I’m not blogging anything as such here so you are clear. I’m not a blogger for Blueberry I’m just a person who has blogs stored away that I do now and then when I feel like chatting which doesn’t require me to really be overly informative about “stuff”. I purchased all in this blog!
Yet as you can see I’m still informative about stuff!
Today my heart sank and the pit of my stomach gave way. I received a notice from my landlord to inform me they’re putting my rent up a further 32%. An extra £300 a month.
I’m not going to lie, I am currently feeling incredibly emotional as I really don’t know what I’m going to do. I currently can’t think straight and just need some time to process this.
What are my choices? Not much really as rents have skyrocketed everywhere and I can’t afford it either way. Not like my wages went up an extra 32% is it! Of course they won’t because I’m public sector and only senior managers get paid decent salaries these days.
The world really does suck right now and I know I’m not alone in the whole loss of feeling like anything’s worth anything anymore. I’m stuck like a deer staring at headlights too frightened to move.
I often joke I’m going to do Only Fans but the reality of that is staring at me pretty close right now.
If I’m honest though if I dont want to look at myself naked or stare at my minge, I doubt anyone else is going to want to!!! Ha ha
I’d have to pay them to consider it!!! So that won’t work. So again, back to the deer staring at the headlights frozen.
I’ve got 6 months before this happens. So I’ve got 6 months before I lose my plot and chain myself to the dining table in protest.
In the meantime no choice other than to carry on like it was yesterday. Yesterday was a bad day too! Onward bound we go!
CREDITS
Venice vibes outfit from Blueberry
HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA
Linger hair from Stealthic
Manon skin from the Skinnery in toffee
Classic mesh body from Legacy
Image courtesy using Flickr
Summer Jeep from Secret Poses
Mies Desert Backdrop from Bearded Guy
Isabelle Cheren 