I was all set to drink my coffee and this voice suddenly says “mind if I join you”. Well I can hardly say no considering its a public footpath.
I have no idea who this person is but it was pleasant to drink a pretend coffee and swap complete BS because we simply can.
After the day I have had it was needed to make some kind of human contact.
A person arrived back in my life last night after me having buried him for a few years now. Not literally of course but metaphorically. ( Think about it…) He arrived by email not by person. So there is distance which is a good thing. Only for now. But a distance I want to end.
It has been very much like a sore opening up and I’m not sure I am able to cope with the impact of it. But loving someone like this is like a scab you need to pick at because you don’t know till you do.
For now, it’s we shall see. I love him.
So I have re-boxed again and placed that under the bed for now.
While I was exploring trying to shrug off this weight on my day, I stopped and had a virtual coffee with silliness.
It was a nice moment and reminded me the world is full of different people and to not let myself forget that.
Walking away Walking away