Sitting in the cable car

Sitting in the cable car

Just thought I’d sit in the snow and take a moment to reflect on my day. I didn’t really do anything but it was calm and I feel relaxed. I’m currently watching Stateless on Netflix. It hits hard when you watch and see the stories behind those who are detained in Australian centres when illegally [...]

Reflection

Reflection

It’s been 4 weeks since I’ve been off from work, at home. I’ve been slowly going insane one moment or seemingly normal the next. I feel guilty for imploding and guilty for letting people down by not being present in the things I do. Why, because I’ve felt sad and overcome with way too much [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

I need a break in another world

I need a break in another world

Oh man do I need a good break away from this year. A sunny place and a knock on the head to forget this year will do!!! Bit like a romcom film and end up happily ever after! I suspect you reading this May feel the same way? Its dark here as it’s 10pm as [...]

Maybe winter soon?

Maybe winter soon?

It’s Saturday and I woke up today with a thought. We are heading into winter soon and will we have snow? To be honest every single winter I sit here wishing for it. However this year I am not. Mainly because the cost of winter will be huge to myself and many others given the [...]

No Credits by me

No Credits by me

I’m sat on my sofa staring at my array of medication feeling rather like a walking pharmacy. It’s Saturday night, sort the upcoming weeks medication. Yes I own those dossett boxes. Mainly because if I didn’t I tend to forget and then spend an age arguing with myself did I take them or not, You [...]

The Cat Astrophe!

The Cat Astrophe!

There are moments when you just have laughter and you do something literally because you felt like it. This evening this video is one such moment. There is no reason other than I felt like it and it made me happy. Yes there is a level of odd to my personality at times. But then [...]

It’s all about me

It’s all about me

So I started a podcast last night. Right now it’s pretty raw and simple. I’ve always wanted to do one but the machinations of doing it were always the issue. ie quiet etc . However actually I realise that’s not so bad having different sounds. I do in most of my videos chatting? I’ve called [...]

Lets check it out

Lets  check it out

Thank goodness it’s Friday. This week has been tough to my soul a bit. After the wonderful wedding weekend last one, my head has been a ball of mush and I just need a few days to rejig the brain. I’m watching Dahmer right now, just about to see the very last episode. Frankly all [...]