Hormonal and miserable

Hormonal and miserable

I woke up today feeling completely miserable. I don’t really know why other than I missed my progesterone 2 days and that I think messed up my hormones. HRT for those that are wondering. I take a tablet in the morning of progesterone and a gel at night. Thought I had run out but realised [...]

Food Glorious Food

Food Glorious Food

I’m having a real battle with food lately. Something triggered inside my brain a few months ago and even though I don’t have an appetite per se I will just eat for the sake of eating. What’s that all about?!!!!! I’m an emotional eater. I always have been and yet right now I’m not sure [...]

In another life

In another life

Check me out in this photo with enthusiasm that knows no bounds. (That was Friday! ) It’s Monday after work now and I’m laying on my sofa feeling exhausted as though the weekend never happened. Honestly I often suggest to myself that in my next life I need to make some adjustments so that I [...]

ON THE RUN

ON THE RUN

I’m on the run. I’m on the run from debt-collecting hounds, Chasing me down for their my measly pounds. A Beagle in bifocals, a Doberman’s growl They’re sniffing for cash, and they’re on the prowl. I toss them a bone, then flee out of sight Outrunning these debt dogs… at least for tonight! Halloween the [...]

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

It’s dark and dismal and feels a little bit chilly in my apartment. Wonderful!!! Oh I can feel Autumn is coming. Hallelujah!! I’m fed up with summer. Let’s face it, it’s been rather up and down and nothing to write home about. I’ve been more home bound this summer due to my ill cat. Not [...]

My addiction

My addiction

Get the sweets in me!!! Did you know I love sweets. OMG love them. But also not supposed to really have them because of being diabetic. Yet last week I’m stressed and who ate all the sweets? I did. The shame I feel at my lack of control today is in abundance. I’m like a [...]

Up standing again

Up standing again

I’m standing again as I’m in limbo right now. I’m waiting for Tippi to let go and pass. She wants to be around me and last few nights I’ve been sleeping on the sofa with her because she doesn’t want to sleep in my bed. Last night she kept wanting to lay on me so [...]

Always say “Thank you”. It costs nothing

Always say “Thank you”. It costs nothing

Here I stand. Looking out at the world and wondering what road my truck needs to go down. (I can’t drive mind you) It’s just a coin of phrase with my mind being as it is. Full of so many ideas and dreams that I wonder at what point I will take chances. I mean [...]

My imagination

My imagination

I fell asleep after work and woke up over an hour later today. Is this it? Have I reached being old? Honestly I am feeling this must be it. Old age. However, why is it I look in the mirror and think I still have life in me like a millennial? I still laugh at [...]