That bottle

That bottle

I’ve sat here the past half hour staring at a bottle of water on my coffee table. There’s nothing about that bottle of water that’s really captivating or different from any of the other bottles of water out there.

Strangely, I just registered how amazing that bottle of water is. Looking around my apartment I’m staring at different things and realising how magical it is that we have them. Back to the bottle of water.

Have you ever stopped to think that the bottle of water is available to us because someone created plastic/glass bottles? Then the whole process of whatever they do to the water and putting it then into the bottles? I just did.

We take so much for granted around us.

Next time consider that bottle of water and remember how awesome it really is!

Now the fashion credits….

Credits:-

Sophie outfit from Le La at the Designer Showcase from May 5th

Amaia hair from eXxEsS

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Superna Eyeshadow and Wonyoung Lips from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Chauen Scene Backdrop and pose from Amitie

Shop shein.co.uk!

A little homely moment

A little homely moment

I’m sat here having a homely evening. A little out of sorts today and made myself dinner and feet up.

I’m going to bed early tonight and just close today. Tomorrow is another day and why not.

So I’m having a homely moment if that’s possible. Legs up and watching a rather lame murder mystery film.

I hope you all enjoy your evenings and I’ll see you on the flip side.

Credits:-

Lilou top and skirt from KiB Designs at the Designer Showcase

Tokyo Glasses M/F from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara Hair from DOUX

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Maren lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Ted Talk

Ted Talk

I rather fondly call this my Ted talk. More so as I was in this video expressing a number of thoughts and so only watch if you have the patience to listen. Otherwise I seriously wouldn’t bother.

It’s cathartic to talk and so I do.

I will however be honest I cut out quite a chunk of what I spoke about as after doing so I thought nahhh it’s stuff I don’t need to share. But then I am quite a sharer as that’s what keeps me sane in life.

There are times we all need to share thoughts or moments with just someone. These days due to everything I just find myself sharing in my blog or in my Coffee talks.

Today’s I call the Ted talk because it felt like I was relaying something and well why not. Ted I’m sure won’t mind me using his name.

Video:-

Credits:-

Athena outfit from Saschas Designs

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

I’m just getting my swag on

I’m just getting my swag on

It’s after midnight and I’ve been beavering away for hours today filming things for the upcoming week.

I’m a little in a corner feeling that I want to do something new and different. I just can’t put my finger on it as to what.

Do you ever get those moments? I also am having a lot of self doubt right now and asking myself many questions about the value of the things I do. Are they worth doing? Am I bored? Am I tired?

I can’t quite say. I just know that my light is dimming and I actually feel very much alone. I did a Ted talk today which I was going to upload tonight. But I froze on the upload button. The overwhelming feeling that I’m just simmering away sometimes makes me want to turn up the heat and see what happens.

For now though I’ll just lay my head to sleep and dream of my next adventure.

Credits:-

Paris outfit from [RnR] Swag

Peony lipgloss from IVES at the ACCESS Event

Bright rainy backdrop and from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

Lookaway pose from Diversion at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The end

The end

It finally is the end of the week and I have to say it went too quick for my liking.

I know I always bleat on about looking forward to the end of the week but at the same token I don’t want life to flash by.

It seriously doesn’t feel like I’m living it and that in itself troubles me. In a blink of an eye time disappears. Then we sit and wonder where it went.

I have a weird feeling in the very pit of my stomach. No it’s not diarrhoea!!

I just feel a little happy and sad at the same time which often means something is soon to happen.

I have a 3rd sense like that and in life when anything major is about to happen I get this deep down feeling of laughter and deep sadness. I could cry but also laugh.

It doesn’t mean anything bad. It just means I sense something is coming.

Frankly hopefully it’s my handsome soul mate on his scooter who will whisk me off to a Maccy D’s dinner and a Netflix film. (I’m being realistic here).

Failing that my bills have been paid by a wonderful benefactor and Jason Bateman is really my boyfriend. Oooo that man is so my current interest right now!!!!

Anyhow check out my outfit. It’s very spring like and has a hud!!!! Just saying.

Video:-

Credits:-

Nay outfit from Yasum at the EQUAL10 Event

Dani standing pose from SweetArt at the EQUAL10 Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Olivia hair from Kuni at the EQUAL10 Event

Superna Eyeshadow from Velour

Lipstick from CATWA HDPRO

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Spirits of Shara at Amara

Chat time

Chat time

I do love a good chat. Today despite feeling pretty drained all day. After a half hour catnap after work I felt a little more alive.

So spoke my vlog. To be fair it took me a couple of goes as the first one I prattled on far too long. I made an executive decision to bin that one as frankly it was maybe just a little too real for anyone.

I often try and free mind myself that my channel is a virtual related one. However it’s difficult for me as I’m always being me.

Anyhow if you do choose to listen, I’d suggest a good cuppa as well.

Video:-

Credits:-

Nia top and shorts from 28LA at the Access Event until the 8th April

Way up hair from Vanity

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The lady garden

The lady garden

I have literally just bounced into bed and realised I haven’t added the little hula dance I made for this video.

It’s nothing spectacular I just fancied a Hawaiian theme to the blog.

Frankly I could get up and do it but it means a late night and well I can throw it in on another day. Or actually drop it into Instagram as it’s only short.

On top of that I’m in a bit of a grumpy mood as flat mate has her bedroom window wide open and all I can hear is her door banging and YouTube playing some podcast. 100% guaranteed she is fast asleep!

Thing is that may bug me for ages as I won’t fall asleep.

The last time I had to go in and turn her laptop off was not exactly a pleasant moment as the light was on and I was greeted by her lady garden full spread legs open.

Not all lady gardens are necessarily a joy to behold. Neither are all men’s mowers.

I reserve my rights to choice because I’m frankly a picky soul like that.

Credits:-

Ambush top and skirt from .:: AM :: at the Designer Showcase

Salmont glasses from Haysuriza at the Designer Showcase

Mars Mission Pose from Fashiowl at the Cyber Fair

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Kiara hair from DOUX

Kinky Eyeshadow from Velour

Monica HD lipstick from Velour

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Shot on location at Rainbow Reef

Stand

Stand

Well I’ve had my invite for the Vaccine. Strangely I feel like it’s a history making moment.

Not that I am important to historical noting but because it’s that feeling that in years from now what is debated amongst people will become the norm.

I prefer to look at it like those wordings “one small step for us, one giant leap for everyone”.

(Note my politically correct version before someone decides to have a keyboard moment! )

I personally am grateful that there is a vaccine and it’s out there. There’s no ultimate guarantees but at least it’s a start. Much like the flu vaccine. It won’t get rid of the damn pesky virus, but perhaps make its existence less taxing on our bodies.

I work with a few people who are anti vaxxers and what we fondly call Covid idiots.

You know the ones, just because no one they personally know has been affected, then clearly it doesn’t exist mindset.

It’s difficult having conversations on the subject because of this and it does make me feel that our world is divided and living in parallels.

I’ve said this before much like the Mandela effect, there is this Covid effect. We’re living in the Matrix!!!

Now here I’m living in the Matrix and my virtual person is me!!!

Credits:-

Flame mini dress from Baiastice at the ACCESS Event

Camille Jewellery from Orsini Jewellery at the ACCESS Event

Mell static pose from Lyrium at the ACCESS Event

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Martini hair from DOUX

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

The dark forest road from Milk Motion

Happy Saturday

Happy Saturday

I’m currently sat on the sofa (nothing new there) watching some B grade film which to be fair is utterly rubbish but none the less I’m absorbed somewhat. You know the someone was killed Miss Marple type of mystery. But not as good as Miss Marple.

I have noticed that I do watch some utter rubbish lately. I’m not sure if it’s because things are on repeat or frankly that’s all we are getting. Hard to say really.

I’m waiting for season 11 of the Walking Dead and the millionth series of Outlander, I’ve forgotten which one to watch out for already.

Truth be told I’m in skank mode currently and just need to get dressed and go do my hair and maybe just maybe brave the outside world. Ice and chill but glorious sunshine.

In this outfit I hear you ask? No. But in the virtual you can do whatever you choose.

Saturday Sale shopping!!!!

Credits:-

Summer baby lingerie from Entice in the SATURDAY Sale

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Dua hair from DOUX

Lip gloss in the CATWA hud

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

Narrow creek boat from Raindale

Catching a train

Catching a train

I’m not really catching a train but I do wonder what that feels like now. Not having caught one for over a year!

Honestly what a different experience that would be right now.

I’m having an odd day here in reality. I applied for a job. In my own work team I will add. I answered the one question on the application and was told yesterday I wasn’t shortlisted because I didn’t answer the question!

The question simply was a question the reason for applying. But I’m told that I should have been referring to the job description answering that question. But it didn’t say that. Question was simply reason for applying. I knew something was wrong because I had great difficulties in the application with freezing connections and in the end had to log into it via chrome.

Fact is when I applied there did not appear this box that tells you what you should also include. In fact I even said to a colleague on the day I would have expected it to be there, so uploaded my CV too just in case.

Anyhow it turned out all a mess and it is as it is.

What I take away from moments like this, is my strong sense that things always happen for a reason.

I’m more than able to do the job I know and I don’t have any self doubt about that BUT maybe I’m to do something else!!

So for the first time in 16 years of doing a job I love, I have made the decision to start looking at other things rather than hope my moment will happen because if I’m honest with myself it won’t.

Credits:-

Louis Black dress outfit from Sacha’s Designs at the Designer Showcase

HDPRO Majer soft head from CATWA

Haruka hair from Argrace

Suzy lipstick from ARTE

Ronda_5 backdrop from Ionic

Eline skin from AMARA

Reflectice eyes from Amara

Lara mesh body Maitreya

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