Lost my Shizzle

Lost my Shizzle

I’ve just lost my shizzle on my real person Facebook. Gave my two cents worth about how deep inside I’m truly feeling.

It’s after midnight and I should be asleep, but I can’t. I just want to cry and if I start, I know I won’t stop.

Despite how positive I can be a lot of the time, I’m also pretty human and also feel the same things others do.

I just “manage” my feelings differently.

Today I am raw.

I’m hurting so much in my heart and I don’t know that there is an end to it.

We may be virtual characters but we are also all people.

I’m scared, and my heart is breaking.

I used to pray. I actually do have strong beliefs and have forgotten how to. I’m not sure if anyone listens but it’s worth giving it a go.

I’ll be ok tomorrow. Some days I just need to let it out. Recover and then carry on.

Here is what I wrote.

Very spooky when I watched Contagion earlier. Totally replicates what’s going on now.

Our lives aren’t going back to normal any time soon, we are heading towards a new normal.

So the question is what next?

I’m not planning on accepting being locked away in my four walls without human contact with my children and friends for god knows how long, working! For what? What are we working towards? This isn’t here for a season, this is here for a long haul.

I had better plans for my life before I eventually die.

I never expected to be wishing for the day “it’s all over and normal again”.

Life feels completely changing and for all you out there not saving your money but flagrantly spending it.

The new tv, sneakers, state of the art phone etc is pretty wasted when all you currently have are your four walls. Potentially in a year not able to keep a roof over your heads etc.

Start saving and thinking about what happens next. Because it won’t be that dream you had 12 months ago.

Facts are the economy is going to suffer hugely and we are going to head toward the biggest recession globally our lifetimes have seen.

The waste of money you make today is your loss tomorrow.

As I said, I’m not being in these four walls indefinitely. I’m not accepting that as my future.

So bloody stay home and stop spreading this BS !

Credits:-

Kara Skirt and top dress from Furtacor at the Designer Showcase

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Luanes World

Am I crazy?

Am I crazy?

Well what can I say 17 hours of me sitting on the edge of my seat listening to winds whirling against my apartment and me jumping every time a gust hit the roof. Glad it appears over.

I’m also glad to be in bed now and going to get some sleep.

Frankly I’m a very scared person in high winds and lightening.

I saw the devastation both can cause when I was young and it has left me with, some may say irrational fear.

But, is it irrational? The fact is weather allows you some kind of foresight into its path but it can’t be controlled by us mere humans and so it’s very much an unpredictable force. Treat it so.

So I have an immense respect for it and never assume I can predict its path.

So yes I embarrassingly admit I packed a bag with clothes and got the cat boxes ready by my front door for the “in case” I had to go.

I also set up a what’s app group for my family for the “in case” things get worse.

I won’t tell you what their reactions were but suffice to say. If you aren’t prepared then how can you deal with such a situation.

Shhhhh don’t tell anyone my craziness. My kids already facepalm!

Outfit Credits:-

Kyria shorts and top (with hud) fromFurtacor at the Designer Showcase

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Lana hair from DOUX

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Opium Beach

ASMR aromatherapy foot massage with Bev

ASMR aromatherapy foot massage with Bev

Beverley is back doing what she loves to do and that is bring calm into your life.

Today Beverley brings to you the wonderful relaxation of Foot massage and how it can bring calm to your world, if only you make use of the Aromatherapy oils. Bringing to you the essential state of calm!

In todays video however there is a slight irregularity, can you work it out?

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Credits:-

Gen Sweater, leggings and boot set from Furtacor at the Designer Showcase

Essential oils from Cazimi at the Designer Showcase

Love Lashes from A R T E at the  Salon 52

Arwen eyeshadow from A R T E 

Amber lipstick from A R T E 

Ava skin in fair from Amara

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Genus baby bento head from GENUS

Harriet goes back to Ibiza

Harriet goes back to Ibiza

Harriet is on  her next leg of her holiday to forget Gabriel.

She goes back to Ibiza where she had wonderful memories of fun and sun.

Poor gal still hasn’t learnt to handle her drink.

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Credits:-

Desiree dress from Furtacor at the Designer Showcase

Ashanti Season headdress and necklace from Moondance Boutique at the Designer Showcase

Eidi Lipstick from Dulce Secrets at the August round of Designer Showcase

Lexi Tropical nails from Cazimi at the Designer Showcase

Night out eyeshadow from A R T E

Kimberley bento head from CATWA

Evie shape for the CATWA Kimberley head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin  in tone 3  from Amara

Shot on location at Tequila Sunrise and Essencia which is moving

Baila Lu Ni

Baila Lu Ni

A MOVE Animations dance video on hump day. Why not!

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Credits:-

Stacey Bikini from Furtacor

California sunglasses from Rebel Girl

No between hair from no.match

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Glam eyeshadow from A R T E

Sweet gloss lipstick from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara beauty

Shot on location at my home

Avia outfit is :-

May head from Lelutka

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Maiko updo hair from Tutys

Majorca Bikini from Rebel Hope

Featuring the new Angie booty dances from MOVE! Animations Cologne

The Dances cost  300L$ each. MOVE give MORE THAN 30% on each Dance Pack (10 Dances) ■■ (2999L$).■■

What a glorious morning

What a glorious morning

I have woken up today to glorious sunshine peering through my bedroom window.

Then I walk into the living room and on the other side of the building clouds  appear. How amazing you can look east then west and be faced with two differing weather systems in one spot.

I will however pretend that the day is sunshine and butterflies and roses. The reality may change but in my mind I can make it how I want it to be, just like this picture, however with a less cheesy smile. If I could create my own smile into SL I would. However for now I am stuck with the standard someone else has made based on how they interpret a smile should be.

I smile with my eyes, cheeks, mouth and ears in real life. Seriously when I smile, my ears smile too. My nose twitches and my left eye looks in one direction as the other eye lazily peers in the similar direction.

That is reality. We are all not perfect and life is not always sunshine and roses. Living it though, is one of the best gifts we have.

My prayers in my heart are with the victims in New Zealand right now and all around the world where people are suffering at the hands of deranged lunatics.

Being kind to each other, is a cost that is free and loving each other makes us the wealthiest we could ever be.

Credits:-

Nana outfit from :::FurtaCor:::: at the Designer Showcase

Fantasia nails from Cazim at the Designer Showcase

Rosenfax hoop swing from Raindale at the EQUAL10 Event

Midmoor wishing well from Raindale at the Boardwalk Event

Blossom eyeshadow from A R T E

Sweet gloss lipstick from A R T E

Angela  hair from SINTIKLIA

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location in my back garden

Lets Salsa

Lets Salsa

In 2018 Jonny had a chat with me about his new vision for animations in Second Life using real life Influencers.

I have been on the journey as Paragon Dance Animations have started coming to life right from Los Angeles.

Of the first dancers to come forth are the Miguel dances as danced by Miguel Angel Maganda

A hint of what is also coming can be found on Paragon Dance Animations Facebook page. You will be as excited as I am.

The Miguel salsa to me had to be in as little as possible, its a hot dance and I need to keep cool.

Now the video.

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Credits:-

I am wearing the Nana set from Furtacor at the Designer Showcase starting on the 5th March. (It has  a hud!)

Gem eyes  from Amara Beauty

Tropical eyeshadow from A R T E

Tropical  lipstick from A R T E

Peche A  hair from ExXeSs

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Featuring Miguel Bento Salsa dances   from Paragon Dance Animations

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The 3 Days of Vlogmas – Episode 1

The 3 Days of Vlogmas – Episode 1

Apparently its beginning to look a lot like Christmas?

For me, I am a slow burn, but the sight of the Christmas decorations as I walk home from work in the evening shining through peoples windows, does make me  feel a little Christmassy.

With that in mind I decided to participate in the Vlogmas, though my way. Never one to repeat any tradition 100%, I am doing the 3 days of Vlogmas. The 3 weeks before Christmas. Sit tight and let the vlog begin……

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Credits:-

Revla outfit from Furtacor now at the Designer Showcase (has a lovely hud)

Bet lehem eyes  from  A R T E at the Chapter Four

Shhhs me mouth  padlock from ::OOPS:: at the Suicide Dollz

Jocose eyeshadow from Zibska

Tropical lipstick from A R T E

Smitten hair from Analog Dog

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin in 04 from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Luanes World

The only sad sack in the club

The only sad sack in the club

Harriet has gone away for a few days to Ibiza again. All that work means she needs a quick break.

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Credits:-

Lotus outfit (has a hud) from Furtacor now at the Designer Showcase

Veronica earrings from Avada Beauty at the Designer Showcase

Soft matte lipstick  from A R T E

Night out eyeshadow from A R T E

Ciara hair from Truth

Kimberley bento head from CATWA

Evie shape for the CATWA Kimberley head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie  skin  in tone 3 Amara Beauty

Shot on location at the Alpha Gym and Tequila Sunrise Club

My lovely lady lumps

My lovely lady lumps

I had hoped for the Trevor reveal to be transitioning today. However due to real life it’s not been possible this week.

The wait will be worth it. That’s all I am saying .

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Credits:-

Annecy outfit from FurtaCor at the Designer Showcase

Ferraro hair from .:JUMO:. at the Designer Showcase

Rose lipstick from Alma at the Designer Showcase

Tropical nails from Cazim at the Designer Showcase

Simone bento head from Lelutka

Freya Mesh body from Belleza

Iza dark skin from Lara Hurley

Shot on location at Backdrop City