The past week I’ve been in a bit of a quandary.
Not sure, but that feeling of being out of sorts.
I’ve been asked to go live in Darwin by “him”. At first when the suggestions were made, I didn’t take them seriously. That would be because it’s so easy to fantasise etc I’ve learnt to be a little cautious with going with any flow till I’m 100% certain something what is said is meant.
But he has continued to suggest a future that does sound great.
But. We haven’t met!
How can I make decisions so huge based on Skype conversations ?
I’ve only seen him again once for a few moments and admit that I was like “wow” when I did see him.
He has seen me the once and of course my real life is not hidden and so has seen my photos on the Internet as I am now.
But, it’s not the same is it, unless your standing in front of someone.
How far can I let myself go on this before I have to face reality?
This is the part of long distance Internet I struggle with as its so easy to allow yourself to open up, but what do you do after that?
My feelings are pretty real and yet I still am unsure what his are. Because he has never said. So I have never said.
So what do I do? SHOP!!!!