She stands in a field

She stands in a field

She stands in a field that feels soft and real with wild grass, fading light, a sky caught between day and night. And then there’s her. Perfect. Polished. Almost too precise for a place that isn’t trying to be anything at all. That contrast is the whole story. Nature just exists, messy, effortless, unfiltered. But [...]

Thursdays girl

Thursdays girl

I went to bed on Wednesday with my life still manageable… and woke up on Thursday like the week hit fast forward without me. Happy rundown to the weekend. CREDITS Nerelle drap dress from Hilly Haalan at the Designer Showcase Reema EVOX head from CATWA Bijoux hair from Lamb Kait skin from the Skinnery in Sorbet [...]

No where to go

No where to go

I’m all dressed up with absolutely no where to go! I’m exhausted this week. But, have you ever looked at people and thought “what a c*nt”? Right now it’s my bass face thoughts. One day……… But the outfit? Go on you know it!!! CREDITS Fresh dress from Luna Chelsea station at the Designer Showcase Fresh [...]

Thinking

Thinking

It’s strange how easily a virtual world can pull someone in. What starts as something small, a few messages, a bit of chatting online, a connection that feels light and fun, can slowly become something much bigger than it was ever meant to be. I’ve been thinking about this a lot recently because I see [...]

Serenity or Reality

Serenity or Reality

I’m currently lying on the sofa in a very specific position that is for my comfort. One side is fine. The other side is a bit sore today. The shingles blisters are bloody awful. C B D patch on and antivirals. So now I’m watching a film on Prime. One of those heavy ones about [...]

LETS DINE under the “Shingles”

LETS DINE under the “Shingles”

If I could sit down comfortably right now at a dining table, I’d probably be writing this with a cup of tea and a biscuit I don’t need. Instead, I’m uncomfortable in pain and itching and driving myself nuts with trying to get comfortable. Why? Because I have shingles. Found out yesterday. After a long [...]

Bad Saturday

Bad Saturday

I had big plans for Saturday. Nothing wild. Just peace. Maybe a tidy up. A cup of tea that stayed warm. Paint my nails. Make a few TikTok’s. Instead, I woke up with more back ache. The kind where you stand up slowly and know it’s staying. Tried to ignore it. Had a stretch. Made [...]

Relax

Relax

I swear this weekend cannot come quick enough. The past few weeks felt like wading through treacle… uphill… carrying everyone else’s nonsense in a Tesco bag for life. My body is aching, and every joint has decided to sync itself into a concertina effect. There’s just so much on my plate right now responsibilities, overthinking, [...]

The balance is not balancing

The balance is not balancing

I ended work feeling oddly mature today, like a person who might own matching undies. I don’t. I actually don’t. So I checked my bank account, because it’s payday this week. A bold and foolish act upon my part. I don’t know what fantasy I was living in, why did I bother? Deluding myself to [...]