When it’s seriously not working and the mess is obvious.
Who’s kidding who?
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No where to go
I’m all dressed up with absolutely no where to go! I’m exhausted this week. But, have you ever looked at people and thought “what a c*nt”? Right now it’s my bass face thoughts. One day……… But the outfit? Go on you know it!!! CREDITS Fresh dress from Luna Chelsea station at the Designer Showcase Fresh [...]
Thinking
It’s strange how easily a virtual world can pull someone in. What starts as something small, a few messages, a bit of chatting online, a connection that feels light and fun, can slowly become something much bigger than it was ever meant to be. I’ve been thinking about this a lot recently because I see [...]
Serenity or Reality
I’m currently lying on the sofa in a very specific position that is for my comfort. One side is fine. The other side is a bit sore today. The shingles blisters are bloody awful. C B D patch on and antivirals. So now I’m watching a film on Prime. One of those heavy ones about [...]
LETS DINE under the “Shingles”
If I could sit down comfortably right now at a dining table, I’d probably be writing this with a cup of tea and a biscuit I don’t need. Instead, I’m uncomfortable in pain and itching and driving myself nuts with trying to get comfortable. Why? Because I have shingles. Found out yesterday. After a long [...]
Bad Saturday
I had big plans for Saturday. Nothing wild. Just peace. Maybe a tidy up. A cup of tea that stayed warm. Paint my nails. Make a few TikTok’s. Instead, I woke up with more back ache. The kind where you stand up slowly and know it’s staying. Tried to ignore it. Had a stretch. Made [...]
Relax
I swear this weekend cannot come quick enough. The past few weeks felt like wading through treacle… uphill… carrying everyone else’s nonsense in a Tesco bag for life. My body is aching, and every joint has decided to sync itself into a concertina effect. There’s just so much on my plate right now responsibilities, overthinking, [...]
The balance is not balancing
I ended work feeling oddly mature today, like a person who might own matching undies. I don’t. I actually don’t. So I checked my bank account, because it’s payday this week. A bold and foolish act upon my part. I don’t know what fantasy I was living in, why did I bother? Deluding myself to [...]
Time jump
Some days I don’t want a fresh start. I just want to skip ahead a few chapters in life. Not forever. Just forward. To the bit where things feel lighter. Where I’ve figured a few things out. Where Im all adult and got my ducks in a row. Where my body behaves, my bank account [...]
Nobody’s Child
This weekend I read Nobodys Child by Virginia Giuffre and I wasn’t prepared for how much it would stay with me. I picked it up thinking I’d read a few pages before bed. Except it wasn’t a few pages. It was fifty. Then another fifty. And before I knew it, I’d finished it. I couldn’t [...]
Isabelle Cheren 
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