Countdown to Christmas

Countdown to Christmas

Apparently it’s Christmas this month. I’m not sure if I’m weirdly ready for it. I’ve got all my Christmas gifts for others, but they’re more token gifts rather than gift gifts. I just cannot afford the spend. I would say many people are feeling this too right now because let’s face it money is getting [...]

Gin before sleep

Gin before sleep

I’m in bed after a glass of gin, the coffee cup is a rouse. I actually don’t drink much to be honest but had a sudden panic attack and didn’t know another way to calm down. The past two days I’ve felt like I was on my way to being the old me again. Today [...]

Standing in the music box

Standing in the music box

Hello Saturday/early Sunday morning. I’m not excited that you are here, because it means another week has flown by of life and it went in an eye blink. Time seems to be running away so fast that I often wonder is it just me who thinks that or does everyone feel our days are moving [...]

Coincidental

Coincidental

I chose the pose in this picture just because it would have something more interesting to it. I didn’t add the traffic cone and now I can pretend I’m sizing up something. I’m having fish for dinner later. Granted it’s just out the freezer into the oven fish but I find it ironic that I’m [...]

The Cat Astrophe!

The Cat Astrophe!

There are moments when you just have laughter and you do something literally because you felt like it. This evening this video is one such moment. There is no reason other than I felt like it and it made me happy. Yes there is a level of odd to my personality at times. But then [...]

It’s all about me

It’s all about me

So I started a podcast last night. Right now it’s pretty raw and simple. I’ve always wanted to do one but the machinations of doing it were always the issue. ie quiet etc . However actually I realise that’s not so bad having different sounds. I do in most of my videos chatting? I’ve called [...]

Hormonal bitch here

Hormonal bitch here

By the time this is published I’ll be fast asleep in my bed dreaming of sunshine and life. That is my plan. If I achieve it brilliant. So, I started on HRT 28 days ago and started to feel the benefits. Two days ago I ran out and I’m unlikely to get to the pharmacy [...]

Spooky times

Spooky times

I usually do lots of things each year towards Halloweeen even though in reality I really don’t like it. This year you may only see very minimal from me in terms of Halloween content. More spooky less slasher for sure. I guess I’m being really sensitised to reality lately and some of the gruesome things [...]