I haven’t much to say today as I’m just feeling a lot sad right now. My cat has deteriorated and I know she is near to going now.
I feel terrible because I can’t afford the vet bills to euthanise her and I also feel that I can’t let her last moments be with a traumatic ride to the vets and some stranger injecting her.
It’s been 4 months of her up and down and me nursing her. Today though it’s vastly different and she isn’t breathing the same anymore and if I pick her up she coughs badly. She doesn’t want to be held and has found her spot where she is laying.
I’ve put her favourite pillow by her and blanket and water.
I lay with her a little while ago and stroked her to sleep. I’m hoping she knows she can go now and just does in her sleep.
Anyhow I will disappear into my imagination.
CREDITS
Simone dress from Jumo for the Designer Showcase September
Reema EVOX head from CATWA
Claire bag from [POM]
Metropolis hair from Stealthic
Kait skin from the Skinnery in Sorbet
Luna body skin from the Skinnery
Classic mesh body from Legacy
Cantabria Backdrop Marine from The Bearded Guy
Isabelle Cheren 