Barely dressed

Barely dressed

If only in reality I had this look and could run around wearing such an outfit. If only.

Reality can be harsh when we look at ourselves in the mirror and see ourselves. My reality certainly this morning has me looking like the rainbow Good Year blimp. ie I’m wearing this rainbow striped nightie and I’m far from lithe and youthful.

Still, despite that fact I’m ok with my reality. It may cause me angst at times because nothing is perfect, but at least I’m rest assured that I’m the only me.

Now being a me, is certainly unable to be replicated and makes me an individual. I’m good with that.

We should all be good with that. No matter how we look we are all amazing individuals that enrich this planet with our mark of existence.

If I wasn’t here. You wouldn’t be reading this.

And if you are not reading this. Why not!!!?

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Credits:-

Tinderella collection from Spoiled at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

READY Steady going

READY Steady going

Are you ready? It’s nearly the weekend and another week we can close the door on and get ready to enjoy.

I’m not going anywhere as such but am tempted to make myself over and just see if I remember how to put that makeup on and get sassy.

Now me and sassy have been apart quite a while so I have no major expectations of the level of sassy I can achieve. But may as well give it a go. Failing that pjs and Netflix may be the choice.

I am actually positive I may step outside this weekend and see some life. Maybe walk around lakes and lay in the sun (if there is any) and read a good book. Crowds depending. Always the people. In reflection maybe not. I’ll lay on my balcony instead.

What are your plans? Going out into the world or going out virtually?

Credits:-

All for you dress from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Addie bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

Blaithe earring from POM at the ACCESS Event

Rebecca chains (on legs) from MICHAN at the ACCESS Event

Colourful passway backdrop from Pitaya at the ACCESS Event

Christie Static Pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Ted Talk

Ted Talk

I rather fondly call this my Ted talk. More so as I was in this video expressing a number of thoughts and so only watch if you have the patience to listen. Otherwise I seriously wouldn’t bother.

It’s cathartic to talk and so I do.

I will however be honest I cut out quite a chunk of what I spoke about as after doing so I thought nahhh it’s stuff I don’t need to share. But then I am quite a sharer as that’s what keeps me sane in life.

There are times we all need to share thoughts or moments with just someone. These days due to everything I just find myself sharing in my blog or in my Coffee talks.

Today’s I call the Ted talk because it felt like I was relaying something and well why not. Ted I’m sure won’t mind me using his name.

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Credits:-

Athena outfit from Saschas Designs

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

I’m just getting my swag on

I’m just getting my swag on

It’s after midnight and I’ve been beavering away for hours today filming things for the upcoming week.

I’m a little in a corner feeling that I want to do something new and different. I just can’t put my finger on it as to what.

Do you ever get those moments? I also am having a lot of self doubt right now and asking myself many questions about the value of the things I do. Are they worth doing? Am I bored? Am I tired?

I can’t quite say. I just know that my light is dimming and I actually feel very much alone. I did a Ted talk today which I was going to upload tonight. But I froze on the upload button. The overwhelming feeling that I’m just simmering away sometimes makes me want to turn up the heat and see what happens.

For now though I’ll just lay my head to sleep and dream of my next adventure.

Credits:-

Paris outfit from [RnR] Swag

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Bright rainy backdrop and from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The end

The end

It finally is the end of the week and I have to say it went too quick for my liking.

I know I always bleat on about looking forward to the end of the week but at the same token I don’t want life to flash by.

It seriously doesn’t feel like I’m living it and that in itself troubles me. In a blink of an eye time disappears. Then we sit and wonder where it went.

I have a weird feeling in the very pit of my stomach. No it’s not diarrhoea!!

I just feel a little happy and sad at the same time which often means something is soon to happen.

I have a 3rd sense like that and in life when anything major is about to happen I get this deep down feeling of laughter and deep sadness. I could cry but also laugh.

It doesn’t mean anything bad. It just means I sense something is coming.

Frankly hopefully it’s my handsome soul mate on his scooter who will whisk me off to a Maccy D’s dinner and a Netflix film. (I’m being realistic here).

Failing that my bills have been paid by a wonderful benefactor and Jason Bateman is really my boyfriend. Oooo that man is so my current interest right now!!!!

Anyhow check out my outfit. It’s very spring like and has a hud!!!! Just saying.

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Credits:-

Nay outfit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

Beyond the machines

Beyond the machines

When you step into the virtual world, no matter which one you enter. You are transported beyond the machines.

The machines are the ride. The world is the destination.

You arrive and become what you want to be. The life is the one you then create.

Most people create a life that far supersedes their reality. Others create a life well hidden and deep away from reality.

There is little difference between fantasy and virtual reality. The end game is what your dreams and desires want to make of it.

Now for the EQUAL10……

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Credits:-

Lucy Dress from Belle Epoque at the EQUAL10 Event

Cute bag from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Black Kite

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Sweet moments

Sweet moments

Today I was basically redecorating my house. It’s only a tiny house but 4 hours?!!!

I spent 4 hours lost in another world spinning objects around like I was an accomplished decorator. Clearly those 4 hours prove that I’m not.

Frankly I’ll be honest. I like it. I’ve decided it looks pretty and is incredibly me.

The me if in reality I could go shopping and change what I want without worry about money.

Oh and yes, I was dressed in this outfit. So figured I’d take a photo mid furnishing.

It’s pretty don’t you think?

Credits:-

Haru outfit from :uzu: at the ACCESS Event

Adore bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

School time poses from Sweet Art – at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Hanna Hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Accessing ……..

Accessing ……..

Honestly I am due a rant. I’m trying hard not to but it’s just too hard.

The word Tillia!

Someone explain to me why me a non merchant in Second Life has had to give my documents to Tillia to prove who I am. Yet at the same time Second Life tell me they don’t know and it is Tillia I need to speak to. But then Tillia emails me and they say it’s Second Life!!!

Now I’m really not being funny. But, aren’t they owned by the same person or peoples???

Left hand, right hand springs to mind.

That’s been my 24 hour stress. Let’s hope when I wake up tomorrow both hands know what they are doing.

Now to the Access Event!

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Credits:-

Cloud top and skirt from Eternus at the ACCESS Event

The Penthouse Miami collection from Cosmetize at the ACCESS Event

Pass at Sunset coffee from Tenacio at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Hanna Hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

SECOND LIFE - CHOOSE YOUR LOOK

Are You?

Are You?

I felt like a chat today. I’m in a really odd frame of mind. Seriously.

I want to laugh, chatter but at the same time I’m in a state of awareness of sorts.

A truly odd day. I’m ok, are you?

Let’s chat. Well you can listen then tell me your state of play/mind wiggly thoughts you’re having.

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Credits:-

Flame Mini dress (has hud and sleeves detach) from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from [Orsini] at the ACCESS Event

Ara Hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Suzy Lipstick from A R T E

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Triumph sofa from Black sand

Dancing in the fields

Dancing in the fields

Today has been a simply gorgeous day. Gorgeous!! I could have danced in the fields.

I allowed myself to step into the outside world and went for an hour long walk. That was 4 hours ago. Now I’m absolutely shattered. As in I need a sleep. Seriously I can barely keep my eyes open.

I have to say every man and his dog was out there. You would be forgiven to think the pandemic never existed. Honestly I had to jump out the way of the groups walking around.

Then there are the runners! Those sweaters, you know them. They run past and flick their sweat as they pant like the running dead going past. Those people!!

Honestly there was a sweat event at the lakes today. Again groups of them. Giving you mega sweat instead of lonely sweat. That’s more than any non sweater wants to receive.

Why do I ramble about sweat? Because Covid travelling unconsciously. That’s simple.

Credits:-

Fanxy dress from Palette at the ACCESS Event

Gabriella hair from Kuni at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Secret garden backdrop from K&S at the ACCESS Event

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya