The day before it starts

The day before it starts

Sunday night, it’s the emotional equivalent of buffering.Nothing’s wrong, technically, but everything feels off. I started the day with sunshine and serotonin. Naive mistake.By dinner, Monday was looming like a badly parked thought I can’t unsee. I reached for snacks like they were therapy.That biscuit chocolate bar. Judged me like I was its disappointing child.Even [...]

Beep Beep Beep

Beep Beep Beep

I’m standing here contemplating…… My home smoke alarm has been beeping for the past hour. What to do!!! I can’t reach it to at least deactivate it till I can get a battery. I shoved a wooden spoon at the reset button and that didn’t work. So here I sit contemplating my weekend of beep, [...]

Sunday

Sunday

What a beautiful Sunday it has been here in Kent 🇬🇧 today. It was chilly but so beautiful I felt that spring in my step to do spring stuff like spring cleaning and buying new cloths and furniture. Decorating and just opening up ready for the summer. Unfortunately in reality the funds don’t exist for [...]

Exhaustion

Exhaustion

I’m exhausted. So exhausted that it’s bothering me at how exhausted I’m feeling. Fibromyalgia exhaustion isn’t simple tiredness, it’s a heavy, unrelenting fatigue that feels like it’s taken root in every cell. On flare days, it’s like even blinking requires monumental effort. My body aches, my thoughts fog, and everything around me feels out of [...]

Step out

Step out

Happy Saturday. I hope you are all feeling that relaxation you should when the weekend comes. I’ve been busy catching up on the boring housework and a few other things. Mainly the relaxing. I’m watching a series on Netflix called Wrong Side of the tracks. I’m totally invested and binge watching. I haven’t logged into [...]

Sofa surf

Sofa surf

I’m currently laying on the sofa feeling untoward. I’ve been so for days and if I could tell you what’s up I would. I ache like I’ve had a good kicking and I feel like I want to chunder, but I haven’t. It’s my 3rd day. I’ve taken today from work and spent much of [...]

Rough day

Rough day

As someone who works from home, dressing up can be a game-changer for productivity. There’s something powerful about slipping into a lovely top or smart trousers, even if my commute is just steps from the bedroom to the home office. But today felt rough. You know those mornings when the alarm rings, and instead of [...]