READY Steady going

READY Steady going

Are you ready? It’s nearly the weekend and another week we can close the door on and get ready to enjoy.

I’m not going anywhere as such but am tempted to make myself over and just see if I remember how to put that makeup on and get sassy.

Now me and sassy have been apart quite a while so I have no major expectations of the level of sassy I can achieve. But may as well give it a go. Failing that pjs and Netflix may be the choice.

I am actually positive I may step outside this weekend and see some life. Maybe walk around lakes and lay in the sun (if there is any) and read a good book. Crowds depending. Always the people. In reflection maybe not. I’ll lay on my balcony instead.

What are your plans? Going out into the world or going out virtually?

Credits:-

All for you dress from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Addie bag from [DDL] at the ACCESS Event

Blaithe earring from POM at the ACCESS Event

Rebecca chains (on legs) from MICHAN at the ACCESS Event

Colourful passway backdrop from Pitaya at the ACCESS Event

Christie Static Pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Time to relax

Time to relax

Nearly midnight and I’m going to crash to sleep.

I’m on leave all this week from work and yet what did I do last night? I logged in on the quiet to do some work.

Is it because I miss it or am I admitting I hate finding things sitting in my inbox when I log in after a holiday period?

It’s the latter. Hence I never truly take a break because let’s face the facts, no one does my work if I’m not there. It just sits and piles up instead.

Long gone are the days when you closed the door to work and would return from a break refreshed and feel ready to start again.

These days you have an overwhelming load, take leave then when you return the overwhelming load has doubled. Those are the facts.

I don’t feel very rested anyhow. I’m still under the feeling of being rough and not myself and struggling to get my sugar levels down.

On top of that the medication doubling is really not agreeing with me either. All in all, 2 steps forward and 3 feel to go back.

So let’s live vicariously through this picture instead. An Italian Holiday and I’m just about to head for dinner on the pier. I look rather tested and the sun is just starting to colour my skin.

Video:-

Credits:-

under Pressure outfit from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Esme the warmth of Benevolence necklace from Moondance Boutique at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Unravel hair from Magika

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Maren lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at La Perla Old Italy

There’s always a story to tell

There’s always a story to tell

I’m sat here on my sofa after attending the Second Life Book club. Sadly I was there in spirit rather than hearing presence as my earphones are broken. The reason was my house mate was watching a film so it’s rude to sit there with the computer blasting away on loud speaker.

That’s ok as the great thing about the book club streams are you can listen to them later if you missed them at all. So there’s always a plus there if you look for it.

I’m considering my list of to do things now and I feel I have not enough hours in any one day to do all the things I want to do. That’s pretty much summing me up at the moment. A head full of ideas that need a mind map to plan them!

The best place to do it would be by the lake relaxing in a teepee hut with the water trickling away behind me as my head gathers and I write each thought down. Very much like my virtual image here.

I actually have a novel in my head. It’s been there for many years. The actual first sentence is the challenge because at what point do I begin.

That has been my dilemma for as long as I can remember, also the manner in which I write. That may require some work I’m all too aware.

The novel is to be about a girl who travels through life never knowing where she fits and where she is headed. It begins in childhood with a family background that is not usual. Not conforming and full of moments of fear and at the same time love.

One day I’ll begin. Just not yet. I’m not ready to tell that story till I know the ending.

Credits:-

Wintertime Love outfit (huge hud) from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Cloudmond Teepee from Raindale at the Access Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Jamie hair from Fabia which was a gacha

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Daydream collection makeup from IDTTY at the Access Event

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Stealing flowers

Stealing flowers

Soon I am heading for my lush bed so I can catch a few hours before I stream the 6pm Book club with Con Sweeney.

Before I do, quick question. Have you ever nicked flowers out of someone else’s garden? You know, looked around and sneakily yanked a bloom or two to take home and put in a vase?

No me neither! As if moi would ever ever do anything so naughty like that! I mean come on, this face???

Speaking of face. (changing hat subject real quick) I have fallen in love with my new face. I’m almost tempted to redo my other blog pictures due in the next few days. On reflection that’s just too much work right now, so enjoy this face today in this outfit and admire it’s sheer glorious look.

Credits:-

Brand new day outfit from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Sunflowers Pose from Amitie at the EQUAL10

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Oline Lipstick from A R T E

Sera eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Freya mesh body Belleza

Dua hair from DOUX

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Under the skies

Under the skies

Hey there, what’s new?

I’m just here enjoying the sun as I unwind from the day and look forward to my bed. (The pixelated sun as it’s nighttime here)

In saying that by the time this blog leaves my computer and lands on your pages, I’ll already have hopped into bed.

I usually do it from my phone as I find sitting at a pc cumbersome at times.

I also appreciate the freedom of doing things where I please.

I’ve actually at times blogged on the loo, in the bath, sitting in the sunshine and it used to be always sitting on the bus headed to work.

I bet if you read on your phone, you’re guilty too!!

Can I just let you know I spent ages on this photo. Ages. I still didn’t achieve the effect that was hidden in my head but it’s close as I’ll get for today.

I was aiming for a flight but not retro look, ethereal but not glory, blurry but not blurred, colourful but not too vivid.

I’ll give up now and bid you a goodnight and hope your evening is as pleasant as mine looks in this photo.

Credits:-

Ruby Tuesday outfit (with MEGA Hud) from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Bloodline hair from DOUX

Zafirah lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Archipelago


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A quiet moment

A quiet moment

I’m having a bit of a hiatus in extreme blogging for a few days.

Also filming. I just require a break for a bit so I can ask myself a few all important questions about the meaning of life etc etc.

Not really. I just fancy some chilling time.

Earlier I connected up my streaming and went live on TWITCH from Sansar.

It wasn’t exciting to watch but I had to test to make sure it’s working. Tomorrow I’ll test going live on all platforms to see if I have the hang of it.

I’m not sure which crazy world I’ll go in but I’ll just spin the bottle and wherever it lands, that will be it.

There is a reason for this madness, which will become clear in July, as long as I get it right.

Other than that it is time for me to strip off and go under cover as Thelma and lay by the water.

Credits:-

Little falls pond set For Raindale July Decocrate

Sundwell Sunbed  from Raindale at the Cosmopolitan Event

Seashore Swimsuit at I M Collection

Soft Lashes from A R T E

Simone head from Lelutka

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Natural lipgloss from A R T E 

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Isabelle skin  from  Amara Beauty

Losing thy schizzle

Losing thy schizzle

I’m sure a lot of you know what this is like right now.

Today is one of those days I’d love to spend lazing in bed, watching films and catching up with people on my laptop and phone. Just like this picture depicts.

It’s raining and dreary. The perfect backdrop to the whole lazing in bed scenario, but alas I work. work I must.

However tomorrow I’ve taken two days off and so have given myself a 4 day weekend.

I’m actually secretly wishing for days of rain as I quite fancy this indulgent lazy. Although in my living room.

Fact is even when I take days off I’m not getting a break any longer. My housemate works in the living room and I can’t watch my tv, play music or actually do anything at all.

I’m hating lockdown because of this.

My dining room table is completely full of work equipment and my living space doesn’t feel like my sanctuary anymore.

Stress is rising each day and I cannot escape it any more because it surrounds me.

On top of that, we are expected to work at the very same level and accuracy etc pre lockdown. Never mind all the added stressors affecting everyone.

So take a break? It’s not feeling like a break anymore. But to not log a machine I guess will have to do.

I admit, soon I’m likely to really lose my schizzle. I’m angsty as missing my family who can’t socially bubble with me, because of someone from WORK and Ive been basically left I think going crazy in my head.

Hence you will understand the Beverley Video of No F##ks.

Credits:-

Just a girl Shirt and Panties set (with hud) from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Charlotte hair from Analog Dog

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Edie skin in tone 5 from  Amara Beauty

All dressed up and nowhere to go

All dressed up and nowhere to go

A few weeks ago in my reality there was a clothing sale on in one of the stores I like to shop at. I had an online shop moment and bought myself some new tops.

Last night I sat here wondering why on Earth I needed those new tops and when I’ll get the opportunity to even wear them.The real answer is, no one knows. None the less I still bought them. I don’t even know why.

One part of me sees a sale and thinks yeah go for it. The other part logically says hold back because any spare money right now really needs to be saved.

The world right now is an odd place and we really don’t know what we are going to face economically in the months, maybe years ahead. So I guess the question we need to ask ourselves is really do we need it? What’s the sacrifice we make for that outfit?

I don’t know the answers but what I do understand is that economically we must keep some normal going. But realistically we must also make sure we save what we have in case of any recession coming.

The easiest way we do this, is live our reality in readiness, but in our virtual know we can escape to normality. I never thought I’d ever say this.

Well, that’s how I’m doing it.

How are you living yours?

Credits:-

Never surrender pants from Entice at theDesigner Showcase

New attitude top from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Jandi hair from Limerance at theEQUAL10 Event

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Sweet gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Backdrop City the Room

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Ahoy there

Ahoy there

Ahoy there me hearties!

I am just about to close my eyes and go to sleep.

It’s been a pretty full on day with work and life.

The heating broke down this morning and there is currently no heating or hot water at all.

My apartment currently feels like an ice box and I’m sure by tomorrow I’ll start to smell like some warm bit of Brie cheese, sitting in the sun, fragrantly filling the air of my super strength body odour.

I seriously cannot wait to have a shower.

That’s all I am saying.

Credits:-

Only Exception top from Entice at theTrunk Show

Only Exception Skirt from Entice at the Cosmopolitan Event

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Lucy Hair from Magika

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at

What’s happened

What’s happened

I have been a bit quiet of late on both my blog and YouTube.

That’s because I’ve not been very well.

I was diagnosed diabetic and put on medication immediately around a month ago. However as the drug was getting into my system I was starting to feel constantly nauseous and pain started developing in my stomach.

The last few days it all goes a lot worse and last night I was told to go to A&E, but I didn’t because I’m a stubborn moron like that. I didn’t want to phone anyone and wake them,

I went to the doctors earlier as they wanted to see me.

Had a few examinations done, and been pulled off the drug because it was affecting my liver.

I won’t bore you with the detail because trust me, you really don’t want to know.

Now I’ve explained my predicament, I’m hoping over the next week I start to feel some what normal again.

In the meantime Happy Valentines day.

I’d love to say mine was full of roses and such stuff. But I’d be lying.

Now for the outfit details as I lay my head down to sleep.

Credits:-

Only ExceptionSkirt from Enticeat the Cosmopolitan Event

Frou Frou bra from Entice at the Flair for Events

Sally hair from Fabia

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty