The end

The end

It finally is the end of the week and I have to say it went too quick for my liking.

I know I always bleat on about looking forward to the end of the week but at the same token I don’t want life to flash by.

It seriously doesn’t feel like I’m living it and that in itself troubles me. In a blink of an eye time disappears. Then we sit and wonder where it went.

I have a weird feeling in the very pit of my stomach. No it’s not diarrhoea!!

I just feel a little happy and sad at the same time which often means something is soon to happen.

I have a 3rd sense like that and in life when anything major is about to happen I get this deep down feeling of laughter and deep sadness. I could cry but also laugh.

It doesn’t mean anything bad. It just means I sense something is coming.

Frankly hopefully it’s my handsome soul mate on his scooter who will whisk me off to a Maccy D’s dinner and a Netflix film. (I’m being realistic here).

Failing that my bills have been paid by a wonderful benefactor and Jason Bateman is really my boyfriend. Oooo that man is so my current interest right now!!!!

Anyhow check out my outfit. It’s very spring like and has a hud!!!! Just saying.

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Credits:-

Nay outfit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

No appetite

No appetite

I have absolutely no appetite at the moment. Given I feel like Sumo Liz right now, that really can’t be a bad thing.

Life started opening up this morning partially in the U.K. Shops and hairdressers and gyms.

There is still a social distancing code and life is not due to be fully open until June.

Let’s hope this time around people behave like humans instead of feral idiots when we talk about social distancing and being safe.

I’ve already heard a few people assuming that because they haven’t felt any affects other than their freedom of movement they feel today is back as usual. Well let’s see.

Personally I’m taking the slow and steady road because I have plans in life and I’d like to see them through in the way I want. No rush.

Happy Monday and be safe and diligent.

Credits:-

Velvet overall dress from AsHmOoT at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Gemma hair from Magika

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Wonyoung lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

What can I say

What can I say

I’ve not been feeling the greatest this past week. I’ve slept on and off the past few days. Hence no blogs or videos. Apologies.

I’m feeling disturbed to the point that I have to lay here in bed writing this. It’s so late but I slept so much today I’m now wide awake.

Remember the Mandela Effect?

It feels like currently right now the world is experiencing this.

People are genuinely believing this pandemic doesn’t exist and it’s a form of control by governments! The other side (people like me) thinking vastly differently and that we need to eradicate this.

No this doesn’t refer to two sides of my mind. This is about two individuals living the same time but walking a different but same path. Seeing the same things but the perceptive belief is vastly different.

It is quite scary how there are the people like me who are understanding what is going on and what we need to do. It’s the others that scare me. They’re so caught up in their theories and truly believe them.

It’s a form of insanity to me to hear how people believe, truly believe that governments are doing this to control them. What on earth are these people listening to?

There’s no logic in their defence and not for one second do they notice the glaringly obvious . What government chooses to lose its economy willingly? Why?

I’m not keen on politicians at the best of times. They’re all flawed with one or other things. However I’m not daft enough to believe governments around the world are deliberately sabotaging their people and economies to gain some kind of mind control over their populations.

That sounds a little bit like cray crazy to me. Ok. A lot!!! So explain to me this vastly different set of views? How did it happen? Where did it start?

I have a theory. The Mandela Effect. It’s out of control. It’s slowly seeping and spreading and dividing people.

You can see it in not only the Pandemic but also the very divided cultural and social beliefs.

It’s the year 2021 and we have just stepped 5 feet back against the direction we were meant to be heading

Does that surprise me at all? Not really. Humanity hasn’t learnt its lessons yet and has somewhat of a long journey to go.

Humans are their own worst enemy at times and led by the snout usually. Humans have a tendency to gather and pack into groups, often without any real tangible reason than the sense of belonging.

Mix that with a tablespoon of social media, a drop or two of suggestive subliminal media and what to do you get? A pack. Blindly following.

I’m going to call it the Two Step Effect.

It’s almost like a dance whereby the two packs run to a drum beat alongside each other. Yet they dance different beats to the same drum.

Whose drum is right and whose is wrong?

Credits:-

Zulayda dress from Le La at the Designer Showcase

Forged Nails from Cazimi at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Soiree hair from the TRUTH VIP group

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone out there. Whether you celebrate or not, I wish you all s as wonderful few days.

I’m taking time to enjoy a hot chocolate in the real world as well as the virtual. Why not.

Lots of films and chilling time.

But I’m now taking a few days away from blogging and so to give you some viewing pleasure I made a few videos for the Christmas period just to bring a smile.

I released all but one of them last night and so here they are in no specific order.

Outfit details below.

Credits:-

Brand new day outfit from Entice at the Winter Shop and Hop

Summer mesh hair from Wasabi

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Suzy Lipstick (for Catwa HDPRO) from A R T E at the eBento

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Coffee van pose from Fashiowl

I love a bit of head

I love a bit of head

Honestly I love my Catwa HDPRO head. Love it!!!

The fact that now Not only have I got (from my point of view) gorgeous skin for it. ARTE have now released some brows and eyeliner for it.

I think I look rather good today if I must say so myself.

There is no visual artistic photoshopping work to my photo. Just a plain very little touched photo. So what you see is what you get. Which is always how I prefer to see things.

Today the Steele blue eyes from ARTE are verging on the greeny spectrum and I love how they look.

Will I be changing eye colour permanently? Well you can wait and see.

In the meantime, someone reading this not from SL will think I’m a little bat shi💩 crazy.

They could be correct.

Goodnight all and sleep tight.

Credits:-

Maja Eyebrows from A R T E at the Cosmopolitan Event

Meow! eyeliner from A R T E at the uniK Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Eline skin from AMARA

Jennifer top from Addams

Briar Hair from Wasabi

Steele Blue eyes from A R T E at the Cosmopolitan Event

Sweet Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

My Shape

Lara mesh body Maitreya

My backside sit

My backside sit

I tried a live stream last minute on Saturday night which was very nerve wracking for me. The whole be real in the video and live. I was fine if I didn’t look at the stream but the minute I did it was OMG cringe time as I’m not keen to look at myself.

I’m basically trying to get used to this whole becoming a product ambassador thing and advertising myself as a positive by product of the product.

Although I have been one to attempt live streams I am not as comfortable as maybe I may appear doing them. I suffer with great nerves and moments of self doubt which I’m guessing is quite normal.

A friend asked didn’t I think of getting all dressed up and putting some make up on? Hell no. Why should I? I really don’t do that as the norm so to do that would feel very unnatural to me.

I could have made more effort at looking like those atypical gamer girls types with my makeup on etc etc but frankly I prefer to be real at all times. The reality is I’m 54 and not getting younger and having my boobs at attention seems disingenuous as frankly what would the viewers be really looking to watch? Saggy old boobies that need a good harness to keep them upright?

Actually I can never understand why gamer girls do dress like that. I’d be so proud to see a woman get up and live stream dressed in her trackies and baggy T-shirt like us normal folk. It’s 2020 and I do feel disappointed that women still use sexuality to obtain their base.

It’s a thing I see a lot of and in many ways puts us back in terms of being accepted and respected for what we can do as women.

But, to each their own. If it rocks your world to see then rock on.

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Credits:-

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Sally Jeans and tshirt from IM Collection at the 2MuchEvent

Cornflower Luminous eyes from AV-Glam

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Briar hair from Wasabi

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Alia Mohamed Belly dances

Alia Mohamed Belly dances

I’ve been so excited to show you these dances I literally cannot wait till Saturday to do so.

Let’s start the week with the latest Dances from Paragon Dance Animations, the Alia Vintage Belly dances. I’m still in the snow mode because of the very intrinsic hand and finger movements.

Now if you haven’t noticed my style is always to use different music tracks so that you can appreciate the versatility of any dance. So watch with an open mind.

Honestly I really loved making this particular video. I hope you enjoy watching.

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Dance Credits:-

Alia Vintage Belly dances from Paragon Dance Animations at the UBER Event from 25th August

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8 vintage style belly dances, all free-styled performance captured by Alia Mohamed, an esteemed authority/specialist on vintage style belly dances.

Alia channels this classic style of belly dance from the 50’s to 60’s, the Golden Era of Belly Dance,” characterized by improvisation, simplicity, and glamour, mesmerizing crowds worldwide.

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An esteemed Los Angeles based belly dancer, Alia Mohamed leaves crowds in a trance with her vintage style, timeless beauty, and hypnotic hips. Coming from a Lebanese background and a family of musicians, Alia has an intrinsic understanding of Middle Eastern music and dance. She has studied belly dance intensively for over fifteen years and is highly influenced by the belly dancers of Egypt in the 50s and 60s, the “Golden Era of Belly Dance.”

Alia has recently been featured in Vogue Magazine here:
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Her highest viewed video on YouTube has over 3.3 million views.
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Black Rockstar outfit from **Brii Underground Wear**

Coral A hair fromeXxEsS

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Zafirah  Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Copper River

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A quiet moment

A quiet moment

I’m having a bit of a hiatus in extreme blogging for a few days.

Also filming. I just require a break for a bit so I can ask myself a few all important questions about the meaning of life etc etc.

Not really. I just fancy some chilling time.

Earlier I connected up my streaming and went live on TWITCH from Sansar.

It wasn’t exciting to watch but I had to test to make sure it’s working. Tomorrow I’ll test going live on all platforms to see if I have the hang of it.

I’m not sure which crazy world I’ll go in but I’ll just spin the bottle and wherever it lands, that will be it.

There is a reason for this madness, which will become clear in July, as long as I get it right.

Other than that it is time for me to strip off and go under cover as Thelma and lay by the water.

Credits:-

Little falls pond set For Raindale July Decocrate

Sundwell Sunbed  from Raindale at the Cosmopolitan Event

Seashore Swimsuit at I M Collection

Soft Lashes from A R T E

Simone head from Lelutka

Lara mesh body from Maitreya

Natural lipgloss from A R T E 

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Isabelle skin  from  Amara Beauty

Goodnight sweethearts

Goodnight sweethearts

It’s the early hours of Monday morning right now.

I should be asleep, but I’m not tired.

With the COVID-19 Lockdown I have found the days basically blurring into each other and my current wardrobe attire is pyjamas. I basically shower each night and pop on a clean pair of pjs and then shower again in the morning and wear them again. I still do my hair and a bit of tinted moisturiser but that’s basically it.

I kid you not, my wash load is currently basically pyjamas and knickers.

My baps get to hang freely, why wear a bra?

The only time that changes is when I step out the door for a exercise stroll or like today, a visit to Tesco for some groceries.

Can I tell you how emotional I was when I walked down the egg aisle today and found 3 boxes of eggs!!! Seriously I was so thrilled.

I could have fried them in the aisle with joy. No really I’m not even exaggerating.

I haven’t been able to get eggs for the past few weeks.

I literally cannot wait till the morning. Egg and bacon !!!!

Credits:-

Rimel bustier and cardigan from Eliya.K

Fall tights from Pixi Cat

Galvez hair fromDoux

Vintage vehicle pose from Amitie

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Nora BOM skin from  Amara Beauty

Shot on location at Backdrop City

The moment I lay my head

The moment I lay my head

It’s Saturday night in the early hours if Sunday morning and I am just about to fall asleep.

I’ve not much to say because frankly I want to close my eyes and fall into a dream. In the meantime I’ll dance myself to sleep.

Goodnight and enjoy the video.

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Credits:-

Salma gown (with hud) from :::WILD::: at the Designer Showcase

Zinnia necklace from Moondance Boutique at the Designer Showcase

Reflectice eyes  from Amara Beauty

Gloss Lipstick from A R T E

Glam on eyeshadow from A R T E

Catya bento head from CATWA

Angel shape for the Catya head LizBitz

Lara mesh body Maitreya

 

Featuring the Charlene Latin Burlesque dance from Paragon Dance Animations

◘ Bento hands/fingers (detailed finger articulation)
◘ Motion-captured on a 20-camera optical motion capture system for the smoothest and natural flowing animations.
◘ Post production by Mike Johnson of Guerillamation Films and Halon Entertainment. http://www.guerrillamationfilms.com/     https://www.halon.com

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