Missing in action

I’ve been missing in action as felt like meh for most of this week. My bed and I have embraced each other very well and my cats have been hanging around me.

I’m pretty sure they’re waiting for my demise if only to eat me. But I’ll carry on believing they love me just as much as I love them.

It’s wierd feeling off colour and working from home. I felt rubbish but I always feel rubbish. I’ve got used to that feeling. So when you stop, suddenly you feel worse.

I guess that’s the thing about working from home, you feel that if you can sit on a sofa then why not work. But the truth is if you are not able to physically go to work, then your not well.

That concept I still struggle with and feel I’m letting people down. Logically I know that’s a dumb thought, however we are kind of programmed in many ways to think like that.

I’ve missed out so much this week that I’m feeling very angst now. Knowing my work is piling up and a lot of emails will be waiting is seriously a stressor.

Fact is if you have sick leave or annual leave, no one picks up your work. It doubles and triples and that really feels like a hamster wheel.

I’m sat on the sofa tapping this blog into my phone and right now wish I had someone around to fix the shower that broke a few days ago and just make me tea and keep me company. I managed to hoover yesterday and today so at least my space feels clean. My shower though is still broken.

But I am a lot chipper and feeling way better so I think life can go back to normal soon. Not that there is anything normal about our lives these days.

Credits:-

Leather pants no 2 from eXxEsS

Top no 2 from eXxEsS

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Amiai hair from eXxEsS

Rachel Lipstick from Beaumore

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Classic mesh body from Legacy

Image courtesy using Flickr

Shot on location at City Beach