Unpack the stress

I’m sat here on my sofa and a little person has left me and gone home. My grandson.

He came after his tennis this evening to come hang with me as his mum has a late night working. He honestly made my soul feel calmer this evening.

I’ve had an incredibly stressful day as my work laptop died on me. I feel quite stressed when I don’t have full control of a situation. I lost control of my day and it was a sense of angst at trying to contact the ICT department and the worry that I had two meetings today which were really important,

I solved the meetings issue by downloading Microsoft teams to my iPhone. So I attended those meetings on my iPhone. I also was available for work in some aspect.

Actually I was quite impressed how smooth the teams app worked.

However none the less my sense of angst is a result of me losing a day already of my work and emails.

Some will say it’s no big deal but I’m quite OCD in the way I work and have been since I started working from home in 2019. I had to prove that working from home was a positive viable way to work and that I was more than trustworthy and capable.

Moving forward I realise that I have developed a type of OCD about my working day and anything that disrupts it really unnerves me. I have routine and it keeps me level. I really need to work re k on that as it’s not healthy I know.

My manager will be bringing over a cable in the morning to see if the power cable is the issue. However if the cable doesn’t work then I guess the laptop needs to be taken in for it to be looked at.

To just sit here and breathe is a good thing.

CREDITS

LuLuAnn dress from IM Collection

Reema EVOX head from CATWA

Ellie hair from Faga

Stella skin from the Skinnery in toffee

Luna body skin from the Skinnery

Classic mesh body from Legacy