Oh man do I need a good break away from this year. A sunny place and a knock on the head to forget this year will do!!! Bit like a romcom film and end up happily ever after!
I suspect you reading this May feel the same way? Its dark here as it’s 10pm as I write this the day is coming to an end.
I’ve been avoiding watching the news lately as trying to keep my levels of calm in check. But hey breaking news Russia missiles hitting into Poland. Came up on my news feed 20 mins ago and I’m just right now thinking can it really get any worse for these people involved. My heart breaks every time stuff happens. This is a NATO country so I don’t know what this means right now.
All I know is seriously right now I don’t care about my bills etc when faced with knowing this and what people are going through there and other parts of the world.
I even feel guilty that I can escape my stresses and low feelings as easily as a log on. Frankly I just feel like as humans we suck!!!! We really do as we sit in our ivory towers while others are fighting for life and food.
All the right words get said but when it comes to any actions no one puts their hands and heads up to pull up their sleeves and help people.
If I was physically able I’d honestly go and do my bit. But fact is I cannot as I’d be a hindrance not an asset. I’d rather die helping a human than sitting here worried about bills. Our actions or in actions will be remembered in years to come.
Speaking of bills. Buggar the bills I just cancelled all my direct debits to credit cards. They can wait. They’re not essential.
Yes I know I’m being rebellious in my old age. For someone who has always tried to do my best I realise your best is often just a figment of your imagination and reality has other designs.
So hence todays picture is me pretending as always life is fandabbydoozy.
On that not I’m logging in to escape and find my inner calm.
Boho madness outfit (with shoes) from IM Collection
Trending lipstick from Cazimi
Twisted hair from Truth
Eighteen plus eyeshadow from IDTTY
HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA
Eline skin in beige AMARA
Classic mesh body from Legacy
Image courtesy using Flickr
Shot on location at Paradise Mountains
Kitteh suitcase pose from Lyrium