She stands in a field

She stands in a field

She stands in a field that feels soft and real with wild grass, fading light, a sky caught between day and night. And then there’s her. Perfect. Polished. Almost too precise for a place that isn’t trying to be anything at all. That contrast is the whole story. Nature just exists, messy, effortless, unfiltered. But [...]

Thursdays girl

Thursdays girl

I went to bed on Wednesday with my life still manageable… and woke up on Thursday like the week hit fast forward without me. Happy rundown to the weekend. CREDITS Nerelle drap dress from Hilly Haalan at the Designer Showcase Reema EVOX head from CATWA Bijoux hair from Lamb Kait skin from the Skinnery in Sorbet [...]

Serenity or Reality

Serenity or Reality

I’m currently lying on the sofa in a very specific position that is for my comfort. One side is fine. The other side is a bit sore today. The shingles blisters are bloody awful. C B D patch on and antivirals. So now I’m watching a film on Prime. One of those heavy ones about [...]

Bad Saturday

Bad Saturday

I had big plans for Saturday. Nothing wild. Just peace. Maybe a tidy up. A cup of tea that stayed warm. Paint my nails. Make a few TikTok’s. Instead, I woke up with more back ache. The kind where you stand up slowly and know it’s staying. Tried to ignore it. Had a stretch. Made [...]

Time jump

Time jump

Some days I don’t want a fresh start. I just want to skip ahead a few chapters in life. Not forever. Just forward. To the bit where things feel lighter. Where I’ve figured a few things out. Where Im all adult and got my ducks in a row. Where my body behaves, my bank account [...]

I’d rather eat Donuts

I’d rather eat Donuts

When you are working, you don’t want applause. You don’t want a medal. You just want people to pull their weight. Because teamwork only works when it’s actually a team. When it’s a few pushing the cart it gets heavy fast. It wears you down in small ways. It eats at your enthusiasm and affects [...]

The first coffee

The first coffee

I don’t wake up ready for the day. I wake up confused. Honestly, every single morning. Before coffee, I stare at the ceiling like it’s at fault for me having to get up. I’ve brushed my teeth, dressed and ready I think for the day.I’ve read a simple email and run to make another cuppa. [...]

Raining cats and dogs

Raining cats and dogs

It’s absolutely freezing. The kind of cold where you think, it may as well just snow and get it over with. But no. Instead it’s raining. Proper raining. Cats, dogs, maybe a small donkey. The sort of rain that ignores umbrellas and finds its way down your neck anyway. Everything feels damp. Not soaking. Just… [...]

My mobile phone

My mobile phone

I hate when my phone goes off. Every buzz feels personal. Like my phone is tapping me on the shoulder just to say, “Hey. Nothing important. Just vibes.” It’s never good news. It’s never life changing. It’s always an app I don’t remember downloading or a notification about something I’ve already dealt with. Or a [...]