Hump day today. Not only is it Wednesday but I also have the hump.
An expression meaning I’m not in a great mood.
I’ve woken up on the wrong side of tired and feeling prickly today. Never a good combination as I know the day will drag.
By prickly I don’t mean I’ve got my shark head on, I mean I’m in a lot of physical pain as I have had a flare up for the past 2 weeks.
It’s hard to describe pain when having a flare because if you ask me where does it hurt? My answer is everywhere.
How do you feel? I don’t know, agitated, restless, old, like I’m walking against a water tide going against me. I hear you, but you’re a thousand miles away.
There was a time I never felt like this and every day was clear and I had a thousand times over the energy of a 25 year old.
6 years ago that changed. Now those moments come and go fleetingly and the reality is this.
But do I let that rule me? No. Because the minute that it does, then I may as well give up. I have no intention of doing that.
So to all my fellow Fibro sufferers. We may walk against a sea of water going in the wrong direction, but we are a lot stronger for it.
Credits:-
Bettie Corset from :::Suki::: at the Designer Showcase
DWL jeans from Blueberry
Gem eyes from Amara Beauty
Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E
Sweet gloss lipstick from A R T E
Genesis hair from Stealthic
Catya bento head from CATWA
Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz
Lara mesh body Maitreya
Edie skin in 04 from Amara Beauty
He is that fur fella Draki
Isabelle Cheren 
“But do I let that rule me? No. Because the minute that it does, then I may as well give up. I have no intention of doing that.” Exactly, my friend 🙂
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Yep. It’s wierd because some days I can walk with a skip to my being and other days it’s so painful and I feel like I’m dragging . But I’m more scared of not doing it because I’ve got this real feeling that if I don’t then I never will. Irrational I know. But then I’m a hormonal woman right now too lol
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