Reflection

Reflection

It’s been 4 weeks since I’ve been off from work, at home. I’ve been slowly going insane one moment or seemingly normal the next. I feel guilty for imploding and guilty for letting people down by not being present in the things I do. Why, because I’ve felt sad and overcome with way too much [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

Bondi

Bondi

My best fur friend passed away last night. One moment Bondi was doing his normal dash around like the lunatic he always is and the next he screamt and fell to the ground. It was over in moments. My heart is broken today and sad right now. I will miss him so much. Bondi was [...]

Hyperborea

Hyperborea

Im a bit late posting anything at the moment but Im also in a bit of a slump moment. I’ve got so many things backed up that I’ll do them as and when. I visited this spot a few weeks back. If you have ever wondered what to do with a bit of snow land [...]

No Credits by me

No Credits by me

I’m sat on my sofa staring at my array of medication feeling rather like a walking pharmacy. It’s Saturday night, sort the upcoming weeks medication. Yes I own those dossett boxes. Mainly because if I didn’t I tend to forget and then spend an age arguing with myself did I take them or not, You [...]

It’s all about me

It’s all about me

So I started a podcast last night. Right now it’s pretty raw and simple. I’ve always wanted to do one but the machinations of doing it were always the issue. ie quiet etc . However actually I realise that’s not so bad having different sounds. I do in most of my videos chatting? I’ve called [...]

Click

Click

I made a video, no need for me to waffle here so feel free to click play. All details are under the video. Video https://youtu.be/V7qw7rtFa0k Credits Trick or treat game from MadPea at the current EQUAL10 Event Kirsten red dress from Sascha's Designs Intense fluffy shoes from Sascha's Designs Tame hair from Bon Bon Callie [...]

Fantasy or reality?

Fantasy or reality?

There’s something quite adorable about a tricycle don’t you think? I had one as a child but seriously would have loved to have one as an adult, just like this. Mind you, picture this vision in reality. Maybe not ha ha. Still it conjures up a carefree time in life when I used to whizz [...]