I need some help right now.
I feel pretty alone as I live alone and simple things such as a basket of fruit n veg I can’t pop out and get. I need my rubbish emptied and taken out and frankly I need someone to unscrew my bottle of water!
Yesterday two things happened. I got my surgery results and I pulled my shoulder. Well I didn’t suddenly do that, I woke up having slept on my arm and my arm and shoulder were not happy. It’s a long standing condition of an impingement that comes and goes without any warning. It’s flipping painful.
The results are that they removed the stage 0 melanoma as it was surface level and they have scheduled me in for further surgery in October to remove a further 2mm surrounding the current area.
The current op cut is slightly infected so I’m currently on antibiotics. On top of that I can’t do much at all apart from sit upright on my sofa, watch Netflix and tap on my phone. Can’t make a cup of tea as can’t fill kettle, going to the loo is incredibly difficult and painful and I’m still in my pjs from last night.
Whilst the picture I took for this blog was to be a different subject it’s kind of apt in a way to share how disabled I am feeling. It doesn’t take much to upend a week.
CREDITS
Brenna top from Ghee at the Designer Showcase
Francesco shorts from [ vagrant ]
Reema EVOX head from CATWA
ER0326 hair from Wings
Kait skin from the Skinnery in Sorbet
Luna body skin from the Skinnery
Classic mesh body from Legacy
Shot on location at The Nest