feel guilty for imploding and guilty for letting people down by not being present in the things I do. Why, because I’ve felt sad and overcome with way too much [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

Standing in the music box

Standing in the music box

Hello Saturday/early Sunday morning. I’m not excited that you are here, because it means another week has flown by of life and it went in an eye blink. Time seems to be running away so fast that I often wonder is it just me who thinks that or does everyone feel our days are moving [...]