Coffee from my bed

Woke up threw up and came back to bed. That’s all I’m saying. The video was done clearly before I felt this way but then consider that good as well you wouldn’t have wanted to listen to that.

Goodnight again .



Tayga outfit from Enigma at the Spotlight Event (It has a hud!)

Lorelay hair from enVOGUE

Spring eyeshadow from A R T E

Blossom lip gloss from A R T E

Doll lashes from A R T E

Bellemore seating set from Raindale

Garwood Green house from Raindale

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

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My birthday

I’ve just woken up and really want to go back to sleep.

It’s the one day of the year I look forward to a lazy lay in bed and as always awake at the drop of a pin.

So lay here I shall and insist on some laziness for at least another hour.

I do love a dance video so maybe I’ll lay here and instead dance in my bed? Happy Sunday everyone .

The first part of my celebration of being yet another year closer to the nursing home….



Toxicity outfit from ::OOPS:: available at the Darkness Chamber Fair

Give me a reason Pose from Luanes World

Cassandra hair from enVOGUE

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

Yasmin bento dance from MOVE! Animations Cologne


The Dances cost 300L$ each. MOVE! give MORE THAN 20% on each Dance Pack (10 Dances) ■■ (2399L$).■■

Shot on location at Cocoon

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What happens in 2015 should be remembered

Despite the outward faces of many.

Faces of resilience, strength bravado, the truth is that many of us suffer silently in our dark moments and only the few around us will know those moments.

I am currently within my dark time and struggling to surpass this.

There are many reasons for the darkness. The most real one is work. The struggle to walk in each day and smile at the people who make many of our lives difficult.

I guess mine is compounded by the fact that I know it’s not all in my head because of the role I do as a union representative.

I face those managers who behave like non humans to their employees and I first hand see the manipulations of situations and the effects these have on staff.

You see from my perspective as both a participant and a spectator, going to work in an environment of toxicity is certainly one of the most damaging and dangerous positions many people face each day. The destruction of a person within a toxic work environment is very real.

When an employee cannot trust the person that is there to over see them (the manager) it is almost akin to an abusive domestic relationship. Violence removed.

I go back to 2015 when an employee commited suicide because of work.

The reason for my darkness is that in 2015 on the 20th January a person who I was helping in the work place took her life because of how she felt treated.

My darkness comes and goes over that and on the whole I deal with it with more resilience. But this week it’s sat on my shoulders as the background to many other things going on at work.

I find myself still asking why the manager who acted as the catalyst to the situation received promotion . I ask myself does this manager sleep well at night.

I see her often in passing. She scurries past me because she knows the blame I place at her feet. The family and me. She looks well rested. She has since the day it happened.

Moral of the story. You are much safer at home.

If you or someone you know is suffering speak to someone. Don’t go silently.

There are supports available.




Cowgrl aqua gown from Saschas Designs

Camilla hair from enVOGUE

Shimmer eyeshadow from A R T E in the December Powderpack

Natural lip balm from A R T E at the Chapter Four

You don’t know pose from Luanes World at Tres Chic

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

Shot on location at Luanes World

Second life blog turned into Sansar moment

*UPDATE* Ebbe Altberg and some of the team have liaised with Ryan and it looks to be that this situation is on its way to being resolved. *Dialogue is always a great thing.*

I actually was planning to talk about lovely winters thoughts and such like in this blog this morning regarding second life.But standing here at the bus stop reading my feed I saw a statement from Ryan Schultz that he feels he cannot blog at the moment because yet again someone from the lab has dived in wearing size 26’s and done the take it down or else statement. Link to his Blog

Honestly some days I do wonder about folk.

Positively promoting your experiences. And here you go yet again size 26’s and alienate folk. If you consider that experience a secret….shhhh don’t tell anyone it exists and certainly don’t let anyone enter. Simples. Put disclaimers in entering the experience. I’d say that’s logical isn’t it?

Have you guys in your ivory towers put a sign on the logging page for the experience that states No, go away, no one can know or see!!!!

Or have you now taken the decision that ultimately you are going to take down every single blogger and vlogger just to show you can and scare monger?

Be clear about what you expect . Don’t hide it in the little print. If an experience is not allowed to be seen, common sense is a disclaimer at the teleportation of wording that says so.

Be thoughtful to people who visit. Sansar needs the promotion and here you go and upset a person who promotes it daily, often a number of times a day?

I’m thinking High Fidelity may soon see a surge of interest. In fact I’m reloading it tonight!

And now for the nice stuff….



Baby I’m your jeans from Entice at the Liaison Collaborative

Baby I’m yours scarf and sweater from Entice at the Seasons Story

Natural Lip balm from A R T E at the Chapter 4

What truly matters pose from Luanes World

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

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So it’s only Tuesday and I’m already thinking about the weekend. Like the rest of the population out there. Though can I say my title wow has nothing to do with that snippet from my mind.

I came home from work yesterday and have been in wow mode.

The reason. My son has this week off work and usually I sigh heavily every night I get home because I have extra housework to do clearing up after him. Mind you I accept I’m a little OCD as well.

Anyhow last night I got home to a completely reshuffled kitchen, cupboards all rearranged and new oven trays and chopping boards and fry pans.

Now that may seem really unexciting to many. But to me after a horrid day at work it really warmed my being. Then, on top of that the landlady came to visit. Suffice to say it turned out a great visit and reinforced the great relationship we have had for the past 13 years. Yes, I’m the longest tenant in history I’m sure !

I’m hoping that the rest of the week brings similar good breaks as I have 3 hearings this week to represent and if they all go well for the people I represent then my week would have been a really good one.

I feel like a posh nosh in this outfit. Hud video under here…



One More light outfit from Entice at the Designer Showcase at the Chapter 4

I remember pose from Luanes World at the PoseEvent

Natural lip balm at the Chapter 4 from A R T E 

Cassandra hair from enVOGUE

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

Shot on location at Flux Sur Mer

Wow its New Years eve already?

Ive been thinking about all the New years resolutions I have made and I still haven’t completed them. Not one single one.

Every year we sit down and promise ourselves a resolution we will achieve by the following New Year. Yet how many of us actually do get the final result?

I’m like most, the initial lose weight, get fitter, earn more money etc etc. I fail every single time.

So this year I have decided I wont make those particular resolutions. Instead I will resolve to do the opposite. That way when I get the opposite result, I would have achieved last years resolutions!

Actually this year what I do want to achieve is, changing career path (or rather setting the groundwork to that), better health as I’m in a quandary with various health issues. Perhaps maybe look at my ASMR thing and actually do something to achieving it properly. I’m a bit of a procrastinator at times and I have been with this one project.

Oh and attempt more of this live streaming malarkey online, be it real me or virtual me. Life is too short to think “oh I will do that next year”.  Aside from general family things I wish to achieve, sorting our my career path and financial and health lifestyles, I think that will do. I’m sure to achieve at least one right?




Beg for Mercy dress from Entice in the Makeover Room event

Hold me now lipstick from Entice in the Makeover Room Event

Cake leggings from Blueberry

Christine fur jacket from Noche

Don’t say a word pose from Luanes World for the PosEvent

Milly hair from enVOGUE

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Christy dark skin Lara Hurley

Whats inside the house

Good morning, good evening or even good afternoon. Wherever, you may be in the world.

Apparently it’s hump day again.

These hump days seem to be floating by rather quickly and I’m having less and less time to get things done in both worlds.

Two days ago I started feeling the inklings of being unwell. Today’s it’s starting to settle in nicely in.

Every part of this old body is aching and I have the statutory fuzzy head and grouchy mood to go with it.

I simply want to go back to bed and sleep. But soldier on as the saying goes I must.

It’s hard to take time to be sick when work is short staffed with other people off being sick.

One of those situations of damned if you do and damned that you don’t.

So I’ll go hibernate behind my computer monitor at the back of the room and hope for a second wave of energy.

Have a great day and for all the American and Canadian friends I have, enjoy the start to your preparations for thanksgiving.

Look out for the people that aren’t so fortunate and just give some time or something to make their days brighter. It only takes a moment.

PS this dress has a hud!!! But sadly I couldn’t show you as the video didn’t save. I call it the ombré colour but definitely worth looking at as it’s lovely.


Pippa Dress from D.E. Boutique at the Designer Showcase

Naomi hair from enVOGUE

A book worth reading pose from Luanes World

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Grace skin in toffee shade from [theSkinnery]

Designer Showcase